I KNOW THIS TIME IT'S REAL Mar 26, 2007 4:14 am Mood: content, 499 Views HI MJ, Pasensya ka na kung naabala kita sa trabaho mo kanina. Gusto ko kasing marinig ang iyong napaka lamyos na tinig. Hearing you at the other end of the line gave me the inspiration and the way to the Seventh Heaven. I don't know if you believe me, hon but I feel I love you more and more each passing day. I kissed your picture, I talked to your photograph. Doing these things filled the void in my heart. Thank you, baby, for coming along. Mahal na mahal kita, sweetheart. ~ SALLIE 0 Comments

HOW DID I GET SO LUCKY? Mar 25, 2007 11:11 pm Mood: enthusiastic, 515 Views How did I get so lucky? How did it come to be That you would come into my life And fall in love with me? I never knew it possible That such a love could be... Suddenly my world has changed, Much clearer now I see, To love another isn't all The heart needs to be full. It's being loved in return That makes it wonderful! ~ ANONYMOUS DEDICATED TO MY NEW FOUND LOVE, MJ. 2 Comments

HABAMBUHAY DI MO NA AKO MALILIMUTAN Mar 18, 2007 4:41 pm Mood: giggly, 761 Views Lourdes, Ursula, Joycelyn, Elunesa, Rosario, Joni, Elisa, Leticia, Lennie, Adelaida, Maredith, Victoria, Liwanag, Rowena, Pamela, Cielo, Vivian, Gina, Cristy, Lora, Erna Anna, Leah, Sheryll, Jen, Imee and Marissa. I met 12 ladies online all in FFF. Some of them were my ex-sweethearts while the rest are my offline comrades, former crushes or nemesis I being close to Justin aka maginoo_nahindi. I mentioned the names above because I know these lasses can't forget me anymore whether they hold me dear in their hearts or loathed my very self. Ursula, Rosario, Joni, Maredith, Vivian and Leah are the best of all the women I ever loved. All of them have their own peculiar way making them the cream of the crop who stand out from the rest. I adore and cherish most the first and the latter. Ursula is my freshman high school teacher in Filipino and is my confidante. I got a hots for her during my teenage years and was my inspiration as I obtained double degrees with scholarship and literary inclinations. Solly as her friends fondly call her is 13 years older than yours truly and remains single through all these years. We still exchange correspondence and I can feel her concern and authentic affinity towards me. Her encouragement, sincerity and selflessness made me a writer and a poet as I am at this juncture. Leah, on the other hand, is my online cynosure even before she and Justin broke up. She is the center of my admiration, the apple of my eyes and I was the happiest when we made love the first time right here in my place where she used to visit. Even though she said she wouldn't come face-to-face with a same gender relationship yet my aura is so extreme she could go back and forth to make out with me. But my seven-year-old boy never liked the idea of having a step mom so Leah and he engaged in nasty altercation. And I had to choose my son who needed me the most. ~ SALLIE 3 Comments

TODAY. I STARTED LOVING YOU AGAIN Mar 18, 2007 12:45 pm Mood: calm, 706 Views I was up from 11pm to 7am as my son was sleeping over to his dad so I decided to clean up. Having new sofa bed and teevee made me realize I have to remove all the mess including unread Canadian newspapers and magazines. Then I called my boy to ask what he wanted as I planned to go out later on. He asked me, "Why did you threw away Leah's slippers and changed the way she arranged our house, Mom?" I said, "So we can both forget her. Didn't you like it?" He reasoned out, "Well, if she can give me back the PSP you gave her then she can come to visit us." Lokong bata, puwede palang suhulan, LOL. Well, who can't forget the woman who kissed so good, whose voice put me on top of the world for being malambing and like an angel. She sang wonderfully, so smart, extra sweet and most of all, cranky and mataray. I have to admit, sumasagi pa rin siya sa isip ko pagka minsan especially when I lie down kasi we made love several times sa mismong bedroom ko. And yes, ang bango niya talaga, a very feminine and seductive damsel, masarap talaga siyang humalik. Trademark niya na iyon. I wish she's happy right now and sana natanggap na ng mga kamag-anak niya kung anuman ang naging pagkakamali niya in the past. Kahit galit din sa kanya ang buong pamilya ko o sabihin nyong sira-ulo ako pagdating sa pag-ibig, okay lang but today, I started loving her again. ~SALLIE 0 Comments

I'M HAVING THE BEST TIMES OF MY LIFE! Mar 18, 2007 12:06 pm Mood: cheerful, 697 Views Sige lang, pag-usapan nyo ako, pasikatin nyo pa ako hindi na ako mae-excite kasi noon pa ako nasa limelight receiving literary awards, scholarship at president/executive chairman ako ng sampung organization bukod pa sa pagiging editor-in-chief ko. I also have my own prose and poetry book under my real appellation, at ang pogi pa ng anak ko. Kaya nyo iyon, mga nagmamarunong sa buhay ko? Nah, kaya nga gusto nyo akong itumba, LOLZ! SALLIE 0 Comments

NO ONE AND NOTHING CAN SCARE ME OFF! Mar 17, 2007 3:50 am Mood: courageous, 775 Views My family and close friends hardly knew this. I was abducted during the Marcos regime and almost died being a courageous campus journalist yet I wasn't terrified when they put the guns on my head. Such nightmare didn't stop me from revealing the ills and flaws of the Philippine politics especially when Ninoy Aquino was assassinated. Prior to that, the parents of Elunesa humiliated me in the dark passing a lot of theorized allegations brought by the figments of their imagination without even clarifying the whole truth about the rumor. They harrassed, abused and maligned my personification. Then at the publications office where I worked as copy editor, dramatic scriptwriter and news reporter, most of my co-workers stole my write-ups and articles and did the impossible so that the promotion I was waiting for wasn't given to me. While working as a writer and as an ESL tutor, the family of my ex-girlfriend named Maredith asked a lot of favors from me, didn't pay me a cent nor give back what was due to me. To recapitulate, they fabricated stuff about me and they all succeeded in makingmy friends and co-employees loathed the person that I am. When I married my ex-Pakistani husband in March 1999, my freedom and self-confidence were completely gone in the wink of an eye because the man I wed is a stingy, sarcastic and possessive freak! I got a long labor on December 7 of the same year yet my ex-hubby never cared a bit. My parents and elder sister were the ones who accompanied me at Mount Sinai Hospital. After a year, I decided to leave him for good and all my insecurities was nowhere to be found eversince. In short, I can feel as one of the cutest and the smartest of all since the divorce. So tell me, who are these nemesis who try their best to put me down? They are just wasting their time and saliva because they can't make me cow in fear, NEVER! ~ SALLIE 4 Comments

MY SON DESERVES EVERYTHING FROM ME Mar 17, 2007 12:57 am Mood: content, 731 Views Today, I was extremely tired. My seven-year-old son and I went to five stores namely Shoppers drug Mart, Price Chopper, Rogers Centre, McDonalds and Tim Horton. With a thousand bucks on hand, we bought groceries for a week, four Super Mario Nintendo DS games, some CDs and DVDs, a few toys, shoes and outfit for my boy. I also paid two hundred dollars for long distance and text messages I incurred through my cell phone when Mariz used to bother me. Of the twenty fifty dollar bills I have, I only got one twenty dollar and a tooney remaining. But at least, I never had the chance to waste even a single penny to that woman from Singapore. ~ SALLIE 1 comment

STOP BUGGING ME Mar 12, 2007 1:23 pm Mood: amused, 926 Views Dnt bother me anymore. J is happy wid his new love. I know am still lucky coz am not a maid na atat makpagasawa kya lumalandi. Goodbye to you...wished we never met. ~ March 11 at 10:46pm, Toronto time text message to a coquette who used to bug me online and offline. 3 Comments

The sanshun2006 and maginoo_nahindi love affair Mar 11, 2007 5:10 pm 931 Views FOR THE RECORDS SO YOU CAN HAVE IDEA OF WHAT'S GOING ON. "Ate sallie, I have a confession to make. Nhi2ya ako but i hve 2 say it.. I'm inlove with Justin, but i'm scared, i'm nt worthy of him." - mobile text by sanshun2006 on Jan. 13 at 3:58am, Toronto time "salle, pls tc f jstn." - text by Mariz on March 5 at 3:19 am, Singapore time beofre she was confined to a hospital bed. "Kung mag cool off muna kayo khit 1 month lang 2 b sure of ur feelings? Bka sakali magbago sya...Relax k lng, gud nyt!" - my text message to Mariz on March 8 at 11:14 am, Toronto time. 0 Comments

You Assumed I Love You But Hey, I Didn't! Mar 11, 2007 4:50 pm 959 Views Sorry, ginawa lang kitang panakip-butas. Ikaw kasi mapilit eh. Sinabi nang hindi kita type buzz ka pa rin nang buzz trying to win my attention by being flirty most of the time. Hayan eh di ikaw din ang napahiya. ~ SALLIE 3 Comments

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