http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/bebong2005/?pid=f2397 [COLOR darkblue]" There is always 5 of us;me and my 4 walls."[/COLOR][COLOR darkred]"I have my booksand my poetry to protect meI am shielded in my armourHiding in my room, safe within my womb,I touch no one and no one touches me.I am a rock, I am an islandAnd a rock feels no pain,and an island never cries."[/COLOR] http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95304.html?pid=f2397 here i sitrambling onabout my pseudo-philosophy shtwondering about lifeand other thingsi pretend to knowwhat i'm talking about:i'm a self-proclaimed pseudo-geniuswho writes pseudo-poetryabout pseudo-p Wed, 29 Oct 2008 20:00:16 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95304.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95243.html?pid=f2397 You should be here, kissing me, starting with my lips and then moving to my neck.And at my neck, I want you to spend time right at the curve that leads to my shoulder.....Slow, sensual kisses that lea Tue, 28 Oct 2008 19:00:20 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95243.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95123.html?pid=f2397 So, you thought I'm crazy right?Well I just think you’re too uptight.You think you’re "cool" coz you do what they sayWhy the hell would I be your friend anyway?I like to be different, I like to be meI Sun, 26 Oct 2008 18:44:20 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95123.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95117.html?pid=f2397 Cinderella went up stairs to kiss a fella, kissed a snake by mistake.Snow White never came awake.Sleeping Beauty slept forever,Thumbelina was a fairy? Never.Hook slashed Peter and the Lost Boys throat Sun, 26 Oct 2008 16:12:39 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95117.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95010.html?pid=f2397 “I am nothing....”she sighed to herselfas she opened her legsfor the billionth time“But I am loved.”she took comfort in thisbecause, really, what’s wrongwith trading $ex for affection? Fri, 24 Oct 2008 17:08:26 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_95010.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94962.html?pid=f2397 For a brief moment,Entangled in your daily torture,You almost had meI wait for the affliction in my head to ceaseBut it never doesNot yetFalse speech drowns my mindCaught in your network of lies,I alm Thu, 23 Oct 2008 19:03:36 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94962.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94956.html?pid=f2397 if you'd have only held the cup while I poured... Don’t take my word for it Thu, 23 Oct 2008 18:16:22 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94956.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94796.html?pid=f2397 The water is too hot. But I don’t really mind it all that much. I close my eyes and stand under the stream of steamy water. God it’s fcking hot. I picked up D's "female" razor, and took away what Moth Tue, 21 Oct 2008 07:39:15 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94796.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94722.html?pid=f2397 ...one day you wake up and found out that all you have is a (pseudo) relationship but nothing of everything? Mon, 20 Oct 2008 05:27:04 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94722.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94721.html?pid=f2397 Yeah, yeah if I’m being totally honest, I would say that deep, deep, deep so deep down inside I’m a sucker for romance. You read it right, somewhere in my core, buried in the deepest part of my scarre Mon, 20 Oct 2008 05:22:51 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94721.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94461.html?pid=f2397 my new fitting nickname for him Thu, 16 Oct 2008 06:31:36 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94461.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94458.html?pid=f2397 first of all i want to say that FFF is really doing a good jobaside from censoring articles according to their whims, members have to post their thread and comments dozen times before it get througha Thu, 16 Oct 2008 06:02:18 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94458.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94413.html?pid=f2397 No time to think about for I am always consumed in darknessIf the walls of my mind could speak… ha haIf they could, it will tell nothing but horrified tales of who I amWho I supposed to beMarinated in Wed, 15 Oct 2008 08:52:58 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94413.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94305.html?pid=f2397 My hairs tied up and covered by plastic. I step into the shower. The warm and authorised rain. The routine begins. This is just my everyday ritual, the necessity of hygiene. There are no differences f Mon, 13 Oct 2008 19:43:50 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94305.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94301.html?pid=f2397 Dark yet different colours circles around me, as if I’m the centre of their attention. A bed, a wardrobe, a table, a chair, a shelf and a window; staring at me, silently sitting there, and waiting for Mon, 13 Oct 2008 17:39:20 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94301.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94220.html?pid=f2397 …There comes a moment in time for every vampire when the idea of Eternity is unbearable. Living in the shadows… feeding in the darkness with only your own company to keep rots into solitary, hollo Sun, 12 Oct 2008 10:46:50 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94220.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94218.html?pid=f2397 I lay looking up at youas you stand between my thighsreach for your musclesyour sculpted absyour body reacts to my fleshhardening and shutteringa gasp escapes your throatI moana mixture of pleasure an Sun, 12 Oct 2008 10:23:39 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94218.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94217.html?pid=f2397 Here she is again in that same mundane place,where her Identity slinks in the corners,waiting.To everyone else, the room is far too ordinary. An easy chair there,by the window.Her cherry sleigh bedwi Sun, 12 Oct 2008 10:09:40 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_94217.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_93899.html?pid=f2397 The sun is setting,the shadows are fallingand I must say farewell.I want to stay andspend foreverBut…We were here through happy times and sadWe listened to each other's problems sadness, depression an Tue, 07 Oct 2008 03:17:13 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_93899.html?pid=f2397 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_93850.html?pid=f2397 Finger paint my soul--Abstract art has more meaningThan most other forms. Mon, 06 Oct 2008 05:55:36 -0800 http://filipinofriendfinder.com/blog/6285/post_93850.html?pid=f2397