Plus Nov 23, 2009 3:16 am 4 Views I Am a Big Woman Tall as a cypress Strong Beyond all definition still Spurring place And time And circumstance .....Impervious .....Indestructible But I laugh Does good Eat well Grew strong Walked the catwalk And stood tall Love me Hate me Look on me And be renewed 0 Comments

>>Ignite<< Nov 10, 2009 3:32 am 138 Views It is wonderful to be close to you Alone together in my king-sized bed You reach out to hold me To give me tender kisses & a warm embrace You begin to talk You tell me how beautiful I am You say you've missed my body You whisper things you'd like us to do You're taking so long to even kiss my full lips I feel your lips touching my face and my eyes Your hands travel all over my body Never quite touching anything else that would drive me wild It is no longer enough to be near you like this I want to make love with you Your words have ignited my desires It is magical Soon I am desperate for your intimate caress I feel an ache in between my legs But you hold back from going there Letting my desire build 'til I can hardly bear it anymore... This goes out to YOU who knows not only how to make love to my body but with my heart too. To YOU who makes your love felt by your words, actions and everything else. Thank you for not only loving my body but my soul as well. 9 Comments

Unleash It Nov 3, 2009 10:13 pm 111 Views It costs nothing. It takes only a moment but loving acts expressed is a priceless gift whose effects may last forever. We are all essentially lonely souls. We all need love and affection in order to live happily with ourselves and with those surrounding us. It takes so little to make people happy -- so why don't we? Why not tell them? Why miss the chance to lighten up and brighten one's world? Love locked in our hearts does not reach them; it is like a letter written, but never sent. Why not do it -- and do it now! To you, my Principe di Rose, I would always look forward 'til I kiss, hug, touch, surprise, nod, smile, smack, embrace, wink, whisper, rub, stroke, glance, pinch, massage and hold you. When we go to sleep at night, or any time when we do activities as individuals, there's a chance that something unthinkable might happen, and, if it does, I want to assure you that the last thing you will hear from me on this earth is that I love you.. 3 Comments

Let Me Do It Nov 3, 2009 8:22 pm 96 Views I expect to pass through this world once Any good thing therefore that I can do Or any love and kindness I can show to others LET ME DO IT NOW Let me not defer or neglect it For I shall not pass this way again. 'I tell you I love you each day for tomorrow will never be another...' 1 comment

21 Gunshots Nov 1, 2009 5:07 am 115 Views Taps Fading light dims the sight, And a star gems the sky, gleaming bright. From afar drawing nigh, Falls the night. Day is done, gone the sun, From the lake, from the hills, from the sky. All is well, safely rest, God is nigh. Then good night, peaceful night, Till the light of the dawn shineth bright, God is near, do not fear, Friend, good night. Subalit kung ang kanyang kapalaran Sa araw na ito'y malugmok na walang buhay, Batid Mo sa Iyo, sa bayan, sa kapatid Sarili'y inilaan. Sa pag-aalay ng sariling buhay, Kilalanin nawa na siya'y isang anak, kapatid, ama at kaibigan Isang hamak na sundalong hangad ay tunay na kapayapaan. At sa wakas ng sandali, siya nawa'y tunghaying Isang sugo Mo lamang Your legacy lives on... "I would never let my men do anything I would not do or have not done before." ---- SRA This is for my hero, my mentor and my inspiration who has taught me so much. My love and gratitude to you is immeasurable. 2 Comments

My Old & Soiled Steno Notebook Oct 30, 2009 3:58 am Mood: cautious, 95 Views When a relationship of love is formed, a bond of trust is expected to be present and an unspoken agreement that both are committed to be true to each other. When one party choose to be intimate with another person, they are not only cheating their lover but they are cheating themselves because they are breaking their own bond of trust. In some situations, when a person cheats, it is not because of affection for a new lover rather, he may be searching for what is missing in his relationship. Would it be fairer if he just stayed true and honest after all? This poem was written under an Acacia Tree in Espana, Manila back in the days when I was still really vulnerable. It does not necessarily mean that it is happening to me at this moment but I have stumbled on to this 'kalahig-ng-manok' handwritten poem in one of my Steno notebooks that I have kept over the years. This goes out to Michelle, my dear friend, who is talking about her pain and that will hopefully accept the reality of the situation, and would be guided along in the healing process. As I stare by the wall I reflect and think 'Is it worthy after all?' My spirit has been hurt So deep by the lies and actions Do I let go? Or just simply love him without conditions? What a fool I have become To make believe that it's me he loves only He who from the start has been sought by many How blind I was, how could I not see? Now reality broke me into pieces. I know there are no more tears to cry So let me say I love you... But I have self-worth I love myself more This craziness has to stop so I bid you Goodbye... 0 Comments

Yo no soy perfecto pues tu eres tambien Oct 25, 2009 5:11 pm 182 Views Just like what was written in my profile here, this still holds true to this very day. "When you are in love with a person, you will love the person as a whole. You can’t just choose what you love about a person and then write off those parts that you don’t like.” Relationships don’t happen this way. Very often when we love someone, we have to accept the ‘package’ that comes with the person, be it good or bad. “ … in the end, it's these small things that you remember … little imperfections that make them perfect for you.” *E ku'u ipo ë, eia au ke mihi nei. E kala mai ia'u, aloha nö wau 'iä 'oe. The imperfections in you make me love you so much more. 5 Comments

I Could Not Ask For More Oct 24, 2009 10:23 pm Mood: feels like singing, 141 Views Lying here with you Listening to the rain Smiling just to see the smile upon your face These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive These are the moments I'll remember all my life I found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Looking in your eyes Seeing all I need Everything you are is everything to me These are the moments I know heaven must exist These are the moments I know all I need is this I have all I've waited for And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more than this time together I could not ask for more than this time with you Every prayer has been answered Every dream I have's come true And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be Here with you here with me These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive These are the moments I'll remember all my life I've got all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Dedicated to you, my Kamikaze Cowboy.. Memories of laughing, smiling, and the love that you give so freely and without compromise. Your ability to love shows a heart bigger than the body that you were given or the emotional strength that you had given me and the courage to go on. You make me feel so wonderful, and that you would take special care of me, while protecting me always. For this, you will always be in my heart that nobody else can take place, and every time I picture you, I smile and thank the heavens above. Tsurai toki wa itsudemo watashi ni itte, nani mo dekinai watashi dakedo, tada hanashi wo kiku gurai wa dekiru kara. .datte aishi autte so iu koto desho 3 Comments

The Maid is worth the Honour Oct 14, 2009 5:07 am Mood: drained, 180 Views There it is hanging… all pretty in silver-grey and black Taffetta When I don it, it left me breathless and said “Oooh-la-la!” 12 pews to the altar --- I will walk down the aisle Hold the thought there, my walk isn’t final. A heart-warming speech is expected that I will deliver I must come to my senses & not mention the bridal shower. People ask, “When will be your turn?” I believe in “Sukob”, don’t want to be the next to be mourned. “She’s your baby sister, why did you let her overtake you?” I’m taking my time, let them die in queue 3 Comments

Let It Go Oct 9, 2009 10:09 am 270 Views How love and forgiveness change your whole view on life? First, I have lifted my trust in something bigger than myself. He is my God, and have trust that He has a bigger plan than my daily sorrows. I was wronged and people betrayed me numerous times, how did I let that go? Forgive. Forgive and it will set your heart free. I felt the pain, the sadness, the misery of it all.. felt every negative feeling that is left for me to let it all out. I have given myself a time frame in which I will no longer continue to go on with the negative emotions. The difficult part was, trying to convince myself that the other person deserves to be forgiven. Every time this hurt comes into my heart, I say "I forgive _____ for what he/she has done". Tough as I may look, but I hold no grudge against people... not for long that is. I have always wanted to let it go. The hate, the anger, the betrayal.. how I was wronged. In a peaceful loving moment truly I feel that forgiveness. "No matter what you have done to me, I forgive you"... I say to him/her from afar. Once I have set it free, my heart feels lighter and breezy.. and an overwhelming feeling of peace. I understand it all, the reason I am here, the things that I must learn while I still breathe. I have never been the same, because in every situation I feel sympathy, humility and gratitude towards others who, like me, are travelling and surfing the life's waves. Now I know I am ready to love again and give myself unreservedly. 5 Comments

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