IT'S ALL ABOUT..US. but mostly ME. it is usually about my own thoughts that i convey. my questions that need answers. who? and how? i am. my thinking on plain everyday living. my opinions. not that it matters, but i'm sharing it anyway. whether you like it or not.
don't be bitter..ONLY IN FORGIVING, WILL WE FORGET..
i read this a lot..and i agree, wholeheartedly....but my nature dictates otherwise....am a scorpion and if you look up its profile, you'll know why..hehehe..
am i possessive?..i hate to admit, but i think i am....not chokingly possessive though..i let my partner do freely whatever she wishes, just feel that my partner should know the extent, the boundaries, of every actions she partakes in..
am i passionate?..i think i am..i pour myself to whatever it is i'm dealing with..i never settle for a compromise, it has to be in black and white..i accept my inadequacies, my faults..i'm not one that never gives in..it's funny/scary how i always give in..to me, everything should be structured because i'll never fully understand if it's not, and it'll be chaotic....
am i secretive?..very much so....i keep to myself things that can be hurtful to others..things that i alone should know about..wow!, what a guy....am not..i do tell, constructive things and i do speak my mind too, when necessary..but i rather hurt in secret, as it has always been..that's why i'm so good at it now....
and so on..a scorpion's profile is pretty much dead on about me..why i wonder how these people gathered all these characters and traits, must really have taken them awhile....just thought i'd give you an insight about me, a thing or two, so you'll understand why this post..
going back to forgiving, i can easily forgive..am a very forgiving person..as a matter of fact, i try not to let things bother me, a lot of things i can tolerate, but there are things that you can't ignore..with this said, when a "biggie" hits me and i can no longer ignore/endure, what do i do?..
an earlier post(my patience..is a virtue of insanity)tells it..if you have done me wrong in a way that i cannot endure, and God knows it rarely happens..turning my back on you is my way of forgiving..and not looking back, taking you out of my existence, is my way of forgetting..it's the only way i can forgive and forget when you truly hurt me..it's all i know how..this is my way of easing the pain....
