You Have No Right To Love Me.... Oct 19, 2009 7:22 pm Mood: stern, 1421 Views Ano ba ang kaya mong i-alay sa akin? Buhay mo ba, kaya kong hilingin? Bakit ika'y nagsusumamong, Puso ko'y iyong kamtin? Ano ba ang tunay mong hangarin? Luha ko, nais mong papatakin? Ligaya ba ang dulot nito sayo? Makitang ako ay masiphayo? Ngunit ika'y nagkamali, At ako ang iyong pinili, Sa gitna ng iyong pananaghili, Ikaw ay laging di mapakali. Subok na, dibdib ko'y matibay, Sa walang saysay na pag-ibig, Na iyong ini-aalay; Hindi pa huli nang aking mapagtanto, Ang hangarin mo may halong balatkayo. Wala kang karapatang ako'y mahalin, Dahil wala kang hangaring ako'y paligayahin; Ang katulad kong tunay na ginto, Ay hindi nababagay sa isang tanso. ````eb1209````10/08/09 26 Comments

Bakit Kay Hirap Abutin Ang Langit? Oct 8, 2009 9:30 pm Mood: frustrated, 2108 Views Napakatayog mo! iyan ang tuwina'y naririnig ko, Kung bakit, iyan din ang tanong ko; Sino nga ba ang nagluklok sa pedestal na gawa sa bato? Tila baga simbolo ng buong pagkatao ko. Hindi ko kailan man ninais magmalaki, Di hamak na ako'y karaniwan lang kasi; Ano nga ba ang aking kahihinatnan? Sa pagiging matayog, kung sa pagibig salat naman. Ano ba ang mali sa isang katulad ko? Nais ko lang madama, tunay na pagmamahal mo, Bakit ganun na lamang ang pangamba mo? Iyong akala, langit at lupa ang agwat ko sayo. Ang hindi mo batid, nilalaman ng aking dibdib, Agam-agam sa bawat kaway ng iyong pag-ibig; Napakalaki ng agwat, ating sukatan sa buhay, Na naging dahilan ng aking pananamlay. Subalit hindi mo alam, ako man ay nagtatanong, Bakit mailap, katuparan ng aking pangarap. Hindi kaya ako'y itinakwil ng tadhana? Saglit na ligaya, ipinagkakait pa. Hindi totoong kay hirap kong abutin, Sa dahilang iyan ay suliranin ko rin. Ang puso ko at diwa, nagtatanong din, Sana sa madaling panahon, ay KANYANG tugunin. Bakit Kay Hirap Abutin Ang Langit? Abot kamay ko na, subalit ako'y ginigipit! Kapalaran ko ba ang dumanas ng pasakit? O sadyang ang tadhana ay napakalupit? Original composition by: eb1209 10/08/09 48 Comments

"Younglooking55 and I ": A Must See Picture.... Nov 18, 2009 6:44 am Mood: feeling exposed!, 605 Views Whheeeeewwww!...It took a lot for me to post this blog, because I know that it'll create a "stir" in bloglandia....But since YL55 has already "retired" from here, I decided to bring this out for once and for ALL to see ...Might as well, you know...But just promise me NOT to tease me with him..It's a known fact that there wouldn't be anything more than acquaintance between me and Mr. YL55...That, I swear to heaven and earth! Yup! I agreed to have this picture taken per his request...You know, he had his "nice moments" when he wanted to, but when doesn't get what he so "eagerly" wants, he just snaps....And for the whole world to know that NO! he wasn't looking/searching nor having the intention to fall in love.....Okay, we've read and seen it all..I will not say anything below the belt here, because I do believe that for as long as one acts pretty decently, s/he deserves my respect, and for the second time, I give respect when and where it is due...But, just don't anyone bully me...ah!ah!ah! coz, I have no qualms giving you a piece of my wrath..In fairness, I've given Mr. YL55 my utmost tolerance...And again, for the record, HE wasn't always the "conceited, annoying,obnoxious" person he seemed to be..."almost" 60 Comments

KSP Nov 16, 2009 8:33 pm Mood: annoyed by poor copy cats, 473 Views I dunno why a lot of people are KSP as in (Kulang Sa Pansin)...Attention-Seekers, they come and go, and most of the time, they "try so hard" to get noticed at all cost...You know, it makes me wonder why do they "pick" on me? I am "mataray" but "harmless", unless provoked.....All I can say is that I am here ONLY to blog...I don't care about what others write or what their ranks are...I can be at the bottom and I don't care...If you want to be tops, go ahead! The floor, ceiling, the roof, and "whatever" is ALL yours! Gosh!..... 42 Comments

I'm Off to New York City.... Nov 12, 2009 7:18 pm Mood: excited, 389 Views Hello Friends, and co-Bloggers! ...Just letting you know that in a few hours, I will be leaving for NYC, and I will be FFF-free for four (4)days, Yup! at least, four days. ..I will focus on reuniting with my former co-workers, friends and neighbors...My itineraries and skeds are overwhelmingly FULL...I am so excited.. You ALL enjoy blogging, and have a great weekend!...Hasta La Vista, Bebes! Above picture was taken this morning at work. We had a pumpkin decoration contest, and this was the entry made by yours truly for our department in Pediatrics for Thanksgiving..We did it in 20 minutes) 20 Comments

Rowee, Gemma,And Ed: Our American Heroes at FEEL... Nov 10, 2009 7:52 pm Mood: proud, 625 Views November 11, 2009. America is celebrating VETERANS DAY, a very special holiday that stretches back to the end of World War I and commemorates the nation's thousands of combat veterans who fought in the service of their country.For some, Veterans Day represents a day off from work. For others, it's not even a holiday…it's just another Wednesday. And for others, the day recalls a passing awareness of significance, but not much beyond that. But for the true American patriots among us, the day evokes a very deep and personal reverence. It combines elements of pride and sadness, and—always—respect. It is a sacred day, set aside to remember service, honor, bravery, duty, and sacrifice for the greater good. It is a day to remember those who served and are serving, so that we may enjoy the life and the freedom we have today. For all those brave men and women that Veterans Day honors, we say "thank you" for your sacrifice and your service to our great country. I am very proud that our Group named, FEEL et al, has 3 members who are our HEROES for serving the United States of America and its people, guarding its security and offer their lives so that ALL mankind will be FREE. ED, even though you don't visit us often, you know that you are fondly thought of with each passing day. GEMMA, even though you were honorably discharged from the service for quite a while now, no one can take away your undying love for this country and its people. ROWEE, your fight for American freedom has just started, and you have a long way to go. You will always have our prayers for your safety and good wishes that all your other dreams will come true. To ALL three FEELers, and to ALL the SOLDIERS: YOU ARE OUR HEROES, and WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU...God bless you, and God Bless America! 41 Comments

Men and Women: 50-50 deal in Love, Sex, and Labor... Nov 9, 2009 4:37 pm Mood: feeling fair, 516 Views Although I believe that MAN is the dominant gender, I assert that MEN and WOMEN of today are equal in terms of productivity in all aspects. Women of today are powerful, successful, and have explored the careers and professions which used to be dominated by Men. On top of that, women still do what needs to be done at home after work...On the other hand, MEN have also embraced the fact that they need to do their share in childcare and house chores and not worry about their integrity as the stronger gender...But what about Sex? Wasn't it that in the olden times, it was the men's role to satisfy the women in bed? Huh?..Not anymore! Women of this generation can do anything to make the men scream with pleasure......But, wait a minute...Not too fast! !..What about sports?, Yup! the same thing.. Name it! women can do it!..So, GUYS, if you think being unfaithful and playful to and with women is the game you wanna play, you may want to THINK and re-THINK again...What you can do, Women can do better..But that is beside the point..Why does it have to be like that, when in fact, MEN and WOMEN can live a HAPPY, SUCCESSFUL, and HARMONIOUS life if both share the same responsibilities, duties, and moral obligations to be such...Ehhh? It's no longer the case of YOU or ME, but US.. 50-50 deal.. 12 Comments

Next Stop: NEW YORK CITY Nov 5, 2009 5:08 am Mood: excited, 822 Views First of all, let me join the New Yorkers in their celebration as the New York YANKEES won again the World Series 2009 Baseball Championships.....Hep! hep! Hurray!...Well, I used to watch them religiously each and every game they had...just like I did with the now "forgotten" New York KNICKS.....Ahhhh! those were the days...I lived in NYC (Bronx, NY) for more than 11 years, and I tell you, those were my most memorable years here in the USA...I revisited the City that doesn't sleep last December, 2004 with my only child, and that was that...Now, this coming November 13-16, 2009, I will see my old friends, former co-workers, and maybe a couple of FFF members (like virginnose and maybe Sense_Of_Honey) during the short visit...Ahhh! I'm very excited...I'd like to FEEL that I'm really in America, once more......Living here in South Texas is quiet, and warm (too hot during summertime), and it FEELs good to be at HOME again...yeah, NYC will always be my home. I cannot tell for sure, if this is going to be my final trip for the year 2009...Might visit Las Vegas again before the year ends.....Life, is indeed short...We must make the most out of it......I DO! (By the way, the picture here was taken in July 1991 (Rockefeller, Manhattan) ) 40 Comments

Watch Your " Behind! " ..... Nov 4, 2009 6:15 am Mood: funny, 1017 Views In this age and time when people are literally "crazy" about their looks, augmenting whatever they can enhance with their body, it's important to think that whatever we "naturally" have, we should take care of them and be proud of them, for not everyone is happy with what they have. They say, if you have it, flaunt it!...But that is not the case anymore..Nowadays, " If You Don't Have It, Belo it! " ..But wait a minute...Think 1,000,000 times (huh? sounds familiar to me) before you even dare put a "hydrogel" in your behind to make it look round and nice...Chiwawas!..Well, All I can say is that while others care to watch their "FUTURE" (Boobs...as in hinaharap), Others prefer to watch their "Behind".....And most of all, I'd say...I'm Happy With What I have.. 64 Comments

He Dumped You, "She" Dumped Him---An Open Letter Nov 2, 2009 2:53 am Mood: emphatic, 1346 Views Not too long ago, you two met. Eye to eye,hand in hand, heart to heart, so close, you wished it will never end. But one day, he just disappeared, without a word, shut you off, and you wondered what you did wrong? Your world tumbled, your dreams shattered, and your heart was badly broken...He was just roaming around like a butterfly and ended in another garden and found a "Yellow Rose" for himself. "SHE" heard about you, and "her" meaningful friends warned her about him and apparently what he "did" to you. "She" was vigilant, using all her senses, but she played well with the "show". She knew all along that you kept yourself abreast with what was going on by reading their exchange of posts. And boy! did it hurt! "She" didn't mean to hurt you. There was not even a rivalry since you and him are no longer an item..Yes! he was all over "her" and for the world to know. It's ironic how he seemed to be smitten by her wits and the challenges she kept throwing at him, but it wasn't a mere playing hard to get, you know. She was using her head all the while, although at times, she thought: " What the heck! " Why NOT? But then again, "she" did something you probably DIDN'T do....BACKGROUND CHECK!...It wasn't all about paranoia...It was more of putting the jigsaw puzzles altogether...And she did what she had to do... " DUMP HIM! " Pls. don't get me wrong.He isn't that BAD after all, and you know that. He's just an unhappy soul, and even if he took pride in claiming "trophies" left and right (you're one of them), he is still one, unhappy, discontented soul who wished he could get away with the mess he's into. Yes, his life is in a MESS..But, I've got good news for you...He's trying to FIX it... What I'm trying to say to you is that it wasn't all that bad between you and him. I bet, if he didn't dump you, no matter how imperfect he is, you're still with him. Admit it, he also made you HAPPY.....But don't feel bad. You're too precious, goodlooking, educated, talented, kind, and loving. GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE!..."Kiss" his memories goodbye. Somebody deserves you more like you deserve someone worthy of your wholebeing...Just like "her" ....BTW, "she" wishes you ALL THE BEST! Do you know "her" ? 89 Comments

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