Vincent: I have no fear of death. It just means dreaming in silence. A dream that lasts for eternity.
Spike: [sarcastically] You're an original, aren't you?
Vincent: No one can draw a clear line between sane and insane. You move that line as you see fit for yourself. No one else can. You'll understand soon... that the one that's insane is this world. Do you want to come with me?
Faye: Da*n it! Moro** don't learn until they die!
Swimming Bird: This blue eye percieves all things conjoined. The past, the future, and the present. Everything flows and all is connected. This eye is not merely seen reality. It is touching the truth. Open the eye of truth... There is nothing to fear.
Vincent: Is there an indelible line dividing sanity from insanity... Or do they change, one into the other at the slightest change of events? We'll find out soon enough. If the world itself is insane.
Vincent: Of the days that I have lived, only those I spent with you seemed real.
You don't have to be handsome [Although you don't have to be fugly either. I'd rather you were deformed and born with a facial difigurement like The Elephant Man than highlight your fugliness with a fugly personality]. to turn me on [control your lusting like I've to] I just need your body baby [your lips will do] From dusk till dawn [not an early bird ]
You don't need experience [ahahaha no need really, they say you can teach] To turn me out [No need for indecent exposure, so we won't get turned in ] You just leave it all up to me [Or for you to seduce] I'm gonna show you what it's all about [Again you when I'm too tired]
You don't have to be rich [Might want to pay bills man, buy a house and learn to be more independent around and outside the house] To be my man [Please no boys] You don't have to be cool [Would greatly appreciate that you remain cool headed during heated moments] To rule my world [No one rules my world but .. bwahahaha and of course God ] Ain't no particular sign I'm more compatible with [Don't really care for horoscopes. I ain't that superstitious] I just want your extra time and your
Kiss [Sure, who doesn't?]
You got to not talk dirty, baby [Only when appropriate, otherwise please keep it clean] If you wanna impress me [Not easily impressed] You can't be too flirty, mama [Naturally friendly and sincere is good too] I know how to undress me (Yeah) [Who knows me better, right? Have head years of practise to unstrap my bra] I want to be your fantasy [Stay in reality, dude] Maybe you could be mine [Thank God you are already] You just leave it all up to me [Or maybe not ] We could have a good time [We could also make it through poor and dry times ]
Yes I think I wanna dance [Have been labelled the ongoing 'dance machine' and you think you're suave ] Gotta, Gotta [Wanna, wanna] Little girl Wendy's parade Gotta, gotta, gotta [Should I, should I, should I? (3* times might get lucky) ]
Men not boys rule my world I said they rule my world Act your age, fafa (Not your shoe size) Not your shoe size [Nor your hand size] Maybe we could do the twirl [Jive, take it slow or salsa] You don't have to watch Dynasty [Definitely not or I'd worry about you because it isn't your typical taste] To have an attitude [Not too much please. Be good] You just leave it all up to me My love will be your food [A way to your heart is sometimes your stomach with some fresh, homemade delicious food]
Yeah Sang by Prince.
Dedicated to beach FFFriend who compiled a number of kisses and you loving folks who have found or still searching for love.
You're welcome to give your kisses and love, name a type of kiss or define types of kisses.
Because at some point someone in FFF or outside of it had helped me laugh inside and laugh out loud, smile and feel cheerful and give simple pleasure.
A list of a few of them after some sleep:
Happy to see others smiling and laughing.
Seeing my godson walk after a year old. His granny taught him to blow kisses and give kisses to his mom and dad too. He's a very affectionate, bouncy, bright and big boy.
The kindness of total stranger's thoughtful gestures warms my heart especially when I didn't ask for it and they want nothing in return but a simple word of gratitude.
Those who show their appreciation in return for anything I do for them.
Familiar smells brings back memories of the past for e.g. the strong scent of honeydew melon is reminiscent to a sticky tube of plastic bubble that I used to play with when I was a tiny kid. I was then a tomboyish, stick thin and malnourished kid wearing garrish clothes that were handed down from anyone else's kids particularly boys. When not blowing plastic bubbles, I used to make my conconction of gumamela, soap or detergent, water and leaves to make bubbles. Then bent some coconut or banana leaves to blow the soapy bubbles through.
Children are the most natural comedians. Their facial expressions, the things they say and do are funny.
This was my only contribution to a site I was invited to visit and thought this is quite an appropriate to discuss it lately.
I've a more personal note on this but I'll be using a British guy's comment on this topic because my experience is something I'd prefer to omit and keep in private.
Also found one of Lady E's blog which would be relevant to this.
....His view is that 'Every couple is heterogeneous. Whether one is Welsh and the other Scottish, for example. What matters most is what brings the individuals together.
The country, family or environments we were born into do not define who we are although they may have an influence. I believe that most of the problems in the world arise because people like to segment.
They like to highlight differences and disaggregate because of those differences rather than to celebrate significant differences as well as areas of commonality.
There are some that look at mixed-relationships in a strange way.
Mostly, it's because it's something they have never embraced and they are thus disapproving or envious.
In any event ignore them.
Humans love conformity'.... Kuya T
In other words, let's celebrate our differences rather than view our differences as a huge problem.
As I've got older I've become the amalgamation of two opposing cultures. I've taken on board bits from each culture that would help to improve me as an individual in learning and respecting my upbringing.
It's ignorant that some people try not to respect the differences between Asian races. It's true that some can't tell the difference because they don't show any interest to try to learn about others. Perhaps they need time and exposure.
Indeed most societies almost dictate us to conform to certain rules and be like everyone else.
It's most important that I stay true to myself while considering others but at the same time don't bend myself backwards to satisfy other people's wishes alone because this has to happen with their willingness to change as opposed to force them to change.
Furthermore, some anthropologists or biologists, currently classifies all wo/men of whatever race as belonging to the one species- Homo sapiens.
This is another way of saying that the differences between human races are not great, even though it may appear this way when you see differences in the colour of people's skin and distinguished physical features.
Even more astounding is although someone's skin is white, his or her recent ancestors could still be traced back to Africa.
All races of mankind in the world can interbreed because they have so much in common.
The majority of the human population have ancestors from various countries. This is made easier by the advancement in technology which allows us to travel and settle anywhere.
What makes a person unique is not marked by his or her race, upbringing, the language s/he uses, religion, individual experiences, gender, sex, personality, social class or social status, education, physical and mental ability or age but it is a combination of all factors which develops and recreates the unique person that you are today.
Gosh finally I finished updating, at first I thought I wouldn't finish. Feels good to regularly update things and store or threw stuff away when not needed any more until next time perhaps. It won’t be so bad because I’ve kept copies of it and transfer into an external hard drive soon. Looking forward to giving away this pc and getting help to custom build my computer. Yipeeey
Decided to clear out most of my old treasured writings in my blogs and dear God there was tons of stuff I wrote right out that popped into my poor little head and a few were pretty long entries. Couldn't imagine I wrote these late night ramblings.
However, have kept your comments as my other priced bonus of my interactions with you members and peeps.
Realising it was probably too late to be doing a lot of change to every page because this site and its affiliates might have used some of the writings that are featured in blogs for advertising and all sorts already. As I was going through it, despite the fact that I'd changed the setting to limit the viewing of my posts, some posts seemed to have reverted back mysteriously to being viewed by anyone.
Perhaps you know better for e.g. in Magz' blog which was very enlightening when she pointed out “Fafa finder's”) guidelines. Haven't read the rules in a long time and it was very good to refresh what this organisation actually have to say.
Believe me, this place encourages quite an active, informal, healthy and friendly interaction compared to certain sites. There they will break you down for not acknowledging sources or referencing authors, posting nonsense and for poor spellings, punctuation and grammar.
Please excuse friend finder for not paying as much attention to your rules before. Ignorance is bliss ey they say. ihihi
Forgetting that there was quite a bit of restriction in this site. The guidelines aren't very encouraging as far as freedom to write anything but at the same time, thankfully there are ways around it.
Can see the reasons why they would've such rules, for example for our personal safety, to discourage us from visiting other sites so we can devote or focus our time here, to re-evaluate the meaning of privacy, to encourage a good debate with other members, so members can have longer and more active blogs and as members we can exercise ways to prevent fights from escalating. Common sense would certainly apply.
Do you feel like you can compromise your "true" identity?
In other sites such as for computer gamers or motorists which predominantly consist of the male population, there you go ladies, full of nerds and geeks; their forums feature many more things such as showing links which is very important to help acknowledge the source of any information used in a blog or simply note down the author, publisher, date or page to avoid copywriting. They also use different programs which means some have a multi-quote button to save time and space to quote every comment by others in a few clicks, which are very relevant to your comment or you may want to present a counter argument by using another person's comment. They may also share videos to further elaborate a post and thankfully they still have some decorum and gentlemen's etiquette intact in certain sites because they prevent posts which have p*rn*graphic content despite the mass amount of male viewers who may be in favour of adult material.
In a site with a predominantly male audience, it's quite rare to find females in the community so whenever members declare themselves to be females, they're most likely to encounter in what is known in nerd term as "white knights" which are guys who often appear to defend the honour of the damsel in distress at all cost particularly when some member bad mouths her. Lolz I can attest to this in here and the real world. There are such "friendly" guys who do this.
Other than this, was itching to write.
Could pretty much write anything, but have to be practical about it like take a break when I'm exhausted and have no real time to sit down, relax and write when busy. Have to prioritize other things that matters more first. Writing is definitely my guilty pleasure until I nod off to sleep. Writing can also be tiring.
Could write 2 more sequels about blogging, relationship issues, general off topics or groups which I've left already to limit more time in this site and blah blah.
To you who reads this blog, you might recognise this point. Have been around this point on numerous occasions with Hon.
What is the point? Nothing really, other than I may meet you at this point too one day in the place where Father Ted asks Father Dougal "What was the sermon about?" and in which Father Dougal replies in his child-like manner "Sorry Ted, I was concentrating too hard on looking holy."
Had random thoughts about the price of the restaurant you recommended too. I remember the prices were slightly dear from what we saw through the obscured window. You know we live with a small budget. It doesn't do much good living beyond our means and be too indulgent unless we want to be broke, right?
[td].......Mahal na rin. Hindi naman sobrang mahal ang presyo.
Mahal ba talaga ang mahal? Mahal na mahal. Mahal ka rin. Mahalaga ka at ako sa mundong ito......[/tr]
Sent a message too to my dear friend G whom I haven't seen in many years since we were kids, strange to think she also left to live far far away not long after me and some other few closest mates did the same.
Was hesitant at first to contact her again recently because I thought she forgot or didn't see the last message or maybe she didn't get what I sent her last year or so, as there was no reply. We've grown-up and I'm not sure how much we've in common today in our 20's.
Didn't know what to start with or what to say to her either in this message. Anyho, I left the message and she replied, yeh give her a call when we're nearby during our visit there. Was very glad to see her reply very quickly.
Was about to leave her our phone number, so our moms at least could give each other call, but I didn't go ahead because I was waiting for her reply first. Our moms were also good friends, but unfortunately lost touch with each other like we did. We spent days with them before we left years ago to catch the bus to the capital city and get on the plane for the first time ever. Her mom was the only handful of few friends my mother really liked and had only a few little bad things to say about her. You see it's hard to earn her trust, you've to be pretty much near perfect in her eyes to earn her trust such as teacher R. Teacher R is the best; students, friends, elders and fellow teachers alike love her very much. Very picky as my mom is, she doesn't want to have friends if she could help it. Anyway, all you can do is keep trying.
Was at a reunion with my most loyal friends before this who kept writing since I left and they are as friendly, fun, lovely and good as I remember.
Missed the last family reunion where mom and her long lost sister returned after many many years of trying to convince her to change her mind and see the family for at least one more time. Whereas, I choose to stay at home to took care of what they left behind.
Also missed the wedding in Cal with other school mates and our old church fellowship this month.
The only person I wasn't sure about was a childhood buddy whom I met again during this reunion, but he hardly said anything and only left a message this past month.
Over a decade decade past and he only returns the message recently to ask how I am. Perhaps best gal friend Lee coaxed him to say something finally and not to be very timid because he's far from it in front of others. Why now, he could've said hello years ago in a letter or on the phone or even face to face? hmmmm
He felt betrayed, lied to and deceived in the past.
His past haunts him because she said what she did right beside him meant nothing. She didn't have to sleep with the other guy yet to cheat on him.
If it meant nothing, how come she met up with the other guy later and invited him to her place and she came over to his, they eventually had a child together and made to marry him and planning to move over with him instead of hers?
His past left him broken and hurt because he had a dream that he could be with her for longer. Over time, he felt a growing resentment towards her but he came to confront his past later and put an end to it.
For the first time, he opened up to another being about something he felt bad about and he couldn't keep to himself from the present. Taking care not to dig into any more intrigues and was left disgusted about what he discovered. He knew she doesn't reveal every little thing about her either, yet he knew her most.
She felt elated and honoured that he would entrust her with his worries.
She has always wanted someone to do this for once all along and this time she knew she could trust him more than ever.
And she'll carry this valued treasure forever and ever and ask him to keep her toastie beside her.
Please help dearest to clear her mind of worries, eat well and sleep plenty for her exam.
Help her remember to answer every question and to use everything she has learnt so far and take a guess if she isn't sure because every point counts.
Help her remember to read each question carefully, so she answers most questions correctly without missing the important small instructions.
Pass or not, doesn't really matter because we love her all the same and I'll take her to watch HSM Senior the movie since she's obsessed with it and he'll take bro to see Igor.
Obviously it matters in some ways, so she doesn't have to travel as far and can attend a better school with very good teachers who exercises discipline effectively and thus she's unlikely to get bullied.
In the coming years, help us to guide her through to adulthood, so she may not be easily led astray and she will find good friends who will love her as much as we do.
Guide her through her every lesson in life and education, so she may reach her full potential and excel in what she will do or at the very least find contentment, enjoyment and grow a passion for many things.
I relish writing because anything negative that other people do, particularly those close to my heart I could diminish, forgive and forget bad events and bemused by news.
In writing I could dwell a little longer on what is wrong and furthermore it matters to me more that we relish the positive experiences.
Unfortunately we'll always encounter those who are full of negatives and they surely spice up life.
Seasoned with a pinch of salty tears, saucy richness and sweat with cracked peppercorns.
Go taste some of the sour, bitter and sweet aftertaste.
Truly bizarre how our lives were interlinked again after years of absence.
Our friendship was strengthened over the last recent years.
He always demonstrated how much he cared not so much in words but in everything that he did, very generous and thoughtful with gifts.
Got suspicious when he started to linger for longer, huffed at me about something as if to say something many years before, but said little and next to nothing except goodbye and see you again another day.
And to this day, he's even closer to my heart as he sang along to Supergrass- 'Rebel In You'.
A little hard to get But I got time for you Yeah, it's hard to move on So why don't you come back?
Well I'm an intelligent guy But am I wasting my time? I tried talking to you And I'm starting to wonder, starting to wonder
Can't sate the rebel in you Hands down, you're beautiful You get the feeling that you cannot move now Hands down you're beautiful Some kind of fascination
You're in the land that time forgot I wouldn't wait for you Now it's happened again So why won't you come back?
How many times have you been Sailing out of you Yeah, it's always the same Now I'm starting to wonder, starting to wonder
From his second mixed CD. Man he has a far wider knowledge than I'll ever have. Becoming like his uncle who has no vices and thousands of music .
He is no poet (praise be to God, he wouldn't dare to attempt to write one) instead he attached his love note of ramblings of how he misses each day he is not by.
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Couldn't imagine I wrote these late night ramblings. 
which was very enlightening when she pointed out “Fafa finder's”) guidelines. 
