The Diary of A Young Wife.. Jul 31, 2008 10:13 pm 263 Views Monday: Now home from honeymoon and settled in our new home. It's fun to cook for Tim. Today I made an angel food cake and the recipe said, "beat 12 eggs separately." Well, I didn't have enough bowls to do that, so I had to borrow 12 bowls to beat the eggs in. The cake turned out fine though. Tuesday: We wanted a fruit salad for supper. The recipe said, "serve without dressing." So I didn't dress. But Tim happened to bring a friend home for supper that night. They both looked so startled when I served them, I think it was the salad. Wednesday: I decided to serve rice and found a recipe which said, "wash thoroughly before steaming the rice." So I heated some water and took a bath before steaming the rice. Sounded kind silly in the middle of the day. I can't say it improved the rice anyhow. Thursday: Today Tim asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said, prepare ingredients, then toss on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving." I hunted all over the place for a garden and when I got one, I tossed my salad into the bed of lettuce and stood over there for over one hour so the dog would not take it. Tim came over and asked if I felt all right. I wonder why? He must be stressed at work, I'll try to be supportive. Friday: Today I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said, "put all ingredients in a bowl and beat it." Beat it I did, to my mum's place. There must have been something wrong with the recipe, because when I came back home again, it looked the same as when I left it. Saturday: Tim went shopping today and brought home a chicken. He asked me to dress it for Sunday. I'm sure I don't know how hens dress for Sunday. I never noticed back on the farm, but I found an old doll dress and it's little cute shoes. I thought the hen looked really cute. When Tim saw it, he started counting to ten. Either he was really stressed because of his work, or he wanted the chicken to dance. When I asked him what was wrong he started crying and shouting out "why me? why me ?" Hmmm....It must be his job 2 Comments

Revenge??? Jul 23, 2008 6:44 pm 339 Views Happiness is the best revenge!! 4 Comments

when "majics and sparks" starts to fade Jun 26, 2008 8:26 pm 369 Views everything looks beautiful... everything feels just fine... everything seems perfect...everything is magical! i miss him everyday, no every hour, i mean every minute...well, ok...its every sec i guess. think i could never stand a day without hearing his voice, or just took a glimpse of his smile...LOVE...that's just the simple feeling i had, or i thought so... i don't know... does this feeling really ends? then it couldn't be love after all. what was it then? a magic? a spark? maybe then it is...cause its flame are beginnin to burn out, its magic fails to work things out and the spark? it ignites no more... 3 Comments

~~~plain thoughts~~~ Jun 26, 2008 8:18 pm Mood: curious, 368 Views do feelings really last forever as we have thought they could? or they simply pass our ways, touches our lives, give us tickles, smiles, pains and then die? is there such thing as loving someone beyond forever????????? 2 Comments

how life treated me...but wait, it made me stronger! Jun 26, 2008 7:45 pm 350 Views In life we usually search for answers.. because we want to prove ourselves that we made the right decisions but the truth is we cant search for whats not there.. we cant touch what cant really be touched.. nakakainis though to think that things happen because its meant to happen. we experience things kahit na ayaw naten.. well, sbi nga nila, if its meant to happen, it will happen.. thats why we forgive people even if they hurt us, we love people who even abuse us but still despite at d end of the day the lesson you get r the answers to your decisions.. ive been through alot already.. there were instances when i was blaming HIM na (w/c was so not right) and myself.. but later on after those shits that ive experienced, good things came along.. stuffs i wished came true.. di man lahat at once.. but unti unti.. it made me realize na kaya ko pala.. and all those trials made me who i am right now.. and i thank all of my friends who were by my side.. and that special sum1 who helped me talaga, who was always at my back.. who catched me when i was in real'deep shit.. who till now sees me in a special way.. who fought for me.. who loved me.. who accepted me... 3 Comments

My Friend..... Jun 17, 2008 6:29 pm Mood: confused, 329 Views I'm sorry to tell you But our friendship just can't last The times we were together has faded to the past. I told you rememeber?? That this would happen Our friendship has bound to an end Please try to argue, but try to understand As time can change to people, as time can change the sand. Our friendship has been lovely but you see, it has to end For I look at you in a different way Cause I've fallen inlove with you MY FRIEND..... 2 Comments

"Broken Trust" Jan 11, 2008 6:32 pm 512 Views Deep down in my heart, I still feel the pain that was left behind by a broken trust.No matter how much I tried to overcome the pain, it is still there. It is deeply seated in my scarred heart. How can I heal and learn to connect with others when the past keeps haunting me? What haunts me is--WHY HE BATRAYED MY LOVE AND TRUST? There are times I blame myself why I got hurt. Is love not enough? Is there something wrong with me? Is it my destiny to love someone and get hurt? I am screaming for an answers!!!!! 1 comment

LIES Jan 11, 2008 6:28 pm Mood: depressed, 540 Views ~~LIES~~ What will you do if you live in a world of LIES? You grow up knowing that the people you love hid everything to you. That somehow they stole your childhood memory... memories that are essential in molding of who you are now. They probably have the noble reason in doing so, but they lied to you till the scar of your heart leaves no healing at all. This all leaves you in gaze to find a cure to these insecurities. As the puzzles are in strictly put together now, you don't know what the truth is! You don't know who to believe to! You are lost in the maze of your past that haunts your spirit! You are thousands of miles away and cannot do anything but get down on your knees, put your hands together and surrender all of these lies to the Master of TRUTH ....JESUS! I’m taking all the courage to go home and face the ghost of lies in my past! I’m scared to death that I may hurt the people that matters to me most. I’m sacred that I may hate everyone that protects my cradle…. This all because of LIES! With God’s grace, I will fix everything and search the Truth for I know that in every home, there’s a corner that hides it! I will let go of things that I have to! I will never let this Lies defeat me! For I have the Master of Truth with me! No matter how the ghost of your past haunts you, go on… and be free because you have a choice! A choice to cut the curse! When deceit comes to you, embrace it, cry with it …until you are tired and let it go! God will heal it with the best medicine… TIME! In our own little personal world, we live in a little lie, please don’t make it bigger! Don’t make it stronger! Turn it into the truth because though the TRUTH hurts sometimes, it’s worth fighting for and never this will haunt any memories… “TRUTH put the pieces perfectly, but LIES destroys the pieces-your spirit!” 2 Comments

Pasta De Bologna Jan 1, 2008 11:19 pm Mood: sad, 539 Views Bagong taon na naman..bagong taon na sa pangalawang pagkakataon nag celebrate akong mag isa. Ayun, pinagluto ko ang sarili ko ng Pasta De Bologna. Nagluto ako ng walang kahirap hirap kasi ready to cook na siya heheheh..pero ang kinalabasan, masabaw na Bologna!! pakshet talaga!!.napasobra ang paglagay ko ng tubig.Habang nilalafang ko yung pasta na niluto ko kamo, biglang sumagi sa isisp ko pamilya ko. Hayyzz...anong klaseng celebrasyon kaya meron sila nuong nagdaang gabi noh?? Tyak walang humpay na sayawan, kantahan,tawanan at inuman ang nangyari na naman kagabi. At sa aking pagmumuni muni biglang pumatak ang 1 butil ng luha sa aking mata at nasundan pa ng isa hanggang sa ako'y mapahagulgol na.Ngayong araw din pala na to ang anibersaryo ng pagkamatay ng aking butihing ina. Parang kailan lang, labing isang taon na pala syang nawalay sa amin.Ayoko nang balikan pa ang taong 1997 ng buhay ko..taong puro kamalasan na dinanas sampu ng pamilya ko. So ayun, pagkatapos kong kumain, natulog na ako.. at di pa natatapos ang kwento ko, pakibasa hanggang katapusan ha?!hehehe.... Nagising ako at tiningnan ko ang oras sa aking relo, alas dos imponto!!...dinalaw ako ng ina ko sa aking panaginip. Sinadya nya ba talagang dalawin ako o magparamdam sa akin? o dahil lang sa bago ako matulog sya ang laman ng aking isipan. Maniwala kayo at sa hindi na hanggang sa ngayon di ko maalala kung ano yung panaginip ko na yun. Basta ang alam ko at sigurado ako na napanaginipan ko siya kasi nagising ako na basa ng luha ang aking pisngi at unan. Hay ano kayang mensahe ang nais ipaabot ng aking butihing ina??...ayan, naiyak na naman tuloy ako..hay naku, ewan ko ba, lately naging napaka emosyonal ko..kaasar!! So ayun tapos na! tapos na ang aking kwento..kabitin noh?? kailangan kong ibitin kasi may trabaho pa akong nakabitin..heheheh HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!! I LOVE INAY KO..mwah jusko!!kahapon pa sana tong kwento ko na to kaya lang di ako nakapag online so ayun, yun na! 0 Comments

Im very proud to be an Ilongga...Ti, ikaw ya??? Nov 25, 2007 6:11 pm 701 Views You know you're a true blue Ilonggo if:, your peso is pisos, you take a bath using a tabo w/c you call Caltex, your bathroom has at least 1 lugod (syempre kanya-kanya yun) your nanay used to drink you Mirinda or Royal Tru Orange when you have fever, w/c is supposed to make you feel better, Sinamak is a staple in your dining area, your toyo is patis and your patis is toyo, you used atsuete for your adobo and pinamalhan(pinaksiw), your daily meal will likely include laswa, ginat-an nga tambo w/ tugabang and okra, ginat-an nga munggo, linutik and apan-apan,.. November 1 means eating Ibus, suman, bayi-bayi, valenciana or other native delecasies,.. you call those you love as palangga, pangga, langga or ga,.. you call your siblings or cousins as inday, toto or nonoy,.. you call those who are older than you as manang ang manong,.. you catch the attention of the attendant by calling them "day" or "to",.. your childhood games includes tumba patis, taksi, pana-guay, balay-balay, ins, tin tin baka, sikyu and etc.,.. you used to be or still listens to Sin-o ang may sala, lain sya sa iban, and toyang ermitanya,.. your grandparents read Yuhum Magazine,.. you call a person, things, place, and event.."kwan" when you forget.."si kwan".. "sa kwan" you used to sleep in an aboy-aboy made of patadyong when you were a baby,.. you understand that "Particulars Keep Out" sign means..(Outsiders Keep Out)..believe me, this sign may look and sound english but only us ilonggo use it!,.. you used words such as "ahay"..expression of pity, grief, empathy,.. you used words "yuga"...expression of disbelief and surprise,.. you used words "ambot ah"..to say you dont know or expression of impatience,.. you often start your sentence with "ti",.. you say goodbye by saying "halong" 3 Comments

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