I AM ANGRY.... Jun 2, 2008 4:01 am Mood: skeptical, 2570 Views I hate it when Americans (including the Fil-Americans) accuse Philippine-based Pinays of just wanting to marry them (US citizens) just to get here in the USA...One of my former friends was just a victim of this accusation from an EX-BF. While there maybe some truth that YES!..."some" intend to do that, but I hate it when they generalize all Pinays to have that "unpleasant reputation", specially when it involves someone I used to care about. To me, it is just NOT FAIR! Everyone has the right to be here in the Land Of Milk and Honey and it doesn't matter if they MARRY BECAUSE THEY ARE REALLY IN LOVE, OR THEY MARRY TO LOVE...Being in a relationship is a BIG RISK...Either we take it, or leave it...So, why join FFF only to keep on doubting?...Worse, why enter into a relationship with someone who is based in RP if there are Fil-Ams here anyway? Does it make any sense?.... 105 Comments

What is left from the rubbles? May 31, 2008 4:55 am Mood: hopeful, 1798 Views ...Is a diamond in the rough...Let no one bring you down. 34 Comments

I am bothered...really bothered..... May 26, 2008 10:13 am Mood: disappointed, 1947 Views It's been a couple of days now that I am receiving emails from "ghost handles", one from "supposedly" an EX-BF of an EX-GF of mine, and another one from another guy who has a new handle who seems to know what has transpired from that EX-GF of mine and I....One common denominator from both is that they joined FFF on May 18, 2008... The contents of the emails bother me..They look very suspicious, but well written just like...just like...Aw! never mind... I just want to vent...I just wish that people are REAL...wishful thinking! 56 Comments

Which one is better? May 24, 2008 8:24 pm Mood: curious, 1770 Views Well, I am just curious...Cyberworld is full of lies, mysteries, secrets and what have you...However, there are those who are too honest and are too open about their lives, to the point of AIRING THEIR DIRTY LAUNDRY IN PUBLIC.. I am wondering which one would you prefer? 1. Someone who openly shares his/her private life (including the dark side) to the public? OR... 2. Someone who keeps mostly everything hidden, or tells you lies and everything deceitful, just to test the waters and/or pull your legs? Please choose the lesser evil and explain why 52 Comments

Could It Be?... May 19, 2008 7:15 am Mood: wondering, 2151 Views ...All these years that I've been here in FFF, I met several wonderful people, and one day, I posted a blog which expressed how I fell in "love" with some of you here, be it in the past and/or at present...A couple of days after that, I got a call from someone with an opening phrase "I didn't know you were in love with me? " For a while, I was stunned and taken aback...Even if it sounded like a joke, I couldn't say a word for a few seconds...And would you believe, I actually DID NOT ANSWER HIM that question, and I just went on telling him other things? ...Now, I realized, have I been missing all the cues or opportunities in the past, just becuz I was thinking, it wasn't meant to be or I did not hear that "L" word or I thought everything was just all for friendship and what have you?........Could it be that one of my friends here, could have been the almost perfect love of my life now...? PLease don't mind me...I just could not help wondering if that person and I gave ourselves that chance...Maybe, we could be an almost PERFECT couple... Mind boggling?...Ahh! it's never too late! There's still a chance, and maybe, for the __nth time, , it will be successful the next time around.. 111 Comments

In Love, it's ok to be foolish, at times, being an idiot... May 16, 2008 9:08 pm Mood: playful, 2331 Views Until you're back to your senses! 124 Comments

Happy being reunited with former FFF friends... May 15, 2008 5:56 am Mood: happy, 1629 Views ...I do believe in the saying that in this world, THERE ARE NO PERMANENT FRIENDS AND ENEMIES... ..I must admit that in the past year, I've had very close friends/buddies here in FFF who stopped communicating with me and vice-versa because of personal issues that I wasn't directly involved...but in a way, was involved just because of my close affinity to someone who was really involved (please, let's not go into details and let this puzzle remain as it is...thanks).. ... I personally have no "enemies" of my own, because of my loving, caring, and nurturing nature. I maybe often misunderstood for being straightforward at times, and dropping hints had always been my other option to get my strong messages acrossed. I do not deliberately hurt others, unless they hurt me first, and oh!...DO I KNOW HOW TO FIGHT BACK ...They say: "All Is Fair In Love and War".....I say: "Time Heals All Wounds.".. And I welcome all sincere efforts to reconcile, but.. in due time I was touched by the gesture of a couple of former FFF close buddies who sent me YM offline Mother's Day messages. It meant so much to me to be reunited with them in harmony, in our sincerest, but simple ways...Thank you! What do we learn from this blog? 41 Comments

Will be out of town.... May 13, 2008 6:12 am 1607 Views Hello there blogbuddies!....I'll be out of town this morning and will be back on the 15th...I hope that everyone is well and happy... Please continue to blog..I sure will interact with you as soon as I get my hands on any PC or laptop... You all take care and behave! .... 29 Comments

I Am In Love Again!... May 8, 2008 9:06 pm Mood: in love, 2097 Views Gosh! How many times have I fallen in and out of love here?...I mean, sorry to disappoint you, but it's not about MEN , it's about falling in love with FRIENDS...I am very compassionate, a nurturer of friendship, and it is now that I've developed bonding with buddies who are active bloggers..And they are so sweet, I can feel that I am already connected and attached to them...Just like how I fell in love with very selected friends before. I nurtured the relationship as if we've known each other for a very long time. I've exchanged not only posts, pictures, phone numbers, addresses, but even EB'd with some of them..Somehow, the painful part was when the time came for us to say our goodbyes...For whatever reasons they maybe, separation from them cut like a knife..I grieved over the loss, as if death came like a thief in the middle of the night...When I woke up one morning, my so called friends were gone! But here I am, falling in love again, nurturing, taking that risk of losing again...But, it's really better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all...Oh! how I wish my heart is not this HUGE...I keep falling in love over and over again ...I love you friends! 64 Comments

Life is not a contest nor a race to the top..... May 7, 2008 8:25 pm Mood: content, 1809 Views People yearn and dream to be successful and happy. They say that in order to do that, one has to have a competitive attitude. To me, while it is a good motivation to gauge one's capability to move up, being competitive can also ruin people's relationships with others, specially if there is a deliberate intent to drag or pull others down on your way up. They say that dilligents beat the lazy intelligents. Some compensate for what they do not have. There will always be more goodlooking, richer, brilliant, famous,and successful people than us. While it is okay to strive to improve one's self, it is even better not to lose one's self. For this reason, we all look, and act differently. Each one of us is a unique individual. We may not be the best, but we do possess some qualities that'll make us shine. Just a friendly reminder to those who are driven by competition:One day, you might wake up realizing that being on top does not guarantee a lifetime happiness..The shadow you are trailing by then, maybe your own. 41 Comments

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