Through the clouds and beyond the stars, My thoughts of you seem so far. I feel so close yet, you are miles away, Beyond my touch is where you stay. I try to jump but can't get that high, You drift up close towards the ongoing sky. Out of my reach and far from my sight, Until all that is left of you is one burning light. A star in the sky is what you now are to me, The farthest one for me to see. So, I make a wish on this shining star, That you will always think of me
First i thought it was real even for a day i'd like to say i loved you you are mine to remember walking away from you was one painful thing i have done you were not the first but i felt we were so apart take it away and hope maybe you'll say you miss me too Something suddenly change inside me i thought of you on somedays when i felt something was not quite right i was wrong of what i have acted i left you without a word and now i felt sorry i had done so Walking away from you have hurt me so I'm sorry...just want you to know You will always be mine to remember.
a tale of unrequited love a haunting pledge of devotion, a love went wrong aghhh i thought it will never end. i was afraid i thought i could never even love again i was always in doubt a litle bit paranoid to a point of emotional trauma would i be able to trust love would i be able not to doubt then you came along you showed me there is another side of love a love that is lasting and true a love without confusion a love you are not to be afraid of a love i could trust. you know you are not first love i have love before i have been love before but not this way not this way how you make me feel now i love you and i save the best for us to LAST.
You can learn a lot from a four year old. Now I'm not talking about the obvious like the names of every dinosaur known to man, or the behavioral adage patience is a virtue. No, I'm talking about deep and meaningful lessons, the kind that happens in an instant, yet affect you for the rest of your life. I had such an experience when my son Zac taught me a lesson on forgiveness and unconditional love.
It started out with an innocent itch -- you know, the one that gets deep into your skin and won't go away until sufficiently scratched. This particular itch centered on remembering a line from the movie "The Preacher's Wife."
If you've seen "The Preacher's Wife," you know the script is full of emotional one-liners. I had seen the movie years ago and was having trouble remembering one exact line.
One night I'm channel surfing and lo and behold, "The Preacher's Wife" is on Disney. It's 8:30pm, the movie started at 8:00pm -- and I'm already praying the line I'm looking for wasn't in the parts I've already missed. I yell to my wife that Preacher's Wife is on, then settled into my seat with the single-minded mission of capturing THE line.
Suffice to say that the kids had other plans for me. First it was the electronic keyboard at full volume -- a gift from a grandmother who took obvious joy in helping me relive my own childhood. Then it was the dinosaur roars, followed by the cries of my two-year old "He's scaring me!" Then came the incessant "I'm thirsty", followed by "I'm hungry", followed by "read me this book", followed by "I want a bath." In the span of one hour, my little angels had become anything but, and my blood pressure was rising with each passing minute.
"Zechariah David," I yelled thinking like all parents do, that using the middle name reinforces to the child "I mean business." "Stop picking with her...apologize now please...in a minute sweetie...hang on, a commercial's coming...wait just a second...stop fighting...alright, that's it, time out."
Sound familiar parents?
Finally the big moment came. I slapped the couch several times and said, "Shh...this is it." Right at that moment, both kids began to wail -- I'm talking screams that would make even a banshee blush. Even though I got right up next to the speaker, I missed the line. I clenched my teeth, suppressed an internal scream, and stormed off to another room, angry as I've ever been.
I made it to our basement steps, sat down in the dark, and like many parents caught in the grips of frustration, I tried counting to ten.
Right about the time I got to fifty, Zac comes around the corner and asks "What's wrong Dad?" I replied, "Daddy's real upset. I missed a special part of the movie because you and Caycie decided to throw a fit. I'm angry and frustrated and not handling things well right now."
My son, all four-years and forty pounds, put his arms around me, kissed me on the cheek and said, "It's OK, I still love you." As I hugged my son in the dark, with tears flowing, I realized the hand of God had just touched me in very personal and profound way.
This same heavenly Father, in the very same vein of love and forgiveness, sent His Son to be sacrificed so that we may have the chance to live eternal. A son who, even on our worst and most selfish days, has the glorious ability to pull us back to reality with Him as the focal point in our lives. A son who daily teaches each of us that unconditional love and forgiveness do exist. For whether we stumble and fall, or simply lose sight, our Heavenly Father reminds each of us, "It's OK, I still love you."
Months later, and the house to myself, I was able to watch the Preachers Wife uninterrupted -- funny how God plans that. The line I was looking for was this: "Look in wondrous glory at someone you love, and see the face of God."
Sometimes, while Zac isn't watching, I'll watch him closely and marvel what lies ahead for him. With his words "It's Ok Dad, I still love you," echoing through my head, I'll look in wondrous glory at this son I love and see the grace of God.
By Randall Willard
Read and meditate on these scriptures:
Romans 12:9-10 "Let love be without dissimulation. Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good. Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another."
Matthew 6:14-15 Jesus says, "For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you: But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses."
1 John 4:10-12 "Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us, and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought also to love one another. No man hath seen God at any time. If we love one another, God dwelleth in us, and His love is perfected in us."
All of these scriptures can be found in the King James Version Bible
In times we do not say it, In times it doesn't show, It doesn't mean we do not think it, For it will always grow. It works in many different ways, Makes you cry, laugh and smile, Then being without it for some time, It makes the wait worth while. But sometimes things can go all wrong, It walks right out the door, You fall apart and melt away, Your heart crushed on the floor. Then suddenly the light appears, You're flying like a dove, The feeling inside your heart, This crazy thing called love.
Your "thank you posts" came to my attention,lol..I'm reading it alright Is this a "hang over" effect after our long talk on the phone last night? lolzzz namula tenga ko sa tagal.
You don't have to thank me for anything you know,and most specially have nothing to repay me...another dinner at that thai Restaurant we went to before would be nice
Are you experiencing anything other than contentment that comes from self-understanding?have you ask yourself questions like: s my life really all that bad right now or am i simply in a low modd?
:Am i following the road toward unhappiness in andattempt to find happiness?
:Am i putting my opinion above my positive feelings?
:Am i reating to someone else's low mood?
:Am i struggling with a problem?
s my tolerance for stress too high?
:Am i thinking about myself too much?
:Am i taking my past with me?
:Am i postponing my life?
It's been said that life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.Whenever we defer happiness,we fail to recognize that happiness is a feeling we already have.Happiness happens whenever you tap into your own naturally healthy psychological functioning.
In my life I see where I've been I said that I'd never fall again Within myself I was wrong My searchin' ain't over... over I know that
When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes When you love a woman You know she's standin' by your side A joy that lasts forever There's a band of gold that shines waiting Somewhere... oh yeah
If I can't believe that someone is true To fall in love is so hard to do I hope and pray tonight Somewhere you're thinking of me girl Yes I know... I know that
When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes When you love a woman You know she's standin' by your side A joy that lasts forever There's a band of gold that shines, waiting somewhere... oh...
It's enough to make you cry. When you see her walkin' by And you look into her eyes
When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes When you love a woman Well you know she's standin' by your side A joy that lasts forever
There's a band of gold that shines When you love a woman... When you love, love, love When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes
s my life really all that bad 
