Even GHOSTS have feelings... Apr 5, 2009 3:57 am Mood: considerate, 1145 Views ...I know, I know, eyebrows will be raised, considering that I am not such a big fan of ghosthandles here in FFF, but they do exist and they are here because they have personal issues that they cannot declare or share openly due to a lot of reasons. Some of them are already "known members" with multiple handles. They are "hiding" because they want anonymity. They may be testing others, or playing with emotions, being mean, nasty, or seeking attention. God knows what they are going through in real life. At times, I get mad at them, but on the second thought, I believe they have so much going on in their lives that being here is their main outlet. I hate to say this but, they may even have deep emotional, and psychological ( I don't want to use the word psychiatric) problems. For all we know, they could use this site as a therapy. Just like us, they need LOVE... You see, even GHOSTS have FEELINGS...Please, try to understand. PEACE! 31 Comments

DECISIONS... Apr 4, 2009 4:05 pm Mood: decisive, 922 Views ...Which way to go? Most of the time, there are 4 choices: We go LEFT, or RIGHT, or we look BACK or move FORWARD...There will be a lot of what IF`s. Decisions can be RIGHT or WRONG...but they need to be done. Yesterday, I made a decision, and whatever is the outcome, I am responsible for my actions...They say, "THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE"...And It did! 22 Comments

ALMOST.... Apr 3, 2009 5:53 am Mood: inspired, 945 Views ...Looking back, there were so many things I "almost" did, Like trying to forget the painful events that led me here; Searching for something, I didn't even know, Or is it because I just had to let things go? ...How many times, I thought I "almost" had you? That even "you", could mean one person or two; My tears, I hide, showing my strength outside, When all the while, I quiver, I fear, deep down inside. ...I know I found you, "almost" lost you, but recovered you, But there are so many things that you do not know; Is it your arrogance, despite your seemingly brilliance? That keeps our worlds apart, even though we're not distant. ...I guess, your heart will never hear, Because your mind is deaf more than your ears. You don't realize that it's not what you think; All these times, you "almost" had me after the winks. ...Now, who would know this secret I am trying to say? When all you do is to pretend that you pray; If, for a moment, you just give it a serious thought, That a fool like you "almost" had me, had you fought. 24 Comments

How can you FACE your problem if the problem is your FACE? Apr 1, 2009 5:01 am Mood: confident, 1313 Views Oh dear! It looks like today's generation is such that men and women alike are so conscious about their looks that they'd go to any extent to augment, modify, and beautify their faces just to feel ACCEPTABLE and DESIRABLE to the society. Why do you think plastic surgery is so in demand these days that even people of low socio-economic status dream of being under the knife or being "lasered" as soon as they have the means to have one? Well, you know, it is nice to look nice, really, I mean, honestly, but I am one of the remaining percentage who'd rather go through gradual aging process, deal with my physical (specially facial) imperfections, than to risk myself going through a surgical procedure that would alienate me from myself and from the rest of the world. I do have a bit of age spots, blemishes, and small warts, but I am content with wearing my favorite make-ups at this point than to subject myself to something that I'd regret for the rest of my life...After all, more than anybody else, I ACCEPT MYSELF FOR WHO AND WHAT I AM, and happy with what I have. Either one has to take me or leave me... 52 Comments

Message In A Bottle.... Mar 29, 2009 1:52 pm Mood: romantic, 1252 Views ...Lately, I am tempted to write a beautiful message in a bottle. A love letter that'll pierce through the heart of someone who'll meet "some" of my dreams in a partner. I will share my innermost feelings: the love that I hold deeply in my heart, awaiting to be uncovered. I will make him fall in love with me, even if he hasn't met me, or if fate and destiny will work its way through the course of my life, it may end up in the hands of someone I might have met in the past. Inside the bottle I will enclose a "key", which symbolizes the fact that I am waiting on him to open my heart. He will have to find me, and I will take care of the rest... ISN'T THAT ROMANTIC? 52 Comments

Hawaii-5-0 and Lolit Solis Mar 28, 2009 8:15 pm Mood: ambivalent, 976 Views ...Surprise, surprise!...My former "special friend", I fondly called Hawaii-5-0, finally tied the knot with Lolit Solis look-alike sweetheart, Rose, last Saturday, the 21st of March, 2009. It was a "rushed, last minute wedding", that even his immediate family members were notified only 24 hours before the simple beach union. Only 11 people attended, including the pastor who wed the new couple. Rose is scheduled to depart Hawaii for a 6-month Naval assignment based in California this coming July. It's about time H50 tied the knot. He is the eldest child in the family, and has been carefree for the past years. He finally listened to his family's proddings to settle down. He finally found someone who can tame him, and reassure him that "marriage is still worth giving a chance..We all share our best wishes to the new couple, that "THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER." 32 Comments

Wearing a Thong Mar 26, 2009 7:59 am Mood: naughty, 1703 Views ...I know, I know, I'm gonna cause some people to raise their brows, but hey!...I've heard and read a lot of women being "pressured" by their men (partners, etc.) to wear "thongs" even when they are not in bed...Like when they go out, wearing low cut denim pants with the thong showing a bit here and there when they bend ...Oh well, I know most men find it really "sexy", but not all women are comfortable wearing them all the time, I mean, most of the time...Not that I don't wear them, but sheeeeessshh!...I don't want a portion of the thong to get caught in the "middle" of the (_!_) and deal with that for the rest of the time...hehehehe... Well, some wear them just so to avoid "panty-lines" specially when they wear body huggers, but I'd rather don a pantyhose stockings or not wear anything underneath at all ...Like I have a 51 y.o. friend whose husband buys her lingeries from VS and lets her wear them each freaking time he likes to be intimate (and mind you, that everytime is every night if he'll have his way ). You might think they're kinda "old" to indulge in such fantasies, but being that he works as a seaman, and with the help of the blue pill, he's really into it ...May I ask the men and women of FFF to comment on this? 89 Comments

I was Tagged! Mar 25, 2009 6:07 am Mood: wary, 965 Views I dunno about ya'all, but the past few days, I was TAGGED! (and I'm not sure if FFF will approve this blog)..There is this other free website that caters to dating services and it's easier to connect with people and choose from them whoever you think is worth your time and trust...I laughed so hard when I found out that most of the people on my personal directory were tagged by my curiousity (again), and ohhh! for crying out loud, my mailbox went full right away...It's amazing how people spend so much time on the internet than in real world these days...Tsk!tsk!tsk......And oh, by the way, be careful with the viruses...There are lots of them.. 21 Comments

What Happened to PAZAWAY GROUP? Mar 21, 2009 8:50 pm Mood: wondering, 831 Views What's going on here at FFF? The Pazaway Group, which is the present 2nd ranked Top Group Poster has been missing on the main Group List for almost a week now. WHY? Are they having a facelift?..Just wondering....I hope this FFF glitch will be resolved soon.. 10 Comments

Time for A REHAB?... Mar 21, 2009 6:55 am Mood: pasaway, 816 Views Well, hello there! ...All active group members maybe aware of the FFF glitch these days, wherein even the most decent posts are DENIED by FFF. Those who admit or declare themselves ADDICTED to postings may find this seldom (but most unwelcomed) opportunity to get that much needed REHAB...We just hope no one gets to experience the COLD TURKEY... See you around, folks! 14 Comments

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