The Best Of Both Worlds Feb 26, 2007 3:51 am Mood: experimental, 1763 Views This is one of those moments when I think long and hard again,... IS IT REALLY WORTH TAKING THE RISK OF FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN?...Lately, people close to my heart here in cyberworld, have experienced a lot of heartbreaks, which prompted me to search for this song, "The Best of Both Worlds" by LULU (thanks to a friend who sent it to me)...I know that falling in love is such a beautiful feeling, but here I go again!...This aweful feeling of ambivalence just keeps on dwelling in my heart...CAN YOU HELP ME TRUST AGAIN?...WILL YOU TAKE CARE OF MY DELICATE HEART?...WILL YOU LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY?...WILL YOU?.... WILL YOU?..... The Best of Both Worlds Best of both worlds, that`s what you want All your own way, that`s not my way I won`t share you, I couldn`t bear too It`s time for you to choose Which love you`d rather lose Could you love her and forget me Are you sorry that you`ve met me What we`ve been through means nothing to you I can`t satisfy you You want best of both worlds Make your fickle mind up I won`t stay while you enjoy Best of both worlds I have loved you since I`ve found you You belong here, just look around you Keep your true love or take your new love You must chose between us You want best of both worlds Make your fickle mind up I won`t stay while you enjoy Best of both worlds You`ve gotta choose between us You can`t have the two of us Make your fickle mind up I won`t stay while you enjoy Best of both worlds - best of both worlds Best of both worlds 21 Comments

THE DAFFODIL PRINCIPLE... Feb 19, 2007 5:40 pm Mood: enthusiastic, 1800 Views My life had been full of twists and turns... with loopholes one needs to peek, with such depth no one ever fully understood. And yet, transparency had always been clear, one really has to be near..But, you are there, and I am here...How can that be?...How can YOU and ME become WE?....I sure want us to be happy...Even for a moment...Just a moment...I guess, just like the DAFFODIL PRINCIPLE, we just have to live today, decide today, and be in love today... ************************************************* Use the Daffodil Principle. Stop waiting..... Until your car or home is paid off Until you get a new car or home Until your kids leave the house Until you go back to school Until you finish school Until you clean the house Until you organize the garage Until you clean off your desk Until you lose 10 lbs. Until you gain 10 lbs. Until you get married Until you get a divorce Until you have kids Until the kids go to school Until you retire Until summer Until spring Until winter Until fall Until you die... There is no better time than right now to be happy. Happiness is a journey , not a destination . So work like you don't need money. Love like you've never been hurt, and, Dance like no one's watching. 13 Comments

THE SEARCH IS OVER... Feb 15, 2007 2:28 am Mood: calm, 1667 Views ...It has been a long travel ...A long walk ...A long deliberation ...My heart has gotten tired ...The Search is over! ...It's been a long quest ...I thought it's time to rest ...The message is loud and clear ...I'd rather have you near ...Have you succumbed in your efforts to wait? ...Or had you realized it was rather too late? ...The vastness of roads had ended ...And both our broken hearts are mended ...I know you're still thinking of me ...I can tell by the silence of the seas ...While our hearts beat in different directions ...The memories you left will strengthen my emotion ...But let me tell you now, before I say never ...I choose to stay a while, but my search is over 11 Comments

MY WAY Feb 14, 2007 4:43 am Mood: courageous, 1465 Views MY WAY And now, the end is near; And so I face the final curtain. My friend, Ill say it clear, Ill state my case, of which Im certain. Ive lived a life thats full. Ive traveled each and every highway; And more, much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets, Ive had a few; But then again, too few to mention. I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption. I planned each charted course; Each careful step along the byway, But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew. But through it all, when there was doubt, I ate it up and spit it out. I faced it all and I stood tall; And did it my way. Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried. Ive had my fill; my share of losing. And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that; And may I say - not in a shy way, No, oh no not me, I did it my way. For what is a man, what has he got? If not himself, then he has naught. To say the things he truly feels; And not the words of one who kneels. The record shows I took the blows - And did it my way! 9 Comments

A KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR Feb 8, 2007 9:45 pm Mood: excited, 1534 Views A Knight In Shining Armor In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when Im sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Eventhough everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor. 12 Comments

HAVE I TOLD YOU LATELY? Feb 8, 2007 6:25 pm Mood: ecstatic, 1363 Views HAVE I TOLD YOU LATELY ? (Rod Stewart) Words and Music by: Van Morrison Have I Told You Lalety that I love you? Have I told you there's no one else above you? Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness, Ease my troubles, that's what you do. For the morning sun in all it's glory, Meets the day with hope and comfort too, You fill my life with laughter, somehow you make it better, Ease my troubles, that's what you do. There's a love less defined, And its yours and its mine, Like the sun. And at the end of the day, We should give thanks and pray, To The One, to The One. Have I Told You Lately that I love you? Have I told you there's no one else above you? Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness, Ease my troubles, that's what you do. There's a love less defined, And its yours and its mine, Like the sun. And at the end of the day, We should give thanks and pray, To The One, to The One. Have I Told You Lately That I Love you? Have I told you there's no one else above you? Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness, Ease my troubles, that's waht you do. Take away all my sadness, fill my life with gladness, Ease my troubles, that's what you do. Take away all my sadness, fill my life with gladness, Ease my troubles, that's what you do. 0 Comments

TROUBLED HEART: The decision Feb 8, 2007 3:45 am Mood: confused, 1346 Views ...I was excited ...I was thrilled ...Things happened so fast ...Too fast to grasp ...I was about to make that decision already ...When another opportunity came along ...It may be the biggest and most promising opportunity, and it bothered me all night long. ...Now what, heart? what's the matter with you? ...I had too many good opportunities to fall in love in the past ...But I ignored them ...Met a bunch of nice guys, who were wounded just the same ...I was afraid to take the risk, afraid to touch one's heart ...Even though my heart felt something special right from the very start. ...Now, I feel ambivalent ...Now, I am confused ...It's hard to balance things specially when my future is at stake ...It's hard enough to think that I might make just another major mistake! ...Will I choose the one who sings love songs to my lonely heart?..the one who makes me laugh, the one whose youth might give my life a jump start? ...Or, shall I choose the one who's more mature, more serious, more emotionally and financially secured? But one who might not be always on my side, for there are lots of wings he needs to fly? ...Why is it that when I am ready to give my heart away, situations like this occur? ...Something that I never expected ever since before ...Oh! fate and destiny, please don't be mean to me! ...I only wish to be happy, why can't you just let it be? 4 Comments

THE DAY AFTER THE NIGHTMARE Feb 2, 2007 8:28 pm Mood: grateful, 1278 Views ..(the phone rings) P: " Hello!...what a surprise! you are actually calling me?" E: " Well, I had this bad dream last night, and I was so scared, so I thought, I'd check on you." P: " what bad dream?" E: " Nothing! I just wanna convince myself that you're still there." P: " What's wrong Baby?" E: " Uhhmm! nothing really...I feel a lot better now, knowing that you're still around" P: "Baby, you're freaking me out! what is it?" E: "It's okay, I'm okay now." P: "Well, it's okay for you, but I still don't get it..First, you don't usually initiate the call, so, there must be something that I need to know." E: " Well, then, from now on, I'll initiate the call from time to time." P: "Wow!...that's something new ha?..If that's the case, I think, you should have bad dreams all the time...hahahahaha!" E: "You're crazy!...I dunno, I guess, I just want you to be there for me all the time." P: "Baby, I do not want to make promises I cannot keep. I can only assure you that each day, I can only do the best that I can be..Tomorrow has no guarantee. And the same thing I expect from you. One day, you might decide not to be my special friend anymore.. and I don't wanna get hurt." E: "I dunno, well, yeah, I guess..I know, I know.. but I just wanna tell you now how much I appreciate you." P: " Wow! finally!" E: " what do you mean finally? I always appreciate you!" P: " Yeah, but you say it more meaningfully after a nightmare ha?" E: " Liar, you!..that's not true!..Oh, okay, I gotta let you go now...this is not the usual time that we talk...I just wanna make sure, you're there...BYE!" P: "Wait a minute, just like that?" E: " Like that what?" P: "Just BYE?" E: "Duhhh!" P: "Bye Baby!" E: " Bye!" P: " NO! Bye Baby!" E: " Bye!" P: "I said, Bye Baby!" E: " Okay!..Bye Baby!" P: " Now, that's more like it..Muwah!" E: "hhhhmmm!" (click) 9 Comments

THE TRUE GEM STORY: My Version Feb 2, 2007 4:39 am Mood: beautiful, 1180 Views Here's the story of 2 brothers who were searching for jewelries: They wanted to buy rings. They both went to the auction and were amazed at the collections that were up for grabs and to the highest bidder. The older brother was so smitten by one precious item: the glittering DIAMOND, which was delicately displayed for everyone to see and desire. He had to have it!...So, he bid all his savings and won.. The younger brother went on, and found an antique GOLD that was left AS IS, WHERE IS...He saw it dusty, the box was torn, and was placed in one corner where no one would even notice. Outside the box, there was a note saying: " Bid, if you must. By the end of the auction, if there is no taker, see the auctioneer." His eyes kept on staring at the gold, and saw how beautiful and unique the design was, and the more he stared at it, the desire to have it grew more intense, and yet, no taker. Needless to say, by the end of the day, the auctioneer gave it to him for a minimal fee. The elder brother mocked him for his choice, but he was unaffected. He went on, cleaned, and polished his unique possession for hours...Lo and behold!..He saw the beauty of the gem that was never foretold! The following day, wearing their rings, both brothers went to each his own and worked. The elder one flaunted his precious gem for everyone to see and envy. Then, it was time to wash his hands at the lavatory, where he decided NOT to wet his ring and placed it on top, but he left in a hurry!...Minutes had passed until his discovery. He ran with all his might, but too late, someone took it away! Now, his life is full of misery. The younger brother never removed the ring from his finger. He ate, worked, washed his hands, took a bath, slept and woke up with it, all the time. When it got dirty, he'd clean it again, and enjoy its beauty that no one ever cared to see! WILL ANYONE PLEASE TELL ME THE Moral OF THE STORY? original article by: eb1209 02/02/07 10 Comments

PLEASE SPARE ME...I'm just a simple woman Jan 30, 2007 4:38 pm Mood: intimidated, 1184 Views ..Why all of a sudden, I feel that I am being watched?, that I am being spied on, that I am under surveillance? ..I am not a threat to anyone, I am not as young and pretty, I don't have the powerful words that can conquer men's fantasies. I don't have the capability of attracting the rich and the elite... ..I am just an ordinary woman, simple and sometimes silly. What you see is the real me. I don't pretend to be someone I am not, so please, just don't sweat the small stuff. ..Believe in your heart, that I won't touch anything that is not mine, so calm your nerves, you'll just be fine. I promise you, I'll not be in your way. I am secure enough that my own gift of love is on its way. 15 Comments

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