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Wandering thoughts..
 
In all of us there is this urge
a need that come from within our hearts
we cling to someone as we reach out
we hold our breath then shout out loud..
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how can I love you enough? Feb 26, 2008 7:30 am
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Everytime we talk..I can feel a certain sadness in your voice.Maybe it is just me but there is an aura in you that I can not explain.There is something that troubles you but you would not tell me even if I ask.
And it hurts that you don`t open up to me the way you should. You know that I am always here for you. You know that I love you so much..
You said you love me too but why can`t you trust me enough? Was it something I did or didn`t do? Was it something I say or didn`t say? Or is it just that up to now you doubt that I really care?
I can`t just stand here and watch you..with me not knowing what to do to comfort you. I want to be always there for you if only you would let me. I want you to feel my love.. How I wish I can love you enough..
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making up is hard to do.. Feb 25, 2008 7:11 pm
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And so you took it all in stride
with no questions ever asked
eventhough no word was spoken
I know you have your doubts

You acted as if nothing happened
but it is so plain to see
Without you even saying..
that you`re hurting just like me

you thought that I have lied
when you ask for honesty
the only thing you expect you say
is my sincerity

I tried to gaze into your eyes
but then you look away
tried to explain..saying it ain`t true
you won`t hear a thing I say

I can`t go on without your love
you know that this is true
that I am here for just one reason
and that reason is to love you too.

If you want me to go then I will go
but there`s one thing you got to know
there`s no other girl for me but you
and that I love you so
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Setting me free..say that again? Feb 24, 2008 12:08 pm
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got a message a week ago today..
someone had just set me free
Free to wander as I please
and be lost with all
my uncertainties..

she said I don`t have
to worry about her anymore
do whatever I feel like doing
that it`s all up to me

there is no one to ask me
what I`ll do each day
where I`ll be and with whom
I`ll spend my week end..

And so I wrote about a girl
that I met.
amazed that she believed
in everything that I said

I was not at all happy
with what I`ve done
I`ts just lust that I felt
through all that time

And to think that
this all happened
when I was young
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the trouble with being tempted.. Feb 23, 2008 10:54 pm
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How easy it is to fall
for someone so beautiful..
how easy it is to be captivated
by someone else`s charm..

And how foolish of you
to believe that the woman
who loves you will understand..
It is never okey to play around..

But what man can resist
a woman like that?
a woman so beautiful..
so sexy and sweet and so ..willing
Temptation..how can you keep away?
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A lovely day..but isn`t she lovelier? Feb 22, 2008 4:36 am
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I met someone today
God she`s beautiful!
Nice long hair..perfect smile
glowing skin
and curves in the right places
I`m 5`9" and she`s almost
as tall as me..

Her name is Natalia
an exchange student
from Brazil
wanted to see the Golden Gate
and go to the Fisherman`s wharf..
asked me to show her around
Now who wouldn`t feel obliged?
Just being nice.. girlfriend..
just this once..
You are still the one I love.
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a world of envy.. Feb 20, 2008 6:36 pm
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How can he write so well? When will he run out of topics? Where are they all coming from?
And how can he do that? Juggling his time between girlfriends that I already lost count? How can he do that without being caught? How can he seemingly do everything better than anyone else? And grats..it includes me.
But then why do I have to think this way? I don`t have much but I have enough. I`m not as good but I`m good in my own right.It is a head ache having many girlfriends so why envy his head ache? Well.. that`s me..sour graping.
One time or another we all might have felt this way. Envy is inherent in all of us..we just differ in the way we react to it.
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Reflections.. Feb 19, 2008 8:18 pm
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It is hard to go on
when the very reason
you live
is no longer
there..

you look at tomorrow
not as a beginning
but a day closer
to the end..

You hear a voice
you turn around
but you know
that it`s not her..

And you close your eyes
and there she was.. smiling
but only.. in a dream.
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Love..this is for you.. Feb 18, 2008 11:09 am
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My Love
you`re all that matter to me..
you are the reason
the why of what
I will be

For me
you`re the sunshine
the dawn..the Spring
the essence of life
that only you
can bring

with you is where
I always want to be
How I wish that now
you are here with me
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something about Mary.. Feb 18, 2008 9:12 am
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You can be seductive
without even trying..
Your beauty
simply is alluring
your sweet smile
you give to everyone
your love you`ll give
to only one.

In and out
my life you go
then here you came
again and so
welcome back sweet friend
how I missed you so
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it was a shotgun wedding.. Feb 18, 2008 8:03 am
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Have you heard
about that poet
who wrote "Paradise Lost"
when he married
and "Paradise Regained"
when his wife
died?

well..
the poems
were really written
but the reason..
I just made that up.

But imagine this happening..
After having some drinks
with a couple of other friends..
you got tipsy and decided
to crash on the sofa..

it`s like a dream..
you were with someone
it felt good and
you responded..
In the morning
you find a girl naked
beside you..crying..
and you don`t even
know her name..

Then in came her brother cop
with gun drawn
and poor you got
married to a stranger..

Imagine the thought
of living with someone
you barely know
that now you call wife..
You might hang around
for a while
but in time
you`ll want to get out..
to seek for your one
true love.
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