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many thoughts of one life

There is a therapeutic type of effect that these blogs have for me so don't mind my odd gripe please enjoy sit and read

this is a new blog to move on in life and not dwell on the past.

Comment as you like I don't post every week but I try once or twice a month to write out some thoughts

pamour grandeaur
Posted:Aug 21, 2007 12:29 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 9:52 am
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can life just be a journey that we ride, take as granted. life's love to have the special one to hold. to find that special one a world away is to get to know the one much easier?? life brings people past you inside you that enrich your days.. it is a fragile thing love!!

it also seems that the person inside you is moulded by previous relationships. insecure in love soft heart..quietly firmly requires reassurance.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

moulded by what life throws at you over time the way that you rebound seems to take time to heal. the lasting feelings reverberate inside your head. make you feel things, never felt before, with that love of your life. make the thoughts of everlasting love want to last for a eternity..

love, pure itself simple contageous forgiving thoughts
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be strong!!
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 11:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2007 11:56 pm
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May I undress myself for you?
peel away my soul,layer by layer Until I am naked beside you Nothing between us?
May I reveal my heart for your eyes to see?
So that you may touch my skin Softly, Your fingertips, whispers against my chest?
May I gaze into your luxurious eyes?
To show you the way into my longing Down deep, Buried among the secrets and the memories?
May I linger in the passion we create?
So fragile yet so strong, as it should be Just once Glorious as a sunset?
May I expose your body?
To message it into my submission Pressing my lips To the tears that you don't shed Make pleasure dance upon your face?
May I love you for eternity?
Undress you in the light of honesty Soul against Soul, Passion pressed to passion Hanging on by a thread To the truth that we are more than friends? I only ask if I may?

beautifully written by RIANA
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my lil sis has done it (april 28)
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 11:47 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 9:52 am
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congratulation ate parnz my darling!!!

A few days ago my lil sis had a baby boy. so proud of you girl. after a 24hr labour and a long birth. the rest of his life will be treasured by his loving granny and a family that will always be there for you.

OH!! 8lb if any body was wondering
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am i good enough
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 11:44 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2007 11:53 pm
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this song is written by Amy lee the band has some quiet soft songs like this one. most of all i like the thought that this is how i feel latley work, friends, where i am.

Under your spell again
i can't say no to you
crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand
i can't say no to you

shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly
now i can't let go of this dream
i can't breathe but i feel

good enough
i feel good enough for you

drink up sweet decadence
i can't say no to you
and i've completely lost myself
and i don't mind
i can't say no to you

shouldn't have let you
conquer me completely
now i can't let go of this dream
can't believe that i feel

good enough
i feel good enough
it's been such a long time coming,
but i feel good

and i'm still waiting for the rain to fall
pour real life down on me
cause i can't hold on to anything this good
enough

am i good enough
for you to love me too?

so take care what you ask of me
cause i can't say no
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communication helps alot
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 11:43 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2007 11:27 pm
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isn't it wonderful how with communication a aquaintance becomes a friend. with sharing a friend can become a close friend a partner and lover. these are all relationships. its fantastic to see two people that are truelly in love. and wholely devoted to each other

then there is the type of people that create lies and a false relationships and enjoy playing with other peoples hearts to the extent that they will not stop till there is no more relationship.

the bond that 2 people share is strengthened by trust and honesty the depth of their understanding of each other makes a even stronger bond.

when these players of peoples hearts come and try and destroy a relationship try to entertain themselves with other peoples misery proves to me that they are just lonely mitter people that do not trust anyone or trust themselves isn't that sad
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lil sis is close now (april 8)
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 11:39 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 9:52 am
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parnz to you my lil sis may the birth of your lil one be a experience that you never regret.

As you lay there in your crib,
Watching the mobile go around,
A smile comes upon your face,
And I couldn't make a sound.

I start to remember the past two months,
From new born to infant,
God I love you so much.

We play airplane together,
You're face is so serious.
Before I sit you down you grin,
How unbelievable.

You're growing so fast,
Just yesterday I could feel you move inside me.
Waiting nine months to see you,
And a lifetime to enjoy.

I love you with every ounce of my being,
And couldn't imagine life any other way,
You bring so much peace and love,
To me each and every day.
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man i stuffed up!!!
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 11:38 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2007 8:13 pm
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have you ever tried to give up smoking?

i stopped as my new years resolution for 2 weeks. My asthma was doing well, no coughing then one night out with friends to many drinks and here we go again smoke in hand DAMM IT!! i tried again a week ago but failed 4 days this time.. i gave the smelly habit up for 10 years with no urge to even try one..

but alas being the only worker that was a non smoker and what makes it even harder is that we all live in a isolated place no more than 50ms away from each other. socialize together, because there is no one else here, other than travellers and truckies passing thru.

i thought i was stronger than this i never caved in with ciggerettes NEVER. Bordem nothing else to do but go for a drive, goto another roadhouse see the same things there.

i failed a friend i failed myself, man that's not a good feeling at all to lose the faith of a friend. :')

i have a goal set now!! i have someone to show i can do this, get rid of these stinking sticks..
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isn
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 11:37 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2009 2:40 am
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how we are all in this big wide world and yet is is so small. human nature seems to repeat itself through all ages and all countries distance has no meaning when it comes to friendships arguements or love.

some values can only be learnt some you learn later in life with experience most values are installed at a young age these seem to be the values that rule our emotions and character.

i was brought up with respect and to respect other people. to treat a lady like a lady. polite honest and genuine. to treat people the way you would like be treated.

yet there are people that assume which you should never do bu the way because you are guessing!! (you make an \bass\b of U and ME).

self preservation is a whole other story
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all work and no play
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 11:36 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 9:52 am
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it seems that you work all you life hard or easy jobs it doesn't matter. They all have the same effect! you seem to spend alot time thinking while at work and not doing anything about those thoughts when you get home.. making a change for the better though. i'm gettin out of the country for the first time soon only for a short holiday. but it's going to be a good one hiippp hooorrah new places to see.
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a new friend
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 9:08 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2007 4:35 am
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Miles
By Sonya Hernandez

Miles and miles and miles apart.
Although so far you've touched my heart.
Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile,
Seem to shorten every mile.

I wake every morning and rest at night,
my thoughts and dreams filled with your sight.
Oh how I wish, even for one night,
I could lay in your arms and you hold me tight.

Not just a little briused or battered,
When I think of the distance it's completely shattered.
We'll never give up or say goodbye.
Remember together, the moon in the sky.
Your heart's a part of me and mine of you.
With that alone, we shall not be blue.
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