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Posted:Apr 11, 2013 1:55 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2013 11:31 am 27428 Views
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The image picked for this is a remembrance of my mum. Woke up around 11pm. Around 1am noticed something like candles burning. I can still remember my dad was so upset and came knocking on my door one early hours coz he smelled burning candles. It's suppose to mean like ghost or spirits visiting. So, i asked my nephew if he lighted any candles. He said no. Maybe my mom letting me know it's her birthday tomorrow. She would have been 85yrs old. The grief was so intense again since visiting the cemetery and finally picking out the inscription on her tombstone. Made me cry during the whole process. This should have been done since December. Unfortunately, had dr appt. It clashed. Though this is gonna take another 3 months to finish, me thinking this week just days before her bday. Anyways, losing someone you love dearly and known all your life. And the one that gave you life. It's very sad. The empty feelings and chair reminds you all over again. How great she was. I miss you mum... love u forever
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Posted:Apr 8, 2013 11:56 am
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2013 1:21 am 26993 Views
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Thanking God is not enough in our daily life. We must truly acknowledge him every second/minute of our waking hours. Watching Pastor Mike, this last sunday "El Shadai". His practically reached every state/city here. And a boy at Safeway gave me a card to come to the healing prayer every first of the month. Still haven't gone. I wonder sometimes how God chooses these men and women to worship and gather people all around to give hope from the mere words in the bible. Took them a life time to build followers. The amazing healing of the word that healed them. Testimonies of the power of God helping everyone. All i can vouch for is the miracle of praying and his answers showing the very next day. He is truly a miracle to be seen. Working wonders and meeting the persons that will help you. That we are truly connected. Yes, we should thank him every minute of our entire life...
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Posted:Apr 7, 2013 6:27 am
Last Updated:Aug 7, 2015 7:00 am 27505 Views
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Ever since i can remember i wanted to have a dozen . But, as reality bites. Body was too fragile to go thru the motion of having them. Too much blood lost after getting up, when they want you to try and walk. Floods of blood would come down. Then facing the process all over again. It's the most frightening experience ever. Seems like goals in life don't really materialize for me. Just detours along the way.
Happy sunday everyone
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wishing for a beautiful love...
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Posted:Apr 3, 2013 7:53 am
Last Updated:Apr 7, 2013 10:14 am 27399 Views
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Been a while now, just waiting for the arrival of my new apo come August. I hope it will distract me for the many lovers that hurt my soul in the past. That this new baby will bring a beautiful light and love and happiness. I love for the purity of love they display. The cuteness and angelic faces that smiles and suddenly under the power of their love. The time when she will call me "Mamita" love u...
Have a beautiful wednesday everyone
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Iba..iba
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Posted:Mar 24, 2013 12:40 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2013 7:43 pm 27699 Views
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Happy Palm sunday everyone!!! Just been reading about blog post. You wonder why the many magnitude of experience in ones life goes true. The difference. If one is raised with both loving parents the eventually turns out right. Compapered to the ones that are raised with cruelty of uncaring parents and step ones. We are not to judge because we never walked in their shoes. But, honestly the difference is there. Growing up so negative. Expectation of the world is black and white. How they have dealth witht the reality. Choices are thought so we don't find the consequence really bad at the end.
Love is the key to every problem in this world instead of hate. But, as we all know good and evil are part of this world. We all have to get along to justify the means to and end. That's why wars are fought for the sake of what more blood sheds??? So, one country can have power over another? What is the meaning of all this irony of killing without remorse. A that is truly bad killing those 20 of that school. Which had security yet was gun down by a mere with problem. That had to be watch 24/7. Where is the justice in that...
Positive and negative feedbacks of raising . The expectations and outcome. Love will always be the rock that enforces the love of rearing a .
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Mamita...
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Posted:Mar 21, 2013 9:19 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2013 11:12 pm 27643 Views
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There comes a time in everyone's life of being finally called a "mamita". God willing he gave me a precious baby girl apo come end of summer this year. The dates are vague either after their wedding anniversary on or before. One thing though is happy feeling is so can't quite describe. Just when the day finally comes. This is the beginning of my journey into happiness. I thank God with all his glory and love for finally!!! Been quite a while awaiting this event. Most of my cousins are past the stage already. While i'm just embarking on a dream now. Getting older but happy.
Everyone have a wonderful thursday...
The pics is of David Becham and his adorable baby girl!!!
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Posted:Mar 16, 2013 12:07 pm
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2013 12:54 am 36140 Views
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Still pre-occupied with things that are out of control. Having fun colaging. There's a very narcist message in the pic. To love oneself solely in order to love someone else. If we didn't know how to love ourself how in the world are we going to love others??? By treating others how u would wanna be treated. The respect and trust and compassion, etc...
Happy weekend everyone
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Wanderings...
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Posted:Mar 14, 2013 1:01 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2013 8:35 pm 27231 Views
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Going on 8 months without a job. And EDD will finish soon come July. Anniversary of my lay-off. Just too sad wanderings go thru my mind. Statistic of folks my age are not hireable. So, the best possible thing to do is take on 3 part time jobs. Most i've seen is opening at a local KFC. Depression comes in so many ways because of the loss that is present. To give up and quit. Never to try again. Where all you can lean on is God to help you thru every step of the way. Enjoying all those Pic collages. Focusing on having money instead of without.
Happy thursday everyone!!!
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Don't believe...
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Posted:Mar 7, 2013 5:54 pm
Last Updated:Mar 15, 2013 7:52 pm 27004 Views
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They say don't focus on the things that you don't have. Because your life will surely bend to that. But, instead focus on what you want in life. Visualize and act upon it with positivity. The many wrong choices you've made in this so called journey in life. When every thing you hoped for never turns out right. The same patter of mistake keeps repeating. And finally you believe that truly you are the problem. Not them.
I never want to make the same mistake ever again.
To stop repeating the same pattern ever again.
To live a life of solitude.
To never remember the heartach you gave to me for loving you.
Good bye to love forever...
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Feelings...
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Posted:Feb 25, 2013 12:03 pm
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2013 10:00 pm 27613 Views
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Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other. Posted this as a response earlier to congratulate a love in bloom. It's been 14yrs now without a real love of my own. Did someone put a curse on me. To wander all alone in this journey? Sometimes you just wanna believe your unlucky in love. There are stronger people that can with stand being alone. In my nature i don't want to be alone. Maybe it's my lesson to learn. Who really knows anymore...
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