12 days before my big DAY Nov 2, 2005 12:01 am Mood: blah, 246 Views Stress i suppose...i don't know why but honestly i have not had this kind of feeling in the past.perhaps as the day come nearer i will realize what was it that is bugging that i seem to be blocking it for a reason i don't even know or was i aware of...blah blah blah I am having PBS...Pre birthdate stress...is there such a word i don't know but this is what i really feel right now. here is a song to match the feeling i am right now. My morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes and here i am alone starting to realize that my days would be brighter If i could learn to hide This feeling that i have for you keep hurting me... The my days begin with simple thoughts of you Hoping that tomorrow,will be me and you sharing dreams with each other And making them come true Holding one onother saying All i need is you. But will you say that you love me and show me that you care Say when i need you, you will always be there But if you go and leave me this i swear is true My love will always be with you. Now my nights would end With just one wish that's you to hold me in the dark and make me make it through Cause the pain thats inside would simply met away If i have you here with me And promise me you'll stay... But if you say that you love me... 0 Comments

STRESS Oct 31, 2005 9:03 pm 277 Views A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " "As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden." "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it home. You can pick it up tomorrow. Whatever burdens you're carrying now, let them down for a moment if you can." So, my friend, why not take a while to just simply RELAX. Put down anything that may be a burden to you right now. Don't pick it up again until after you've rested a while. Life is short. Enjoy it! 3 Comments

...GBY.... Oct 27, 2005 11:34 am 267 Views I seek in prayerful words, dear friend, My heart's true wish to send So you may know that, far or near, My loving thoughts attend you. I cannot find a truer word, Nor better to address you; Nor song, nor poem have I heard Is sweeter than God bless you! God bless you! So I've wished you all Of brightness life possesses; For can there any joy at all Be yours unless God blesses? God bless you! So I breathe a charm Lest grief's dark night oppress you, For how can sorrow bring you harm If 'tis God's way to bless you? And so, "through all thy days May shadows touch thee never--" But this alone--God bless thee-- Then art thou safe forever. 0 Comments

trickzzz------or--------treatzzz Oct 27, 2005 10:55 am 264 Views The time has come ... when witches, ghosts, vampires and goblins haunt the night. History of the Jack O' Lantern ------------------------------ The Jack O' Lantern tradition comes from an Irish myth about Stingy Jack who tricked the Devil twice and was denied entrance to Heaven for dealing with the Devil. The Devil would not allow him into Hell for tricking him, but sent him roaming the Earth with only a small light inside a carved out turnip. This ghostly figure was soon known as Jack of the lantern turning into Jack O' Lantern. Soon villages carved turnips with scary faces to scare away Jack or any other evil spirits. Using a pumpkin to carve scary faces came after large waves of Irish immigrants moved to America. They found pumpkins were more available and much easier to carve out then turnips. Today Jack O' Lanterns can be seen throughout all neighborhoods on Halloween. Halloween Safety Tips for Trick-or-Treating ------------------------------------------- -Young children should always go trick-or-treating with an adult. -Wear a costume made of flame-resistant material and with reflective markings or bright colors. -Only visit houses where the lights are on. -Walk on sidewalks and driveways. -Always cross the street at the corner or at a crosswalk. -If possible, carry a flashlight and a cellular phone with you. -Check your children's candy before they eat it. Have a frightfully spooky Halloween!!! 0 Comments

I Love This MAN... Oct 26, 2005 11:43 pm Mood: good, 313 Views No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE He did something for you, now do something for him Spread his word, and you'll be rewarded. How will you be rewarded? Matthew 10:32 "Whoever acknowledges Me before men, I will acknowledge him before My Father in heaven. But whoever disowns Me before men, I will disown him before My Father in heaven" I love you LORD... 4 Comments

So i sat back and relax... Oct 26, 2005 12:10 pm 241 Views It's 9:54pm and have not had my dinner yet to the fact that i remember having only coffee in the morning and 2 slice of thin japanese rice cracker topped with cucumber and tomato sliced and cheese...In the beginning i thought i try to fast being what the muslim are doing now for their holy month of ramadan for the feel of it but i just can't as i was'n t so used to heavy breakfast just so long as i have a cup of coffee i 'll be fine. Today, being wednesday and start of the weekend here,my boss decided to put Gen do the cooking for dinner, while i stay away in the kitchen and let them do it themselves. That was a good idea for me as i had the load of ironning the rest of the afternoon. Anyway,while they are busy in the kitchen, i was busy chatting with a very good friend of mine in YM, my madam behind me grinning while i am chatting away,i explained i am having a hard time here,finding difficulty to put my thoughts together as we were talkng in "iloko".yeahhh i do really miss my mother tongue and so i sat back and relax...i smell dinner ready yummmmmmm 0 Comments

I'm Busy and Feeling Blue Oct 26, 2005 4:20 am Mood: cranky, 222 Views Back again to my long and busy days...and feeling blue. I wish someone will cheer me up...I'm getting the early blues...november is coming so fast could anyone stop the clock please. from morning to night i am just doing my housework and before i know it the day has slipped on me.... November is coming...and i am blue...i'm turning 32 soon and can't help worrying i'm soon to be at a stage of High risk pregnancy hehehe i guess have to really save for CS...that is IF i will ever gonna get married. 0 Comments

Just for Laugh but it's a FACT Oct 25, 2005 1:50 am 345 Views Are you aware of the discovery in the human body of a nerve that connects the eyeballs to the anus? It is called the anal optic nerve. It is responsible for giving people a crappy outlook on life. If you don't believe me, pull a hair from your butt and see if it doesn't bring a tear to your eye. lol lol lol You may want to try it, and tell me how was it... 4 Comments

Random thoughts... Oct 23, 2005 10:09 am Mood: calm, 336 Views LIFE...is full of beautiful things... soft sunsets... rainbows... love... laughter... quiet moments... touch my heart and i'll touch yours with a gentle word or two. For kindness bears the sweetest fruit that makes our dreams comes true touch my heart with tenderness and fill mu cup with love... share my dreams and i share yours beyond the stars above. take my hand as i grow old and lead me when i'm blind show me that you really care, love ones are hard to find. touch my heart and i'll touch yours, a little each day and then we both find happinesss Somewhere along the way. 2 Comments

On silent mood Oct 23, 2005 9:56 am Mood: drained, 287 Views ...sometimes i just smile to cover up the pain ...and laugh to cover up the hurt. BUT wether i smile or laugh, I can never hide what i really feel inside... I MISS YOU 0 Comments

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