You Have No Right To Love Me.... Oct 19, 2009 7:22 pm Mood: stern, 946 Views Ano ba ang kaya mong i-alay sa akin? Buhay mo ba, kaya kong hilingin? Bakit ika'y nagsusumamong, Puso ko'y iyong kamtin? Ano ba ang tunay mong hangarin? Luha ko, nais mong papatakin? Ligaya ba ang dulot nito sayo? Makitang ako ay masiphayo? Ngunit ika'y nagkamali, At ako ang iyong pinili, Sa gitna ng iyong pananaghili, Ikaw ay laging di mapakali. Subok na, dibdib ko'y matibay, Sa walang saysay na pag-ibig, Na iyong ini-aalay; Hindi pa huli nang aking mapagtanto, Ang hangarin mo may halong balatkayo. Wala kang karapatang ako'y mahalin, Dahil wala kang hangaring ako'y paligayahin; Ang katulad kong tunay na ginto, Ay hindi nababagay sa isang tanso. ````eb1209````10/08/09 26 Comments

Bakit Kay Hirap Abutin Ang Langit? Oct 8, 2009 9:30 pm Mood: frustrated, 1594 Views Napakatayog mo! iyan ang tuwina'y naririnig ko, Kung bakit, iyan din ang tanong ko; Sino nga ba ang nagluklok sa pedestal na gawa sa bato? Tila baga simbolo ng buong pagkatao ko. Hindi ko kailan man ninais magmalaki, Di hamak na ako'y karaniwan lang kasi; Ano nga ba ang aking kahihinatnan? Sa pagiging matayog, kung sa pagibig salat naman. Ano ba ang mali sa isang katulad ko? Nais ko lang madama, tunay na pagmamahal mo, Bakit ganun na lamang ang pangamba mo? Iyong akala, langit at lupa ang agwat ko sayo. Ang hindi mo batid, nilalaman ng aking dibdib, Agam-agam sa bawat kaway ng iyong pag-ibig; Napakalaki ng agwat, ating sukatan sa buhay, Na naging dahilan ng aking pananamlay. Subalit hindi mo alam, ako man ay nagtatanong, Bakit mailap, katuparan ng aking pangarap. Hindi kaya ako'y itinakwil ng tadhana? Saglit na ligaya, ipinagkakait pa. Hindi totoong kay hirap kong abutin, Sa dahilang iyan ay suliranin ko rin. Ang puso ko at diwa, nagtatanong din, Sana sa madaling panahon, ay KANYANG tugunin. Bakit Kay Hirap Abutin Ang Langit? Abot kamay ko na, subalit ako'y ginigipit! Kapalaran ko ba ang dumanas ng pasakit? O sadyang ang tadhana ay napakalupit? Original composition by: eb1209 10/08/09 48 Comments

Next Stop: NEW YORK CITY Nov 5, 2009 5:08 am Mood: excited, 281 Views First of all, let me join the New Yorkers in their celebration as the New York YANKEES won again the World Series 2009 Baseball Championships.....Hep! hep! Hurray!...Well, I used to watch them religiously each and every game they had...just like I did with the now "forgotten" New York KNICKS.....Ahhhh! those were the days...I lived in NYC (Bronx, NY) for more than 11 years, and I tell you, those were my most memorable years here in the USA...I revisited the City that doesn't sleep last December, 2004 with my only child, and that was that...Now, this coming November 13-16, 2009, I will see my old friends, former co-workers, and maybe a couple of FFF members (like virginnose and maybe Sense_Of_Honey) during the short visit...Ahhh! I'm very excited...I'd like to FEEL that I'm really in America, once more......Living here in South Texas is quiet, and warm (too hot during summertime), and it FEELs good to be at HOME again...yeah, NYC will always be my home. I cannot tell for sure, if this is going to be my final trip for the year 2009...Might visit Las Vegas again before the year ends.....Life, is indeed short...We must make the most out of it......I DO! (By the way, the picture here was taken in July 1991 (Rockefeller, Manhattan) ) 33 Comments

Watch Your " Behind! " ..... Nov 4, 2009 6:15 am Mood: funny, 448 Views In this age and time when people are literally "crazy" about their looks, augmenting whatever they can enhance with their body, it's important to think that whatever we "naturally" have, we should take care of them and be proud of them, for not everyone is happy with what they have. They say, if you have it, flaunt it!...But that is not the case anymore..Nowadays, " If You Don't Have It, Belo it! " ..But wait a minute...Think 1,000,000 times (huh? sounds familiar to me) before you even dare put a "hydrogel" in your behind to make it look round and nice...Chiwawas!..Well, All I can say is that while others care to watch their "FUTURE" (Boobs...as in hinaharap), Others prefer to watch their "Behind".....And most of all, I'd say...I'm Happy With What I have.. 56 Comments

He Dumped You, "She" Dumped Him---An Open Letter Nov 2, 2009 2:53 am Mood: emphatic, 600 Views Not too long ago, you two met. Eye to eye,hand in hand, heart to heart, so close, you wished it will never end. But one day, he just disappeared, without a word, shut you off, and you wondered what you did wrong? Your world tumbled, your dreams shattered, and your heart was badly broken...He was just roaming around like a butterfly and ended in another garden and found a "Yellow Rose" for himself. "SHE" heard about you, and "her" meaningful friends warned her about him and apparently what he "did" to you. "She" was vigilant, using all her senses, but she played well with the "show". She knew all along that you kept yourself abreast with what was going on by reading their exchange of posts. And boy! did it hurt! "She" didn't mean to hurt you. There was not even a rivalry since you and him are no longer an item..Yes! he was all over "her" and for the world to know. It's ironic how he seemed to be smitten by her wits and the challenges she kept throwing at him, but it wasn't a mere playing hard to get, you know. She was using her head all the while, although at times, she thought: " What the heck! " Why NOT? But then again, "she" did something you probably DIDN'T do....BACKGROUND CHECK!...It wasn't all about paranoia...It was more of putting the jigsaw puzzles altogether...And she did what she had to do... " DUMP HIM! " Pls. don't get me wrong.He isn't that BAD after all, and you know that. He's just an unhappy soul, and even if he took pride in claiming "trophies" left and right (you're one of them), he is still one, unhappy, discontented soul who wished he could get away with the mess he's into. Yes, his life is in a MESS..But, I've got good news for you...He's trying to FIX it... What I'm trying to say to you is that it wasn't all that bad between you and him. I bet, if he didn't dump you, no matter how imperfect he is, you're still with him. Admit it, he also made you HAPPY.....But don't feel bad. You're too precious, goodlooking, educated, talented, kind, and loving. GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE!..."Kiss" his memories goodbye. Somebody deserves you more like you deserve someone worthy of your wholebeing...Just like "her" ....BTW, "she" wishes you ALL THE BEST! Do you know "her" ? 62 Comments

Why Do People Attend EB (Eye Ball)? Oct 30, 2009 4:48 pm Mood: curious, 719 Views (Eye Ball) EB: What's the real motive(s) for holding it? In all honesty, the reason why I attend EB's is for me to see and get to know the real people behind those "boxed" pictures that I see everytime I log on to FFF. I also have no special preference, be it more of women than men or vice-versa...I just know I have this urge to meet them as friends, of course, after a long period of "cyber-bonding" . Maybe, I'm still naive about this EB thingie you know, because NOW, I know for a fact that quite a few people attend this gathering in the hope to find someone to hook up with it, whatever the intentions are (pure or with hidden agenda). I had just concluded a very successful Eye Ball in San Francisco, California, and Lordie-Lordie!...Someone from FFF (not necessarily from my group, FEEL ) , was actually very "disappointed" and maybe,I can tell why......Is it because for every penny that person spent is considered a "form of investment" that needs to have a surmountable return? or is it because that person thinks that at last, s/he will get hooked up and finally the "realization" of that elusive dream will finally come true? (Ano siya? Sinuswerte? )... ...Ahhhh! Me and my Big mouth, err, my being so "blunt"...I just had to write this one...For me, no matter how a person tries to overcome his/her "bad" natural tendencies, they'll show up just as quick as soon as that person counts the losses s/he incurred....What can I say?...Up to this very minute, I trust my same old "instinct"...It never fails me... 57 Comments

FEELers EB with Leah (sugarysyrup) in SFO Oct 27, 2009 8:25 pm Mood: nostalgic, 619 Views Now this one was taken FRIDAY night (10/16/09) at SOLITA's club, SFO...As you can see, it's All Ladies... (Bday1021),(eb1209),(sugarysyrup), and (ladylike39115) 18 Comments

FEELers SFO EB Pix with Jeany (Jean_1000) Oct 27, 2009 8:17 pm Mood: sharing, 892 Views Well, Jeany joined us on Friday evening at a coffee shop in downtown SFO, and during the Big night at SOLITA's, on the 17th of October, where we truly had a blast! 53 Comments

Another San Francisco EB picture of FEELers Oct 27, 2009 8:07 pm Mood: sharing, 591 Views Well, this time, I am included in the picture...This was taken at Sausalito boardwalk..I guess...We are ALL FEELers here....Jeff,Marivic,Antonio, Myself (Elz), and Bhabes... 12 Comments

FEELers In The City By The Bay: San Francisco, CA (EB) Oct 27, 2009 7:37 pm Mood: showy, 700 Views Well, not everyone is in my network here at FFF, at Multiply, and in Facebook. I'm sure, quite a lot would like to have a closer look of what it was to have an Eye Ball of the FEEL members in San Francisco, CA. Even the "poor" Mr. Younglooking, has not viewed any of them (And please, don't ask me why...You wouldn't believe the reasons, anyway... )...This is just the part one and later on, I'll also post a couple of pictures with other FFF members who gladly joined us for 2 nights there... 27 Comments

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