I used to liked someone who's in love with someone nd this someone found another someone...it's not my business,anyway
Coz,i found my special someoneAnd i never thought this could happen to me,I know,am waiting for this momment but it happenned so fast
I do not believe in love at first sight or chat(whatsoever!)but,strange...i feel the chemistry,but i dont know where that "chemistry" came from...Geeez,this drive me crazy!!!
<<She breaks inside,holding her breath..her hopes leak out.. She can't control it,her life is just that way..there's nothing she can do..her choices have been made.. refusing to regret,the decissions she did not make..she faces the punishment...And holds her head high. she must carry on..she has no choice.She cant give up.She has to keep going on.She acts with such calmness So she can carry on...
Everynight....i feel my weakest side of me.....alone in my room,empty heart in my bed..hoping have somebody to fill and share my night with...
I open my windows,waiting for stranger to come along...but all i can see is the darkest sky..saying"no one's here". gosh,my body want's for something...wanting to feel that ahhhhhhhh!
I better to take a bath,no a cold shower would be nice...
My weakest side of me...so hard to control...but i cant... just let it go...
The loudest conversations between held hands or the sweet nothings whispered with the brush of fingertips across the face all the love convaged as to cheek to cheek.You hold one onother in your arms or falling asleep feeling your lovers heartbeat against your bareback..All the joy in eskimo kisses of passion as two sets of lips meet and they fit together as it crafted purposely one for the other. 8->8->8->
Or all the pain from a goodbye embrace the kind that slides away till only the tips of the finger are holding on...trying hard to let go but stay at the same time.
Sometimes there are no words that need to be spoken but felt...SKIN TO SKIN.
After recording my videos,i got tons of emails...some are compliments,wanted to be friends and more.But when i told that am a mother of five,they didn't reply anymore
Do they think am a weird kind of girl or too much for a gameNaah,I dont mind...am just saying
I'm coming home this october and it would be a bussiest but happiest part of my life.I will going to inquire the good place/venue for my business dream...It's a restobar
Before i advertized''wanted business partner"but i realized,i can do it solo,i am going to adjust my capital/budget,hoping not end to "talipapa".Well i think nothing wrong abt that...that's whre i came from
Business experience,i admit that am"unripe" but it was my partime job during my sch days[high sch-college]so i have a lil view abt it. My aunt owned a small resto (i helped her every sem break) but went bankrupt but it didnt discourage me...that's life nd business anyway...
When I was just a litle girl,my nanay used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story.
It always was about princess in distress,and how a guy would save her and end up with glory.I'd lie in my bed and think about the person that i want to be.
Then one day,I realized that the fairy tale wasn't for me,I don't wanna be like Cinderella.Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar,waiting for somebody to come and set me free.I don't wanna like Snow White waiting for a handsome prince to come and save me.On a horse of white,unless we're riding side by side.Don't want to depend on no one else. I'd rather rescue myself!
I can slay my own dragons.I can dream my own dreams.My knight in shining armour is me,so I'm gonna set me free! Someday,I'm gonna find someone who want's my soul,heart and mind.Who's not afraid to show that he loves me.Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am.
...it's not my business,anyway
