Friday is the equivalent of Sunday here.So we have our weekends on thursday and friday.Barely 6 months here now in Jeddah,and there are things that i still miss doing on weekends.a walk in the seaside watching the setting sun,window shopping,and friends.I can do those things in here too but not as often as i had the chance to do it somewhere else.Lately i found a christian group,which now i have been attending on fridays.i have met some friends around and i have a good job,a good employers as well. Thank God for Fridays and everyday too.
During the past five days has anyone of you have had not any trials,temptation ,problems or any small circumstances that tested your faith???Christians and non-christians alike do have sufferings of their own.But what difference does it makes to anyone who is in a different religion to view his situation or how often times we faces problems or trials in our life? If i say suffering is a blessing will you agree with me?maybe you say, what nonsense am i talking about?How could i say that inspite of so many problems,i still say that we should be thankful because they are still a blessing from up above...GOD I know that we have different perspective and outlook as to how we deal with everyday problems.Sometimes we question God. God why this...? God Why that??? Why me??? We question God why He is giving us this so much trials,in the first place why did he allow us to suffer? When do we remember God?is it not that we only remember to call on Him to help us when we do have problems? Did we Thank God for the time that we have abundance and we are happy of the things we are having in our life? God did allow suffering,problems and trials because he wants us to turn back to him.He wants to remind us his Promise.He wants us to put our faith in him that He is The ONLY way.the ONLY truth and that He is the ONLY one that can redeem us to eternal life.
Let us be thankful indeed to all our sufferings...
Truth do hurt us and i know that i have cause you that much yesterday.I just dont want you na umasang maging something more than friendship and pag tingin ko sa iyo.You have been a real nice person,very sweet and loving that inspite of telling you many times na sana ibaling mo na lang sa iba ang iyong pag tingin you have never wanted to give up.I know that i hurt you when i told you the real score but i am hoping that in time you will get over me somehow.You can always count on me to be one of your friend and you know i will only be a buzz away...Please do'nt be sad ok...i dont want to see you looking sad because of me...take care
No matter the distance my love will remain true, Laging pakakaingatan pag ibig na inialay mo. You have conquered my heart and it is for you to keep. Dahil ikaw mahal ko bigay ng langit,wagas na pag ibig mo.
I'll wait for you and you wait for me. Isang taon ay matagal pero kakayanin ko Because i know that our love is worth waiting no matter how long. Dahil doon sa huli nais ikaw ang kapiling.
We will together make our love grow and be happy forever. We will together live in harmony and peace. Together we will share all richness and together we will be in all hardships to come.
Our love will keep us together The same love that has kept us near each other That even the distance between was never been the matter, Because deep love conquers all..
yes i will love again,even if its hurts me i will love again...Its always this kind of feeling to be inlove no matter how unsure what will happen in the end,even it will break my heart i will love again,it is just so hard to hide this feeling...the lucky guy or the unlucky guy?...please just let me keep it on my own for now...i will tell you when the time is right...
I'm happy even we talk only awhile each time I feel glad i can call you mine To see you smile at me makes my heart skip a little And everytime we talk nothing else matter but you and me.
I miss you if you are not around The sound of your voice is what i long to hear Your face on your cam that i wish i could touch you blow me kisses i sure to catch
Honey i love you, from my heart I long to be with you until the end of time Please keep my heart and our love so safely And not break it for i will surely cry.
I have wanted to see you become a somebody,i know i have done my best to help you through,though you have upset me when you had to get married so soon when i expected you to help me first,anyway i see how happy you have become though and that was all it matters most to me coz forever i will be here for you,what a big sister am i For?...
My life has truly never been easy,i am not saying though that i am questioning God's plan for me.i have put aside some of my dreams to be able to see others dream come true.I have sacrifice some things important in my life for others and i have no regrets...In return i have learn that in my struggles i have become stronger in faith and have become a better person.i have learn to become independent and be more aware of others needs than of my own this are my true blessings.i have not asked anyone in return of all the favours i have done but the lord has given me ten folds,he has given me people i work for who have treated me so well as though i am their own family...inspite of all that i have been through...God has never turn his face away from me he has continually blessed me with good job,good friends and the confidence and worthy on my own worth...truly i feel so lucky and blessed.
When i first came overseas to work,i was really so homesick and missing everybody home,my family and friends and my then boyfriend.The busy work in the day has kept me going but when night comes there is no way to console myself but to write them down in a sort of poems or make a diary.I have had a book which i have kept for years with me through years but when i broke up with my boyfriend i got rid of it as there is just too much in there that remind me of him and i wanted to get on with my life then...Through my years away home i have pen some literary and feature stories only i was'nt so confident of my own works,but as ate Sallie(salliewriter) said in her post how she become a writer,it is the same feeling i had,it is through my work that i can greatly express my deepest thought,my real feelings and emotions. I still have this wish...To finally write that novel one day..Gods speed!
