You Can't Stop Someone From Loving You... Sep 24, 2009 9:46 am Mood: understanding, 1243 Views I know, I've mentioned this dilemma of mine in my previous blogs...It's about an ardent Lesbian admirer who doesn't stop showing her special affection to me. I've had a very hard time telling her just how "uncomfortable" I am knowing that she has feelings more than friends for me, and I tried so hard to be subtle and understanding to her, so as not to hurt her feelings. She promised to step back and would be happy just to see me from afar. When I celebrated my birthday last month of August, she knew that my sister gave me a sapphire/diamond bracelet, and how proud I was being treated still like the baby sister that I used to be. This past September 09, 2009, I received a text message stating that I have a small package on my veranda and to check on it as soon as I get home...Lo! and behold! I saw a small box with a card, and when I opened it, there's this beautiful sapphire/diamond ring that matches my bracelet perfectly. When I read the content of the card, I developed gooseflesh. I texted her back, thanking her first, and told her that I cannot accept the ring because it's too much, and I cannot return whatever it is that she "feels" for me. She promised that this will be her last gift, and she won't bother me anymore, but please, not return it, or she will feel so bad. What do you expect me to do? Not that I am bragging, but I don't even use the stash of jewelries that I've accumulated from my EX's gifts from middle east,here in the USA, and from other generous suitors and loved ones, plus the ones that I bought, myself. I'm just a simple person, not wanting to show off.. My point is, How can we stop someone from loving us? Is there a way to do it? Everyone has the right to love and be loved, so who am I to stop her?...It's like telling someone to stop breathing.....No, I do not mean to expose her here, as she is never a member of FFF...She is very religious though, and for that, I find it so hard to tell her things I normally would to anyone, without having to consider just how badly she can get hurt.. Thanks for reading...I just want to vent.. 30 Comments

It Might Be You... Sep 18, 2009 9:07 am Mood: wishful thinking, 1491 Views It Might Be You - Stephen Bishop Time, I've been passing time watching trains go by All of my life Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly Wishing there could be someone waiting home for me Something's telling me it might be you It's telling me it might be you All of my life Looking back as lovers go walking past All of my life Wondering how they met and what makes it last If I found the place would I recognize the face Something's telling me it might be you It's telling me it might be you So many quiet walks to take So many dreams to wake And there's so much love to make I think we're gonna need some time Maybe all we need is time And it's telling me it might be you All of my life I've been saving love songs and lullabies And there's so much more No one's ever heard before Something's telling me it might be you Yeah, it's telling me it must be you And I'm feeling it'll just be you All of my life It's you, it's you I've been waiting for all of my life Maybe it's you Maybe it's you I've been waiting for all of my life After all these times, I'm thinking " IT MIGHT BE YOU."...God will show me the way.. 35 Comments

How To Get Over Him: An Honest Guide To Surviving A Break-up Sep 13, 2009 11:15 am Mood: learning, 1735 Views It's universally acknowledged that breaking up is as much fun as a root canal, but there are ways to lessen the pain. Here's how to come out of a breakup with your sanity and dignity intact. By Erin Torneo Let's face it: Breakups are about as much fun as food poisoning — and they can cause even the most cool, collected woman to curl into a fetal position on the floor for days. If you've recently gone from coupledom to splitsville, read on. Cosmo sat down with Greg Behrendt (He's Just Not That into You) and his coauthor wife, Amiira Ruotola-Behrendt, to discuss their bestseller, It's Called a Breakup Because It's Broken: The Smart Girl's Breakup Buddy. 37 Comments

FEELers Eye Ball ( EB ) In San Francisco, CA Sep 11, 2009 7:59 pm Mood: excited, 2618 Views I LEFT MY HEART IN SAN FRANCISCO (Tony Bennett) The loveliness of Paris Seems somehow sadly gay The glory that was Rome Is of another day I've been terribly alone And forgotten in Manhattan I'm going home to my city by the bay. I left my heart in San Francisco High on a hill, it calls to me. To be where little cable cars Climb halfway to the stars! The morning fog may chill the air I don't care! My love waits there in San Francisco Above the blue and windy sea When I come home to you, San Francisco, Your golden sun will shine for me! This is to announce that selected members of the GROUP named FRIENDS, ET AL ( FEEL ), have decided to hold another EB (Eye Ball) after the first successful one held in May, this year in LAS VEGAS. This time, we are going to conquer and roam the streets of the City By The Bay, SAN FRANCISCO!..To those bonafide FFF members who would like to join or meet with us in one of the evenings/days that we'll be there, please express your desire to come and have fun with us by posting on this blog. The dates will be from October 15-18, 2009. SEE YOU SOON! 88 Comments

The Rollercoaster Relationship: When to Stay, and When to Go? Sep 9, 2009 1:00 pm Mood: disappointed, 1620 Views When relationships are at their best we are like teenagers on a rollercoaster ride. We are excited, our heart is racing, we are anticipating, “the ride of a lifetime.” Every moment of a “relationship roller coaster” ride is filled with a new rush. As we do with the rollercoaster, so do we with relationships in that we are in position to take a risk. Granted it, it might be something you like and want to continue to do or not, and once you have had enough you want off or out. We trust the rollercoaster ride to keep us safe, secure, and not hurt us. In spite of all the twists and turns when the rides even back out, we are still intact. Sometimes in life we have fastened out seat belts for a relationship rollercoaster ride that is meant to last forever and it goes wrong. As exciting as it was on the way up, the trip down takes on its own personality. Once the descent starts, it often times feels like it will never end. When we are able to catch our breath we think, “What was I thinking getting on this ride?” 34 Comments

I Will Love You Becuz.... Sep 7, 2009 12:07 pm Mood: hopeful, 1679 Views ...You are willing to LOVE and take me for who I am and NOT what you want me to be. ...You will make adjustments, the same way I will and for that, WE will meet halfway. ...You will make me one of your priorities, day in and day out. ...You will take care of me, in the same manner that I'll take care of you and those people who are dear to us. ...You'll allow me to remember my PAST from time to time, because without it, there would have been no PRESENT, which led you to me, and therefore, no TOMORROW for both of us to look forward to. ...You'll watch me grow further as I walk the walks of life with you, and not let me get stagnated. ...You'll tolerate my imperfections and give me the chance to make things up with you. ...TOGETHER, we will take a new journey that will finally bring a closure to our past as we pave the way to make good what we have right NOW, simply because we want to be together for the rest of our lives. ...Is it too much for me to ask you all of these things? 33 Comments

Becky, Mark, and Dee... Sep 5, 2009 2:59 pm Mood: sharing mood, 1284 Views Do you want to relax, unwind, and get tanned? Come and visit the South Padre Island, (South Texas)...where one temporarily forgets the concerns of the world...From left to right, my niece, BECKY (from Wisconsin), my only child, MARK, and his GF, DEE... 13 Comments

The Cuzzins... Sep 5, 2009 2:29 pm Mood: proud, 1226 Views If I am the favorite child in the family, my son, Mark is the favorite nephew, cuzzin, and grandchild...And here he is with cousin Becky...picture taken outside Sea Ranch Marina Restaurant, South Padre Island....And Becky hated it when people thought they were " sweethearts".... 8 Comments

The Precious Gifts Sep 4, 2009 10:54 pm Mood: feeling special, 1260 Views It feels good to know that even though I am already GOLD, I am still considered the "BABY" in my family, and pampered with love and precious gifts (specially by my sister, Tessie)..She gave me a beautiful sapphire and diamond bracelet (beside the 24K gold bangle that she gifted me 3 years ago) a dress, and $700 cash...plus of course, the numerous gifts I received from friends and co-workers and...and...whoever!...I am truly blessed.. 16 Comments

My Family here in the USA Sep 4, 2009 10:38 pm Mood: proud, 1496 Views My only son, Mark, Myself, My eldest sister Tess, My niece Becky, and my brother in law, Keith (American-German)...Taken during my bday celebration 2 weeks ago at South Padre Island... 28 Comments

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