a very special DAY-(nov 20) Nov 18, 2007 1:09 am Mood: happy, 4390 Views My daughter is a treasure, a blessing from above. She's laughter, warmth, and special charm, she's beauty, and she's love. My daughter brings a special joy that comes from deep inside, as she grows into womanhood, she fills my heart with pride. With every year that passes, she's more special than before, through every stage, through every age, I love her even more. No words can describe the warm memories, the pride and gratitude too, that come from having a daughter to love, and to cherish. my dear sokoleyt, It's your birthday, I can"t be there, But I'll send you, A special birthday wish, And a little prayer. Have a happy birthday. I hope that all of your Birthday wishes come true. May you have a great time, Today and find happiness In everything you do. Happy Birthday! Love, Daddy 40 Comments

*..MyDarling..* Nov 10, 2007 5:14 pm Mood: hopeful, 4078 Views We've always agreed to be straight with each other, and I'm not going to pretend to be a penitent sinner now, because i don't feel one. You were cross with me, and as I told you, I thought you were unfair. I still think so-- though I realize that i did not help matters by the way I took it. I don't mind admitting that I've felt pretty fed up with life since our row. I want to make it up-- but I know you would'nt think much of me if I tried to win you back by pretending to take all the blame. I reckon it's about fifty-fifty, and I hope you'll agree to forget the whole thing existed. My smile is a lie, it masks my pain and hides how I truly feel. Look at my eyes and you will see the truth. My mouth lies, while my eyes can only cry. I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me. My heart aches completely, every hour, every day, and only when I'm with you does the pain go away. Darling, I love you as much as i ever did. When can I come around to kiss and make up? 32 Comments

paano nga ba.. Oct 31, 2007 2:53 am Mood: sore, 5157 Views "Sinabi ko ba na ayaw kita makita, paano mawala ang miss kung hindi kita makikita..I have nothing againts meeting you, i miss you..Natatakot ako sa love, not necessarily with you, but of love and loving, of believing and in trusting and to love again...but, i did.." Paano nga ba, dahil ba takot ka na? o may naiwan pa rin sa puso mo para sa kanya? ... hirap umibig, hirap din umiyak, hirap magmahal, hirap din masaktan, hirap umasa, hirap din magbago.... "halina sa piling ko alisin ang takot mo at sa muli'y malasap ang pag-ibig na ganap." 135 Comments

Who Can I Turn To Oct 26, 2007 6:15 pm Mood: tired, 3845 Views Who can I turn to When nobody needs me? My heart wants to know And so I must go Where destiny leads me. With no star to guide me And no one beside me I'll go on my way And after the day The darkness will hide me. And maybe tomorrow I'll find what I'm after I'll throw off my sorrow Beg, steal or borrow My share of laughter. With you I could learn to With you on a new day But who can I turn to If you turn away? With you I could learn to With you on a new day But who can I turn to If you turn away.. Don't want to leave, but we both know sometimes it's better to go. Somehow I know we'll meet again. Not sure quite where and I don't know just when. You're in my heart, so until then... wanna smile, wanna cry, saying good-bye. 29 Comments

a fool am I Oct 18, 2007 9:46 pm Mood: frustrated, 4062 Views A tear fell when I saw you in the arms of someone new.. A tear fell when you left me all alone and feeling blue.. A tear fell when you told me that your love was not for me.. Oh, I didn't miss the teardrops but I missed you constantly.. The teardrops that you stepped on as you danced across the floor.. Were crushed like my poor heart was when you walked out of the door. A tear fell when you told me that the flame in your heart died.. Darling, have I lost you like these teardrops from my eyes? A tear fell when you told me that your love was not for me.. Oh, I didn't miss the teardrops but I missed you constantly. A fool am I, a fool am I, in love.. But then, You learned you were not free... To love, to share, to plan, to care. With each day you pulled farther away. Your heart is now hard and filled with pain. You shut me out, pushed me away. 32 Comments

PaGiBiG..nGa NaMaN.. Oct 12, 2007 10:08 pm Mood: courageous, 4986 Views ...isang damdamin.. na mahirap dalirutin ng ating kaisipan. isa itong nakatagong anyo ng ating puso.. na bigla na lang lilitaw na kusa sa ating sarili upang bigyan tayo ng kaisipang hanapin ang tunay nating damdamin at pagkatao... Pag-ibig nga naman... ano nga ba talaga ito? Sabi sa bibliya, pag-ibig ay pangkapayapaan... tsk! tsk! tsk!... E, kahapon lang may nabasa ako sa diyaryo, Sabi, "Ng dahil sa pag-ibig... pumatay!!!" Tsk! tsk! tsk!... Oy! minsan, sabi sa diyaryo: "Ng dahil sa pag-ibig ...pinatay!!!" Ano ba yan?...O..eto pa ang isa... "Pag-ibig ang dahilan kaya nagpakamatay!!!" Pag-ibig...pangkapayapaan... ... dahil maraming papatay, namamatay, at nagpapakamatay.. E, pag patay nga naman ang isang tao, payapa na di ba? Pero, eto nga ba ang tunay na pag-ibig? Sabi sa bibliya, "ang tunay na pag-ibig ay hindi mapag-imbot at di nagseselos.." Yong kapitbahay namin... binugbog ng asawang lalaki, dahil pakiramdam ng lalaki, di na siya mahal ng babae dahil hindi raw marunong magselos... Paano ba yan? Umibig ka na nga... sumunod sa sinasabi ng biblia, e bugbog ka naman.. Gusto mo ba ito? Hindi di ba? Namputsa...kahit sino'ng tao ayaw mabugbog...masakit yan.. Subukan mong pukpukin ng bato ang ulo mo... o kaya sampalin mo ng ubod lakas ang mukha mo.. o di ba masaket?... Yon pa kayang ibang tao ang gagawa neto sa yo... Pag-ibig...corny 'no? Sabi sa diyaryo..."ginahasa sa tindi ng pagmamahal!!!" Minsan..."Gumahasa sa tindi ng pag-ibig" Pero, ewan ko, wala pa akong nabasa na "Nagpagahasa dahil sa pag-ibig.." Pero, bakit tayo masaya rito? Alam na natin ang kahihinatnan nito, pero.. sige pa rin tayo... alam ng mabubuntis o makakabuntis. .. sige pa rin... masarap kasi..eheste ... masaya kasi ang feelings... pero ang tanong handa ka ba? Ooops!...uuuy! nag-iisip siya.... tama ba ang nasabi ko?...dapat sa pag-ibig.. maging handa ka... Paano ba ito? ano ba ang ihahanda ko? magastos yata ito? Pagkain ba?... Tsk!...'lam mo, manhid ka... tumingin ka sa paligid mo... ang mga taong in-love daw kuno.. o? ano sa palagay mo ang itsura nila.. para silang baliw di ba? Kahihiwalay lang .... tatawag agad sa telepono... then magsasabi ng kung ano-anong kabulastugan... yun bang tinatawag na "sweet nothings"... Kung maglakad, akala mo mga talangka... kapitan ng kapitan.. Sa sine... parang mga ibon...tukaan ng tukaan... himasan ng himasan...kamut dito ...kamot doon... Yakap dito...yakap doon... Sa motel? ewan ko...di pa ako nakakapasok doon... oo nga! ... peks man... O! ngayon ...ano ang dapat mong ihanda? Di mo pa rin alam? Ay!. ..Put... tang na loob..... Ihanda mo ang sarili mo, bulsa mo, ...tanungin mo kung may kakayahan kang.. gumastos, magpakain, magpasensiya, maging matulungin, maunawain, mapaglambing, mapag-alala, mapagtiwala, ng walang takot at bahid dungis ng malisya, pang-iimbot, pagnanasa, pagkamasarili, at pagkasakim... O ...kaya mo?... kundi mo kaya... doon ka na lang sa kubeta... magbatibot...... Hwag kang pikon...prangka lang ako... ...prangkabayo kung tumakbo.. sa takot sa iyo.... 41 Comments

some good things.. Oct 11, 2007 7:59 pm Mood: calm, 3903 Views "when break-up comes and it's time to say goodbye, don't doubt the LOVE just because it did'nt last. May mga bagay sa buhay na di man nagtatagal, it does'nt meant hindi na ito totoo. Some good things are just never meant to last forever." okey lang yun! Well.. at least..you fell IN LOVE. 34 Comments

I Can Tell Oct 5, 2007 8:56 am Mood: numb, 3800 Views The kisses that you used to give, Are the sweet sweet kisses I will miss, You don't love me anymore and I can tell.. Another boy has made you change, When I'm around you're acting strange, You don't love me anymore, and I can tell.. Maybe you can't bring yourself to tell me about him, After thinking about the love we used to share, when you hold me, I know your're thinking of him.. No you don't love me anymore, I can tell, And I can tell.. 19 Comments

"Hindi ako IIYAK" Sep 28, 2007 1:48 am Mood: tired, 4816 Views Kapeng aking tinitimpla, Lagi nalang lumalamig Hindi ko malaman, Kung kulang sa tamis Tasang walang kibo, Sa 'kin nakatitig Ako't siya'y naghihintay, Masagi nang iyong bibig. Buhok na mahaba, Iniingat-ingatan mo Nuong isang linggo, Pinaputulan mo ito Marahil ay pagod lamang, Ang aking isipan At di ko napansin, At hindi tinutulan. Pintong dati-rati bukas, Sa iyong pag dating Ngayo'y nakasara, At panangga sa hangin Kapag ikaw ay dumalaw, Ito ay katukin, Kahit mahina lang, Ito'y aking sasagutin. Kay linis ng silid, Walang nagkakalat Medyas at sigarilyo'y, Walang nag-hahanap Sanggol na nasanay, Akala ay ina Gayong natutulog ito, Kahit nag-iisa. Huwag kang mag-alala, Di ako iiyak Hindi magdaramdam, Kahit na gapatak Pag-ibig natin lang, Sa iyo'y inalay Sa tulad mong putik, Tama na at sapat.. 47 Comments

your eyes Sep 23, 2007 2:12 am Mood: thoughtful, 3565 Views when i look deep into your eyes, you simply take my breath away, there's nothing more that i can do, there's nothing more that i can say.. in your eyes, i see what's real, your eyes reveal what you really feel, there's nothing that your eyes could hide, it tells the truth, sets lies aside.. in your eyes, i see sincerity, your heart & mind, it's what they show me, through your eyes, i see your soul, simply, your eyes, are the reason i fall.. 17 Comments

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