MY ONE AND ONLY Jun 5, 2009 8:05 pm 2854 Views YOU A need to live and love; A bliss to hug and kiss; A desire to please and sate; A life with laughs and pleasures; A man to love; and YOU to stay eternal in my heart. 25 Comments

THEY ARE FROM MY FEEL/SMHATF GROUPS Jul 18, 2009 6:14 am 2573 Views One, two, three or more years until today that I have them Not only are they friends, but we're all in tandem We started with SMHATF now again in this group FEEL These are groups having members I'll vouch for real. 31 Comments

THE ROSE AND THE BUTTERFLY Jun 28, 2009 4:27 am 2498 Views YOU AND ME You have put me in a trance It all started with a simple glance My curiosity brought into an expanse Knowing you then made my heart dance. I felt your warmth it made me safe You’re my protection am not longer this waif With some journey to take you seized my hand I have this life something coming as grand. You’ve seen only me professed that I will be Someone to stay with forever as truly free I pray your devotion be this everlasting Hence my affection growing and unending. I can say firmly love has taken its truer form I can ride the high seas be it with a storm This confidence has been build in any shade No longer fearing life’s tolls and blades. ‘Tis another heart’s day to spend with you Many has changed and my life’s been new Tomorrow you said whatever it gets to be Am secured I know there’s you and me. Copyright 13/07/2009 fantasiamore. All rights reserved. 11 Comments

ONE MORE CERTIFIED UP CLOSE ENCOUNTER WITH A FEELER Jul 6, 2009 3:41 pm 3359 Views Oh she was lovely, fair- and clear skinned all over and not only that full power woman that you read online. For those who have met her, she is one admirable lady, no wonder the attraction can really be a great magnet for the guys meeting with her. You don't catch me saying these often, with anyone I meet, because I would keep my impressions to myself but am waving this option this time. I got a message from Cat, that Sunday morning, wanting to meet with me within the day, urgent and very important at that. It was only that day that I needed to do it with her, for the next day would be too late. Strange that I would get the message out of the blues and something as urgent that it couldn't wait, but I found Cat a true and good person to be playing with me, so I agreed to do it. I told Cat to meet with me at Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf in Cubao. After, I texted Rene telling him I would have this clandestine meeting out of schedule. He told me to give Cat a call to make sure she sent the message. Although I told Rene I did, I actually didn't give Cat a call, I was that trusting about that date. Something was playing in my mind after, I was dwelling on the thoughts that AMS promised to give me a good surprise that Sunday, but her declared schedule of coming home was for the next month still. So it brought me again to a question, what could be Cat's problem and worry. I was at Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf past a few minutes of the appointed hour. Cat texted me they were seated at the left side from the door's entrance. I went towards the right in contrast to find ahead who she was with, because I had a strong hunch she was with somebody other than Mandy. I saw only Mandy seated but Cat was nowhere. So I asked where Cat was and he pointed Cat was in the direction where she would be able to meet me first, but I didn't catch that bait. Anyway, when I saw her, I hugged her tight and she directed me back to the table, where Mandy was. As we approached, Elsa came out from her hiding, at the back of the column post next to the table and chairs they took. Surprised and amazed, I could only hug her tight and make beso-beso. I only said I knew it! We took dinner at Italianni's, which was adjacent to Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf, since it was still drizzling outside and would be harder to find another diner, lest we get wet. As what I read from testimonies of the FEELers during their encounter with her, at Las Vegas, she was a very gracious hostess during that dinner, doing the personal touch of serving each one of us with what was on the table. She complemented paying for the tab as well. When my daughter texted me she was done doing her rounds at the area, while waiting for me to meet up with Cat, I had to tell them it was time for me to go. Just about the right time because we already finished dinner, although I found it not enough to have more tete-a-tete with Elsa and Cat. My daughter Sarah came to pick me up and met the group. Elsa stood up and gave her hugs. My daughter was quick to quip, she is very pretty and also in full admiration for Elsa. She was describing her to me, exactly how I described Elsa here. Let me add, she was also generous to bring me some "pasalubong" and also had one for Rene. I appreciate them very much, Elz and Rene also conveys his thanks. What more can I say, just take a look at her in this picture taken that one night with her. 102 Comments

THANK YOU FRIEND FOREVER Jul 21, 2009 2:31 pm 2256 Views She really meant to come home but she aimed for more This one time EB for the FEEL/SMHATF was her clamor Set in one Saturday 18th of this month she made the invite She was scheduling this occasion to share with us in excite. A long table for about fifteen we reserved at Kamayan West The weather erratic a day before, as if to give me a test The storm finished Friday, next day the sun got peeping A call then from Anja, she's back I shouldn't be twirling. Pictures are now in posting commemorating this one event I decided to post this blog start an everlasting comment My "sekswee marzie" an epitome of friendship you've given us Another for the books of groups in FFF you made so obvious. Now I give my bow plus these hugs for you dearest friend Treating groups each homecoming am awed with your trend There's this thing I know in my heart you're a darling Starting with me, have our deepest appreciation to everything. 8 Comments

NIGHTMARE AT HIGH NOON Oct 5, 2009 3:11 pm 861 Views I was busy talking with Sarah in my room that fateful morning of September 26, 2009 when Kay, my dog, went obnoxiously barking non-stop, so Dave, Sarah’s only child, took a look outside to find out why Kay was so restlessly growling. Dave shocked to find out what was happening, went berserk calling out for his Mom, to come out right away and take a look. Sarah and I jumped from our feet, to find out what was wrong. We saw flood waters about a foot tall inside the garage, submerging all of Kay’s paws. Dave and Nhey, nephew of Sarah’s husband, who was living with us, scoured the streets outside trying to find out what was causing the rush of waters. They conjectured that the drainage in the subdivision couldn’t catch up with the rainfall. So, we felt it was nothing to be alarmed about. After a few minutes, water subsided, despite continuing heavy rains. However, shortly after fifteen minutes that water subsided, Dave started shouting again. I went to check the garage and I found water was quickly submerging all things in the garage, so I beckoned Sarah and Nhey to start putting most of our things from the living room, to higher places in both our rooms, because the flood waters coming in will no longer be controlled. Within minutes, water came inside the living room, it was just enough time for me to put some of my clothes to the third level of the cabinets, believing water will not reach that high. In another few minutes, water consumed my room and became knee-high. I left my room seeing my bed submerged, took my laptop from the executive table and went to the living room, which was now knee-deep also (my room has the garage ground level), tack away safely the laptop, on top of the china cabinet, placed near the dining set. I forgot to get the battery cable switch and the rest of its gadgets, speakers, webcam, usb, fan cooler, etc. from the table top. I saw Sarah and Nhey had already brought the motorcycle and washing machine, from the garage into the living room because they supposed it was safer enough to bring them in. There was nothing more I could do but to feel and stare at the water rising and rising. I got awaken from my shock, when Sarah told me to go and evacuate quickly to the next street, where my other son was living and had a second floor, before waters get neck-deep and water currents get unmanageable. My son was not around at the time, having this business meeting in Cubao, only his three girls were left with the maid. I took my handbag where I put all my medicines and BP monitor. Held both by Nhey and Sarah on each arm, I traversed the short distance against the rampaging flood waters now more than waist deep. After crossing a few yards away from the house, Sarah chose to go back, with high hopes that she could still save most of the things inside the house. When we reached higher grounds towards the basketball and courtyard in the center of the subdivision, I asked Nhey to go back and help Sarah, while I continued walking along the street where my son lives, but water was still rising and beyond waist high now. The floodwater was slowly consuming the ground floor of my son’s house. His three girls were tucked in and safe in the second floor, with the housemaid. I was so red, flushed and hot, despite being drenched in cold water. I felt my blood pressure was rising, so I took my blood pressure, it went up to 160/120. Both my eyes were blood shot or bloody red like I was suffering from sore eyes. I took a double dosage of my anti-hypertensive pill, to make me feel stable and calm. I prayed hard for everyone’s safety including my well-being, so I will not be an added problem and there was physically no way and means for anyone to bring me to the hospital, if I succumbed. I would just feel myself slowly giving in. My prayers were heard and within minutes, I was back to normal From my son’s bedroom windows, I could see the water rising and rampaging at the back, towards where our house is located. I could see Sarah and Nhey trying to get into the street, but they were being swept away by the strong currents and only able to escape the sweep, by holding strongly and gripping well the door grills outside the house. Then, I also saw two guys rescuing Dave. He was carried by a man on his shoulder to only be able to cross and get to the next door neighbour. It was a longer while, when I saw Sarah and Nhey finally climbed the door and fence grills to cross and get to the neighbour, as well. They were offered by the neighbour to stay-in, until the waters subsided because it was physically impossible for them to cross the streets to get to the house, where I was staying. I was vigilantly watching the floodwaters rising through my son’s windows. I saw the neighbours’ cars slowly being submerged completely in water. I also witnessed a whole piece of three-seater sofa, frames of bed, plenty of bags, luggages being swept and carried away. There were men using lumber and wooden structures to swim safely, crossing the streets. There were also canned biscuits, several packaged noodles and stuffs sold by sari-sari stores floating and carried away by flood waters. The whole afternoon up to past midnight were about rushing flood waters, that got higher and higher. My son got home, sometime 7:30 in the evening. He was somewhere near the vicinity of our subdivision about 4:00 in the afternoon, but couldn’t penetrate the main street leading to the subdivision because of floodwaters that had big currents. He tied his waist strongly with a rope, trying to tie the other end of the same rope to something solid and sturdy, so he could pull himself and pace forward. He and his business partner slowly got into the subdivision within a stretch of three and a half hours. His whole ground floor was already submerged, when he arrived. He saw his sofa and dining sets floating. His newly bought refrigerator, washing machine, spinner, cabinets, gas stove and cylinder also floating. His television and other small electrical appliances were brought upstairs, by his maid and eleven year old daughter. Imagine how a child can become this responsible in the wake of an emergency as this. I barely slept the whole evening. I was very sensitive to the further rush of waters. In the total blackout, I keep hearing the floodwaters rampaging and sweeping things away. The whole subdivision of Northwind in Nagkaisang Nayon, Novaliches became a river of water, for several hours. It was about 3:00 in the early morning, when I again peeped at the window sill. I saw a streak of light inside my house, I immediately texted my son and daughter saying looters have gone inside our house. I kept close watch, but I couldn’t see through clearly who were inside my house. I guess, it was a natural thing for looters to be doing their huntings, while the sun had not risen. When I heard my daughter and son calling, I was relieved and asked who they saw inside my house. Sarah said it was she who was inspecting the house that early because she knew many would take advantage. She had to quickly find a padlock to close the gates of the house, so on one can get inside it and take anything from what was left inside the house. They had not padlocked the gates because it was swept wide open by the raging waters. At about 5:00 of the same morning, I went with Sarah to inspect the house. I could only cry and get sad about what I saw. The house was full of two inches mud, all things soaked with water and mud. Not a single thing left dried, all left topsy-turvy and even with a stench smell all over. My room was still full of flood waters with mud, in foot deep. My clothes in the cabinet all got wet and muddy, too. Both major and minor appliances, in ramble inside the house and needed general cleaning and checking for repairs and recovery, if still commissionable. There were no telephone and internet connections, as well. Electric current in the entire subdivision was cut. Water supply had streaks of mud and somehow murky. It was nightmare at high noon. Nothing I experienced during my 57 years in life. A trauma, I could build each time I hear heavy rains and typhoons. But am still very thankful, I hurdled this one catastrophe and came out alive and holding well, though physically feeble.[/font] 13 Comments

IN FALLING IN LOVE... Sep 22, 2009 5:41 pm 1176 Views I posted this for one FEELer today and I thought of sharing it with all, through this blog... "there are no bridges to burn, only bridges that will connect, nothing much of the past, nor foresights of the future, but only the present to have and enjoy; and finally, no love can be sweeter when not partaken with the true nectar, a strong will is all it takes to find everything grand and wonderful." 4 Comments

AFTER 36 YEARS Sep 20, 2009 5:18 am 1336 Views I was informed Capi's, aka motivator8, daughter, Cherry passed the medical board exams recently, so he was coming to Manila to accompany Cherry, take his oath at PICC. He is this close friend I had, during my college days. We last saw each other, 36 years ago. I met him with my daughter Sarah at Goldilock's in Trinoma. You will see the two boxes of delicacies he brought me, from Bacolod City, where he is now residing. This also included the box sent by Lei (aka lonerme8another e-friend, also from Bacolod City, who I happened to meet only in this website. Lei and I were not able to meet when she went to Manila last year, to hand me some delicacies then, so she made up by sending me that box through Capi. Thank you so much guys! 20 Comments

IMPLICATIONS OF BEING A GRANDPARENT Sep 12, 2009 4:19 pm 1453 Views - you are past your generation - you have aged and becoming/became a senior citizen - you have to pass your legacy - you are not going back to being young again - you recall the olden times as much - you see the budding and next generation as different - you keep recalling names and faces - you either ask too many questions or none anymore - you steadily become grumpier, grouchier, moody and forgetful - you feel alone and very sensitive - you become redundant and repetitive - you keep saying when i was your age - you don't easily resign from arguments - you become more of what you aren't 12 Comments

DON Sep 11, 2009 11:20 pm 1428 Views Once you were mine often always tailing me Now not only you but there are others too This time it is I who will have to tail you I would like to keep those moments eternally. TO ALL GRANDPARENTS IN THIS SITE HAPPY, HAPPY GRANNY DAD AND GRANNY MAMA DAY THIS 13 SEPTEMBER 2009!!! 4 Comments

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