I guess i am caving in to stress and depression this few days.A lot of circumstansces have all together flooding me lately...so i thought i would give myself a break and allow myself to free from all of it once and for all.I would have choosen to keep my silence and let the day pass me by quietly but i couldn't do it.
For the people who have been a constant visitor to my blogs, to my friends( you know who you are),and my groupmates at SYM most especially i am asking permision that i be granted an excuse to rest of all the muddle i am in at the moment...
I promise to continue this journey once i am again capable.
A sad feeling have welcome me today.I have just received update with regards to the situation of a good man that though i might have not become very close friend for long i know he is one good man, a good father and friend.He was diagnosed with cancer as far as i know and now he is in a state of comma. Our Life is from God and in time we will all return this life back to HIM.God even before we were yet to be born out from our mother's womb,God has already revealed His plan for our Lives.He had made promises and assurances that He will not leave us nor forsake us in our times of darkness and if we may ever fall into temptations he will still help us find a way out. How we live this given gift of LIFE and how God fulfill His promises to us is IF we have done our ways according to His Will for us and stayed remain in Him. For Aya,it could be any minute and any day now,he will be with the Lord.A place where the Lord had prepared for him to be,and believing that he has already fulfilled God's will in his Life,i pray for comfort for his family and love ones.
Psalm 23 The LORD Is My Shepherd 23The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
It was a dark night with a mist of rain, as he sat by the ocean. He had lost the woman that gave his heart; His love and life. Out of the darkness came a figure. He looked but could not see who it was, but could feel a warmth come over him. A warmth he had not felt in a year. He watched as the figure approached. He felt his heart start beating faster. He felt as if this person he did know. As the figure came into the light, his eyes opened wide, for it was the love he had lost. She came and sat beside him, He took her in his arms, feeling his lips brush against hers like a gentle breeze. She took his face in her hands telling him that she still loved him. That she knew that he stilled loved he. A tear trickled down his cheek. knowing that his love for her was as the day she left. He asked her "why are you here, my love, and for how?" She touched his cheek and said "My love, there is so much good and love in your heart . It is time for u to give to another. WE had our love It was a beautiful love more than two lovers could ever ask for. A love that will never die", Now is the time you must give your heart and love to another. to feel the joy and the love again that we once had.. He could not understand how she could say these things to him after the love they had. He wanted no one else, but the love they had shared. His heart only belonged to her. She reached out and touched his lips. then touched his heart. We will always be together as long as I'm in your heart. But now is the time for u to let another into your heart as you had let me in. You will always be in my heart and will always love you, but for now I love another. As she rose to leave she touches his face, turned and walked back into the misty darkness. a tear ran down his face, but he knew what she meant FOR YOU SEE,THE WOMEN DIED A YEAR LATER. .
You are my greatest inspiration. My hope, my dreams, and my consolation. With you in my life I can't help but feel admiration. The two of us together as one, oh what a formation.
When I look into your eyes, and you into mine I can't help but to think of the love we share We have a love that is beyond compare And oh, it is heavenly divine. For you are my inspiration.
You make my life so much more meaningful You are the apple of my eye No doubt we were made for each other And this I tell you is no lie.
There can never be another as great as you are in my life. The moments we share are so unique Thank God for sending you into my life. For you are the inspiration that makes my life complete.
... yet again enslave and captive to LOVE.I don't know but it feels as though i am in love when i know i am supposed to be committed to someone else i have not even met.
meeting you for the first time was more like a fantasy.ever since then you have been in my thoughts in my every waking hours.your voice always lingers in my ears and i imagine the look in your eyes on me.though i told myself i should not let myself fall in love but how could i help not to when just the thought of you makes my heart feel in a limbo.
I don't know what to do about it now...but if you were my soulmate,i am for sure what ever is this i am feeling right now it sure is beautiful.i am falling and trap in your LOVE
My life is changing everyday,and it is never quiet as it seems to be.I see myself falling that is so impossible to ignore. Now it seems you have my heart and hope you won't hurt me. You were what i couldn't find,a totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind. You are everything what i can ask for in a man. You inspired me yet once more...You thank God you found me But i am more thankful,i found this love in YOU.
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me . You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be.
There is no life - no life without its hunger; Each restless heart beats so imperfectly; But when you come and I am filled with wonder, Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be.
...just venting my emotion...you made my heart as though there is a riot inside...
my profile have been hacked edited and some of my blogs deleted as well as cleaned my inbox...i disclaim any posted messages/comment of profanity made under my handle on the 18th May.
I will say it again...truth will prevail.You might have managed to delete some of my blogs,edited my profile and cleaned my inbox completely,and shamed me yet this is just my simple message...You maybe able to do as you wish to my profile BUT never will you be able to change the real ME.
