SUPERB, FASCINATING Jun 8, 2006 11:29 pm 467 Views Having a friend as special as you... ...makes a person feel all nice inside! Thoughts of you make my world a happier place. 4 Comments

FAITH, HOPE AND LOVE Jun 8, 2006 11:13 pm Mood: good, 415 Views I wish you faith - for the road just ahead, and for all the brave and wonderful journeys you've go to take. I wish you hope - all the joys and daring you need to follow your dream you believe in... I wish you love - the deep inner knowing that you are always protected and guided... and someone very special in this world. 0 Comments

THANK YOU SO MUCH Jun 8, 2006 9:23 pm 368 Views ~for making my day ~for being so wonderful ~doing something so special ~just being there ~a good time ~being so darn terrific ~your kindness ~all that you do ~your generosity ~cheering me up ~taking the time~doing what you did ~everything. 0 Comments

I LOVE YOU, MY BOY Jun 8, 2006 8:22 pm Mood: courageous, 396 Views I can feel it. I can sense it. You don't want any court battle or oral scuffle between your dad and I but I got no choice, my son. He started it all and I have to exercise my right. We don't need his money but if he's gonna mess up with your emotional well-being and your freedom to be who you are then he should do it over my dead body. I love you so much and I'd do anything for you, my son. -060906 3 Comments

WHAT BLOOD GROUP DO YOU BELONG? Jun 5, 2006 10:52 am Mood: contemplative, 576 Views TYPE O -- You want to be a leader, and when you see something you want, you keep striving until you achieve your goal. You are a trend-setter, loyal, passionate, and self-confident. Your weaknesses include vanity and jealousy and a tendency to be too competitive. TYPE A -- You like harmony, peace and organization. You work well with others, and are sensitive, patient and affectionate. Among your weaknesses are stubbornness and an inability to relax. TYPE B -- You're a rugged individualist, who's straightforward and likes to do things your own way. Creative and flexible, you adapt easily to any situation. But your insistence on being independent can sometimes go too far and become a weakness. TYPE AB -- Cool and controlled, you're generally well liked and always put people at ease.. You're a natural entertainer who's tactful and fair. But you're standoffish, blunt, and have difficulty making decisions. 4 Comments

SPEAK YOUR MIND May 31, 2006 10:28 am Mood: courageous, 468 Views Don't do to SPEAK your MIND what you did to Express Yourself and JAMMER GROUP because in SPEAK your MIND, our friendship is intack and the bond is too close you can't break any of us for sure. Hinding-hindi na mawawala pa ang pagmamalasakitan namin sa isa't isa so back off! 3 Comments

SPREAD YOUR WINGS AND FLY AWAY May 30, 2006 3:07 pm 434 Views No one own you. Not us, not them, not me. I believe in the saying that when you truly love someone, you have to set them free if they ask to. It's really difficult but that's what love and friendship are all about. If they come back to you then lucky you because you are meant for each other. Who wouldn't want you? Who wouldn't be amazed at the pulchritude and idiosyncrasies you have shown, at your unique attributes? Just don't forget to look after your health, dear comrade. Thank you for everything and may Godspeed in all walks of your life. -0530/06 3 Comments

DO YOU WANNA KNOW THE MEASURE OF A MAN? May 30, 2006 3:04 pm Mood: amused, 419 Views The measure of a real man is not the number of the posts he submits or the number of comments he receives, but by the way he conveys his innermost thoughts and feelings without pulling the legs of another and without putting down his co-bloggers out of envy and competition. Writing our personal journal is a good outlet, an exemplary avenue to ease out some pain, give hope to emotionally exhausted people and to gain authentic online buddies. Our diary where we can divulge who we are, where we can scrutinize the deepest context of life's tribulations and reality should be an eye-opener and a connecting bond of each FFF member who loves peace and compassion. I am glad that despite the criticisms and sarcasm I got, I still can manage to prolong my journalistic capability and continue on with my poetic imagination. Thanks to the inspiration and angelic presence of my beloved son. I am also grateful to a friend from Willowdale who always puts up with a smile on my lips. Likewise, I am very thankful to the support of my SPEAK your MIND groupmates who always find time to visit and feel the rendezvous where they belong. -0530/06 0 Comments

HIS OWN TAGALOG VERSION May 30, 2006 2:56 pm Mood: giggly, 402 Views For a month, I am trying to instill on my son’s mind some of the basic vernacular or Tagalog words that he needs to know. Although I don’t have any plan yet of coming home, I still want my boy to know and understand my dialect. He is really slang whenever he pronounced the words and no matter how I repeat them all over again, these are some of the aftermath I got. MOM: Anong pangalan mo? SON: anong PALANGAN mo? MOM: Talaga naman SON: TAGALALA naman MOM: Gutom na ako. SON: gutom MAKAKO MOM: Isa, dalawa SON: isa DAWALA MOM: Siyam sampu SON: siyam SHAMPOO MOM: Kilikili SON: KILIKULI MOM: Magandang babae SON: magandang SALBAHE MOM: Ako ay Filipino SON: ako ay ALAPINO. -0530/06 1 comment

THE LAST E-MAIL TO ME May 30, 2006 2:42 pm Mood: calm, 416 Views Jul 16, 2005 7:45 pm "just to let you know" For many days, I’ve returned to the same place, just watching the waves and taking pictures till it gets too late. Before, everytime I get near a body of water, a sea, a river or an ocean or just by looking through a picture, I wished that one day I’ll be able to walk along the shoreline with you and wait till the stars are already up in the sky or if not, a rain will just be fine. Looking at your picture, imagining how you would look like with your long hair from which water drips. I’ve clearly pictured you in my mind that I wished I am good in drawing I could have painted you in so many ways. Then I realized that the waves whose picture I’ve taken had already calmed down but there are drops of water on my face. I thought it’s the splash but then I feel in my heart, it’s the tears of losing someone and only memories will remain for now, the image is slowly being washed out and its realization far behind. Just like the many illusions I’ve created in my mind. Attached is one of the hundreds of pictures I’ve taken in my long absence online. An insignificant one considered to be an eye sore, a dirt on that beautiful shoreline. A worthless one and don’t deserve any attention except to be gathered and thrown or burn. I maybe just like this piece of grass now to you, worthless… but once this piece of garbage has life and has aided life… I am not hypocrite to say I was never hurt nor in pain coz I am until now for whatever reasons I assume you don’t want to know anymore. The first few days I’ve tried to build a wall of hatred to cover the pain for I don’t want to remember anymore how I cried the last time we talked but each time I do it, the pain grows deeper till I decided I really should go offline. And reading just now the only offline I have which is from you saying you had moved on already for I am not worth your time and money then all I can say is I am glad. I hope that without me in your life, you will be able to give others the chance to be a part of your life and be a part of their life, too, to find true friends who will stay with you no matter what happens. Do you still read my blog and those that I have written? I should thank you for those for without you, I could not have done it so even if I am not on the site anymore, I left it for you. Are you still the number one blogger? I hope so. Will I come back? I don't know for sure. Only time will tell, when the pain is there no more... Thank you. I still love you though. 0 Comments

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