| blah, blah, blah,...hahaha...just letting off steam |
Jul 6, 2008 1:02 pm
818 Views | HEY THERE.. ..
sorry for not attending to my blog posts lately, like i said, i was pre-occupied..wasn't about me..it was about a family member..I'M NOT IN-LOVE YET NOR HAVE MY HEART BROKEN AGAIN.. ..i needed to spend some time for the family member..
LIFE..sure comes at you whether you're ready or not..i've never given THAT, much thought before..i always thought that anything that happens is according to how one lives the life..
maybe because i'm an idealist....that everything should be according to plan, when one tries to adhere to living by the rules..looks like i'm a fool for believing such.. ..and too stubborn to adapt, hayyyzz..
no wonder that when we get old, we lose our senses....i mean, old folks start relying on their kids more, for.., you know what i mean..until they are totally dependent on them..because life is really exhausting..it takes a toll on you physically..then mentally towards the end..or is that the other way around....
problems come and go, but they seem to come more often now, than go....i may be really getting old faster than i think i am..don't get me wrong, i can still face up to the challenges in life..not yet feeling senile....that's a long ways down the road..it's just that i was more up to looking down on my challenges when i was younger than now..
i just need to pick up a hobby, i guess..i've always wanted to learn how to play the guitar..i tried a few times before, but always losing interest..maybe now that i'm older, i'll have more patience..but that would cut into my FFF time....
maybe i need to go out to the clubs again.. ..nah, to get caught driving under the influence costs a lot of money now..and the consequences..problems would really pile up then....
you know what?, since life is sooo unpredictable, i'll just stop trying to figure it out..i'll just do what pleases me..it's going to be hard to do that though coz i always think ahead, not about me but about others..i always think of the implications it does to others whenever i do something..should i just think for myself, about myself only, now?..now that time is really whizzing by..
i don't think so, it's not my nature..
whew..glad to get all this off my chest..feeling better already..hehehe..sometimes, you just have to let off some steam.... | |
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