Heto na naman ako ...bumibira na naman ang pagkalukring...hehehe masasabi ko minsan minsan lang naman kaya pag bigyan niyo na lang ako...
Ito kasing alagang kong magandang mistisa nahawaan na yata ako sa kalukringan paboritong expression ba naman "baliw"-"such a retard" short for retarded bwahaha...
Sa totoo lang inunahan ko lang siya maupo ngayun dito sa harap ng computer otherwise hindi homework na naman ang aatupagin kundi chat sa msn at abutin na naman ng madaling araw at kinabukasan pagkagising magkukumahog na naman mag cramming....(dating gawi noong akoy estudyante din naman)
sabi nila sosyal naman daw akong atsay...eh paano ba naman kasi saan ka ba nakakita ng atsay araw araw halos babad pa chat chat lang... Oy di naman ako babad no sometimes lang po pag nakatiyempo,gaya ngayun alangan naman mahiga lang ako kahit di naman ako antok wala namang butiki man lang sa kisame memoryado ko na ang apat na sulok ng kwarto ko noh
tetext ko sana si honey pie kaso wag na alam naman na niyang kuripot mga ilokanong katulad ko kaya tinitipid ko siya di text man lang hehehe pag tinawagan ko naman baka kausapin na naman ako ng arabo di ko naman maintindihan...
akala niyo madali maging atsay...hindi noh! Aba totoong di mo kailangan mag aral sa kolehiyo at unibersidad para magkaroon ng bachelors degree in Domestic Help...pero sabihin ko sa iyo kailangan mo mag master ng paglalaba,pamamalantsa,pagluluto,pag aalaga ng bata o matanda at importante sa lahat master mo magpakumbaba sa amo mo kundi susme di ka pwede maging atsay daygo home in philippines ka and plant kamote ...juk juk juk
O sige na,baka masabihan na naman ako "Tigas mo Talaga"
i told you wala ako magawa kung ano ano nakikita ko...then i just saw something funny about...oh ok delete the funny make it something that caught my attention....
Tell me...WHATS got klogby,icedei and wicked in common???
lol your eyes is not playing on you take a look...
To icedei and Wicked...permission to use your handle mga sister...i have no bad intention or of any sort of...
For all the moments i spend alone by myself I often think of many beautiful thoughts And one is of the moment when we are together Laughing of some simple joke we shared and just knowing you are always here with me is enough to keep my mind and heart at peace.
Because you love me... All the fear inside me vanished along with the pain of the past The thought of your sweet loving nature is so much beyond what i deserved Yet, inspite of the many differences and circumstances,your love lift me up to life and make me embrace the new morning with hope.
Because you love me... I will not be afraid no more Because you love me... I will forever stand by you Against all odds Our Love will see us through...
I was...I am forever grateful BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME...
This week has been an eye openner for me, the fact that i am the mother hen in the house for yet another 2 weeks...Now i have to say that being a mother is a joy...though i must to say i now realize more how much responsibility there is to play the role of a MOTHER.
My boss are both away home for some important matters to attend to in Australia,and the 2 kids are under my care for while they are away.Now running the house by myself and playing the mother and the father as well is not an easy task,for the last 2 days i must to say i have cope well,it was anyway the weekend so i guess it wasn't that so bad.aside from organizing their ECA and checking their school homeworks i must to say we have fare well for the last 2 days.
Last night was a different story...the eldest was trying to finish up her art project and at the end part when she was trying to put the finishing paint,it didn't turn out well as she expected it to look and she felt so bad,i could'nt do a thing or say a thing to make her feel better and i could see her frustrations...She is 15yrs old and at this stage stage it is hard to tell her off so i decided to leave her to collect herself as she was in a bad mode by then.
I lay awake trying to stay up knowing she was looking for something she is going to use for her art and when i go check on her i found out that she is just chatting with some of her friends on msn...so i could not do'nt say a word to her anymore,it was way way past her bedtime and she is just chatting that,i could not tolerate anymore. I am going to be a bad mother i supposed,perhaps not that bad though...my children to be will have a tough time with me if they don't behave themselves i believe hehehe
Good thing this morning when i woke her up,she was back into her sweet self,and told me she was really feeling bad about her artwork.so i said she can start again and maybe will get a better idea...she was okey and i sent them off to school.
just a week ago i thought i would stop posting my blog for the time being and get myself collected...though i am on a stage of "not so sure of whats going to happend next" i have thought about it that i shouldn't for any reason give up something that i love that easily...and so here i am again guys and glad of the warm welcome...
I've been waiting for someone to come into my life Who would bring me joy and give me pleasure I have taken chances on romances once or twice And I found that in my heart it's you I treasure
You and only you can make me feel the way I do You and only you can make it better You and only you can do the freaky things you do And I'm so into you and that's forever and ever
All my life My love's been waiting for you All my life My heart's been waiting too
All my life…
I've been wishing on a star I've been praying on my knees I've got some sly and sexy tricks to show you Most of all I'll give you anything boy that you need To keep you right here by my side I know you I'll show you
You and only you can make me feel the way I do You and only you can make it better You and only you can do the freaky things you do And I'm so into you and that's forever and ever
All my life My love's been waiting for you All my life My heart's been waiting too Don't you know I need you And adore you All my life I'll give to only you
How will i start to write this time Honestly i don't really know, If i may say all the things i am feeling now Maybe it may not be enough to contain the emotions deep inside i have been trying to hold on to, Perhaps i shall keep it all up bottled inside me who cares anyway...i guess i am wrong to go on silently but if this will make it all easier,i will and i know i can do it. Holding on to something i thought was real, now i know better that this will only make my heart broken...Now i don't need to hear and maybe i have seen enough reason to stop holding and wishing for something i am not sure anymore if i can still call it mine, and maybe better so as i can have my peace it will be much easier to just forget and be glad for some moments i had spent with you. Sometimes there are just things that the eyes can't see and only the heart can feel it...but maybe my heart was wrong too to believe that it was love... It is sad that even the friendship we first had also has to end this way... It is sad that it happened the way it happend, I am not selfish to let you go...to find the happiness you deserved... I am not faultless but i know that if i was given a different circumstances it would'nt have been the way things was... This i learn and maybe just maybe i must keep this in my mind for awhile until the pain subside.If how long will it take me to convince my heart to stop loving you i do'nt know all i know is that Love Endures forever...
For time being...this will be my last post until i get myself collected.
Thank you all!!! to some friends, i am sure i will miss you all...
Indeed it was a great trip over the weekend.We drive up to Taif long way up the mountain and we stayed overnight camp 4000ft above sea level.It was an off the road track of rocky mountain,cool 15-19degree C especially during the night, think of Baguio City and you will feel as if like you are there.From base camp we trek by foot over the peak of two rocky mountains,with very breathtaking view of a deep ravine down below.The wind was blowing cool as we ascend to the peak of the mountain,i was trailing behind as i have had not really had much training rock climbing and and it was not easy as it was really stiff and the rocks were sharp was a good thing i have invested on a very good shoes and it was worth paying extra more than what i can really afford. It was just so lovely to be up there when you are on the top and that i did really hard to push myself to get up there but it was worth all looking at the very serene beauty of Saudi arabia on a different perspective.I felt more like rejuvenated that inspite of the last week pressures of house work i feel completely well maybe if not i say 97% back to myself and ready to face a new week ahead again back at work.
Around this time last year My days were filled with so much love A love that you have shown to me And gave meaning to my helpless heart.
We met unexpectedly A place were both of us were new You have traveled that far inspite of all Just so we can meet face to face
Many late nights on the phone Sweet messages filled the inbox of my phone Until i am with you And the little time we were together are among my precious moment with you
It was to me like yesterday, I thought i still hear your whisper The feel of your kisses and caresses Still no matter how i tried to deny were coming back to me over and over.
I know you are so far away I know too that your heart belong maybe to somebody else but not me And i thank you for the love you once have given to me They are all i have,and you will always be a part of me,wherever i will be.
