I eat when i am bored. I fall easily. I am vulnerable to believing lies. I am hoping that one day i won't need a fake smile. I live by quotes that explain exactly what i am going thru. I make up excuses for everything. I have best friends and critics. I have good memories and a share of dramas.
So whether you love or you hate the 'imperfect' me, It would be a pleasure ..if you'd still keep me..
Jun 7, 2008 5:49 pm Mood: uncomfortable, 1775 Views
A man is stranded on a desert island for 10 years, when one day a beautiful girl swims to shore in a wetsuit.
Man: "Hi! I am so happy to see you." Girl: "Hi! It seems like you've been here a long time. How long has it been since you've had a cigarette?" Man: "It's been 10 years!" With this information the girl unzips a slot on the arm of her wet suit and gives the man a cigarette. Man: "Thank you so much!"
Girl: "So tell me how long has it been since you had a drink?" Man: "It's been 10 years!" The girl unzips another pocket on her wet suit and comes out with a flask of whiskey and gives the man a drink. Man: "Thank you so much. You are like a miracle!"
Girl (starting to unzip the front of her wet suit): "So tell me then, how long has it been since you played around?" Man: "Oh, my God, don't tell me you've got a set of golf clubs in there, too...!"
May 17, 2008 3:59 pm Mood: indifferent, 1831 Views
BOY: i SAW HER TODAY GiRL: i SAW HiM TODAY
BOY: iT SEEMS LiKE iT'S BEEN FOREVER GiRL: i WONDER iF HE STiLL CARES
BOY: SHE LOOKS BETTER THAN BEFORE GiRL: i COULDN'T STOP STARiNG AT HiM
BOY: i ASKED HER HOW THiNGS WERE GOiNG GiRL: i ASKED ABOUT HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
BOY: i'D CHOOSE HER OVER ANY GiRL i'M WiTH GiRL: HE'S PROBABLY REALLY HAPPY RiGHT NOW
BOY: i COULDN'T LOOK AT HER WiTHOUT STARTiNG TO CRY GiRL: HE COULDN'T EVEN LOOK AT ME
BOY: i TOLD HER i MiSS HER GiRL: HE DOES'NT MEAN iT
BOY: i MEANT iT GiRL: HE DiDN'T MEAN iT
BOY: i LOVE HER GiRL: HE LOVES HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
BOY: i HELD HER FOR THE LAST TiME GiRL: HE GAVE ME A FRiENDLY HUG
BOY: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED GiRL: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
BOY: i LOST HER.. GiRL: i STiLL LOVE HIM..
.very.very.very.dedicated.
Somehow it exists in my own little world, Knowing it will always be a curse without sign.. Indeed, can only be seen and be understood, In someone's truthful sight and fearless tongue..
Ang sulyap mo.. Sa tuwina'y naaalala ko, Nong tayo'y unang magkita, Pinagmamasdan kita..
Ang tinig mo.. Sa gabi naririnig ko pa, Araw na kita ay kasama, Panahon na kay saya..
Pag nalulungkot at nagiisa, Kasama rin kita Sa aking daigdig tuwing nagiisa, Daigdig ng alaala.. Kahit na malayo, Hindi ka malilimutan… Sa aking daigdig, Sa daigdig ng alaala.
One day as a woman was sewing while sitting on the riverbank, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked,"Why are you crying?" The woman replied that her thimble had fallen into the water, and she needed the thimble to make her living. The Lord went down into the water and reappeared with a golden thimble. Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The woman replied, "No." The Lord again went down and came up with a wooden thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again, the woman replied, "No." The Lord went down again and came up with a silver thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The woman replied, "Yes."
The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy.
Some time later, the woman was walking with her husband along the riverbank when he fell into the river. She cried out, and the Lord again appeared and asked her, Why are you crying?" "Oh Lord, my husband has fallen into the water!" The Lord went down into the water and came up with Mel Gibson. "Is this your husband?" the Lord asked. "Yes," cried the woman. The Lord was furious. "You lied! That is an untruth!" The woman replied "Oh, forgive me, my Lord. It is a misunderstanding. You see, if I had said 'no' to Mel Gibson, you would have come up with TomCruise. Then if I said 'no' to him, you would have come up with my husband. Had I then said 'yes,'you would have given me all three. Lord, I am a poor woman and am not able to take care of all three husbands, so THAT'S why I said yes to Mel Gibson."
The moral of this story is: Whenever a woman lies, it is for a good and honourable reason, and for the benefit of others.
quoting miamor2007 for her comments on my thread ..FINALLY..
"my dear friend, ..that's what i feel now, i've tried to forget but emptiness n loneliness was still n me.."
My dear friend, I am almost certain that you are holding on to someone who you think is still there but has really been long gone. That was an outrageously selfish proposition.
my friend, there is nothing wrong in loving someone. You may be able to bear the pain when love begins to hurt. And when it hurts, you may still be able to give even more. You may be even able to love until it hurts no more. But what good does it bring you when the person you love shows no respect for what you feel and makes lame excuses for his inability to love you back. Love isn't love until you give away. But love will only have life when it is shared by two people who believe in its meaning, by people who share one goal, one commitment, and by people who are selflessly loyal to each other.
God's ways aren't always easy and painless. Some are meant to open our eyes to what we do not see. Some are meant to make us realize what we stubbornly refuse to understand. But all of them will always be meant to make us stronger and better persons. We just have to trust Him on that.
my friend, you may find your way to the farthest planet and still remember him. Distance has little to do with forgetting. This healing should begin in your heart.. Acceptance is the first step to recovery. Once you have learned to understand that this is where it ends, then it is the only time when you will learn how to move on with life.. without having to stop every time you are reminded of the bitterness of the past.
GOD BLESS YOU, MY DEAR FRIEND. I PRAY FOR FAST HEALING.
A son and his father were walking on the mountains. Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!" To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!" Curious, he yells: "Who are you?" He receives the answer: "Who are you?" Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!" He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?" The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!" The voice answers: "I admire you!" Again the man screams: "You are a champion!" The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand. Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE. It gives you back everything you say or do. Our life is simply a reflection of our actions. If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart. If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life; Life will give you back everything you have given to it."
YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!
This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.
You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial.
And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different.
They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.
And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be ok..." But you know it won't. And that's the truth, it won't. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...
Now keep that smile for the rest of the day! 
.very.very.very.dedicated. 
