| I WILL BE HERE........... |
Sep 4, 2007 4:33 am
Mood: calm, 649 Views | I Will Be Here
If in the morning when you wake,
If the sun does not appear,
I will be here.
If in the dark we lose sight of love,
Hold and have no fear,
I will be here.
I will be here,
When you feel like being quiet,
When you need to speak your mind I will listen.
Through the winning, losing, and trying we'll be together,
And I will be here.
If in the morning when you wake,
If the future is unclear,
I will be here.
As sure as seasons were made for change,
Our lifetimes were made for years,
I will be here. | |
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| FOR MOMMY'S KIDS AND FRIENDS |
Aug 28, 2007 3:37 pm
Mood: groggy, 616 Views |  | I know there are some of you here that have some very bad feelings about me because of the breakup between me and your mommy, I want you to know that even though you may not wanna talk to me and you don't wanna have anything to do with me at all, that I still do love you and respect you. I realize that your mommy means a lot to you and there are many of you that have always been there for her and I thank you for that. I know that your mommy loves all of you very very much and she would do anything for all of you. I want her to be happy in her new relationship, I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Since our breakup, Lea has chosen to leave some of the groups that she was in and some of you have chosen not to post there anymore and thats your choice and hers. I just want all of you to know that yeah a lot of things took place during the 6 months we were together, some good and some that weren't so good on both our parts. I just want all of you to know that both of us really did try to make our relationship a happy and loving one, but unfortunately, we failed. If you don't wanna have anything to do with me thats your choice and I will accept it, but like I said before, whether you still want to have anything to do with me or not, I still consider you to be my cyber kids and my friends and I will still love all of you no matter what. |
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| Going Public........................... |
Aug 24, 2007 1:57 am
Mood: curious, 605 Views | | Over the last few years of being with FFF, I've noticed a lot of couples including myself, making it known to everybody in groups, chat rooms and in blogs, that they are in a relationship with a certain person. Do you think this is a good idea to tell everybody that you are with him or her, or do you think it should be kept quiet? Also, if you could give the pros and cons of each one or if you have not been in an online relationship, would you consider it and which way would you go and why. Also, if you have been in an online relationship and you went public with it, would you do it again and why or why not? | |
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| Someone Special......................... |
Aug 7, 2007 3:48 pm
Mood: happy, 810 Views | This title might be a little misleading and you might think that I'm talking about someone who has come into my life in the form of a lover, well my friends its not about a lover or a new GF or even someone that I plan to marry and spend the rest of my life with, who is this person?, allow me to explain.
As many of you know, I'm working here in China as an English Teacher, I was here before and I spent about a year and a half here. It was a great experience and I did return home to Canada for personal reasons. Anyway, I returned to China about four months ago where I have been working at a University, a job that I am really enjoying. The students here are great and the city I'm in isn't too bad either, its the kind of job that I can see me doing for a very long time.
Okay enough said about my job and the school I work at, lets talk about that someone who is so very special to me. I'll try not to babble on too much about her, but please excuse me if I do get carried away with this. Who is this wonderful human being you might ask?, well she is a student here and the way I met her was kind of funny. I was outside one day talking to one of my students who speaks very good English and then all of sudden there she stood, just watching and listening, but with the biggest smile on her face, grinning from ear to ear. She finally said something, to my student, of course it was in Chinese and not in English, so I had no idea what she said to him. Finally my student said to me that she wanted to talk to me, but she was kind of shy because she had never spoke to a foreigner before and her English wasn't very good. I finally turned to her and said hello to her and with a kind of shy look on her face, she said hello back to me. Well this is how this beautiful and wonderful relationship started.
Since that time we have exchanged cell numbers and have really gotten to know each other well. She is no longer that shy little Chinese girl that I first met about a month ago, she is now that Chinese girl who works and practices very hard on learning English. Over the last month or so, we have gotten very close to each other, not as bf/gf kind of thing, something much more meaningful and beautiful. One day we were out for a walk and we sat down at one of the playgrounds here and with such a beautiful smile on her face and just sitting there looking at me, but not saying anything at all, I finally asked her what she was thinking. The words that came out of that beautiful child's mouth, were words that really caught me off guard. She looked at me with that great big smile and said, "Brad can I call you Daddy?, I really want you to be my Daddy". Well I think my mouth went in ahhhhhh for a few minutes, because I really was so very surprised. I knew she didn't have a father, he had died a few years ago, but for her to ask me that, well, what can I say? Well to make a long story short, I said to her, "if thats what you really want, it would be an honor to be your Daddy", of course I had to explain that to her in more simple English hahahaha.
Ever since that day, she calls me every morning, we go downtown together, we do things that a father would do with his daughter. By the way, shes a great cook too, she comes over quite often and cooks for me. A day doesn't go by where she doesn't call me at least three times a day and comes over to check on her Daddy and every night she calls me to say goodnight. Who is this wonderful young lady?, her name is Vicky and I'm very proud to say that she is my daughter. Maybe its not on paper and maybe she has a different name then mine, but she treats me like a daughter would treat their father and I treat her like she is my daughter. So there you have it,my "Someone Special", my beautiful daughter Vicky. | |
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| PLEASE STOP |
Jul 24, 2007 5:41 am
Mood: confused, 1014 Views | I guess this is sort of a follow up from what another blogger posted about someone not getting on with her life, I hope that other blogger doesn't mind me doing this.
When you broke it off with me you started to do a lot of things that really weren't very nice. The first thing you did was announce to everybody in FFF that our relationship was over, that we could no longer continue in the form of a blog. I didn't get angry about this, in fact, I even responded to it in a polite way as I recall. I will admit that it did bother me that you did go public with our break up, but so be it, everybody has their own way of doing things, I guess that was yours. It wasn't too long after you posted that blog, that for whatever reason, you decided to delete it so that nobody would see it and comment on it, I guess there again you had your reason for doing this.
It was after our break up that I did find someone new and yes I did go public with it, in fact, we both did. Why did we go public with this?, I guess because both of us were so very happy and we were both very much in love with one another. I will say, neither one of us meant any harm to anybody when we did announce to everybody that we were in fact a couple, both of us are sure about that. It was after our announcement that you and some of your friends started to say some very nasty things about both of us. You know me well enough that if people wanna say bad things about me, I can usually brush it off and get over it, but when people say bad things about my honey especially when they don't even know her and the things that are being said are lies, thats when I start to get very angry and like any man will do, I will defend her.I'm not going to get into all of the details of whats taken place over the last five months because you and you're friends already know what you've said and done. I just wanna point out some things here to make you think about what you and your friends have done over the last five months. You've claimed that our love for each other is not real, that its fake. You've even gone public and said that everything we have posted to each other is all scripted and its not true. The things I have just mentioned are very real and very true, we've meant everything we've said in our blogs to one another, none of it is a made up fairy tale at all as you might think it is. You and you're friends have tried and tried to break us apart by saying things that aren't even true, one of you're friends posted in you're group about a conversation that she supposedly saw my honey having with another member, yeah maybe she did see her having a conversation with someone, but did she see the whole conversation and did she get the facts right?, maybe not. My point here is, even if what she did see was true, was it necessary for her to go public with it? It appears to me that maybe she was trying to cause trouble with us, anyway if she was, it didn't work, it didn't cause a break up at all. Lately there was a member that posted something in one of your blogs that you didn't like, so what did you do, you banned her. I don't know what she said in your blog, but just because you don't like something that someone says in your blog, you don't ban them, come on.
You claim that you are happy with your new relationship, your new bf and how much you love him, if your so very happy with him, why have you constantly tried to ruin our relationship? Neither one of us have ever done any harm to you or your new bf, in fact, when we heard about him, we were very happy for both of you. I'm not gonna mention your name or any of the people that have tried to ruin our relationship, because thats not me. You said that you have gotten on with your life and that the past is behind you now, if this is the case, why are you doing the things that you're doing, have you really gotten on with your life and are you really as happy as your telling everybody with your new bf? If all of this was true, I really don't think you would be doing the things your doing. All I want from you is for you to allow me to continue with my life and for you to get on with yours, thats all I'm asking from you oh and to just leave us alone in peace. Thank you, you know who you are and may God Bless you. | |
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| HOW MUCH DO YOU TRUST????????? |
Jul 23, 2007 1:57 pm
Mood: curious, 780 Views | | After your former realtionship has gone bad, you found out that your former bf/gf/husband/wife had cheated on you or lied to you, how much do you trust the new person in your life and does your former relationship doubt you about your new relationship, if it does, do you think you can have a meaningful and trusting relationship with him or her? | |
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