Sex Trips Nov 12, 2009 5:49 pm 623 Views It is not new to me, to hear a lady friend telling me: - I like to meet you whenever you come to Pinas! But can I bring a friend with me? I used to think why should a friend who is coming to see me and meet me in person after years of chatting, bring someone with her in case she is going to meet up with me? until lately one of my good friends (lady) said: I like to meet you but only if that meeting is a decent one! now, how a meeting can be decent and it might be indecent? I talked to a filipino friend at length about it, and here what he told me: "Many foreigners come to the Philippines only for sex! it is cheaper for them. Not only that, but they might get a better quality than women in their countries too!" and he added: "Look at those old guys who keep chasing young girls! why u think they do that? You think it is real love?" and he answers to that : "of course not! these old men cant find in their countries girls in their twenties or even teenagers, either to view them naked on web cams, or meet them for sex if they are really coming to the country"! It is shocking to me! do people really travel so long hours, specially those who should make a stop over somewhere, or might even have to change the plane and wait for the other one just to find cheap sex? It is true that one time, a girl from FFF sent me an email telling me that she is working for a company that provide some sort of services includes, hotel, food and girls, mostly done in Davao! When I asked her, but how would u know the girl of my taste to prepare it as part of the package? she said: " No, every night we bring 4-5 girls and u have to choose the one or more u want!" But even if this is true, this might happen all over the world!! what i am discussing here, whether it is true that some guys might really travel just for sex, and if that is the case, should any filipina meeting a friend who is visiting her country think that he is also meeting her for sex? While thinking of all that, I thought, Oh my God! I have so many women friends almost all over the philippines, and even I were a sex machine, I wont be able to make that trip successful! 66 Comments

Beyond The Bounds Of Memory Nov 8, 2009 5:49 am 406 Views I have seen her tears falling, showering her soul I watched the years deep digging, saying it all I heard her dream through darkness, in her loneliness, waiting the sun beam this long vague road seems to be endless and her night was darker than her silky hair that is how I seen it or so it seem! what can she do when her soul twinned with pain and where were you when she tried to stand again It is too late when love vipor leaving her alone with her insanity and it is beyond the bounds of memory to think the deep wound is a vanity! She will rise again no matter her pain no more the clouds scares her now she knows which cloud is fake and which one is full of rain! 23 Comments

250 Oct 30, 2009 4:36 pm 655 Views 250 looks like a strange title for a blog. if you wonder what does it refer to, I tell you! it is the 250th blog I wrote in this site by now! You may say, so what?! there are other bloggers who wrote a lot more than that in a shorter time than me! But some of my friends who are regular readers of my blogs, know that I am not that massive writer! the average of my work does not exceed 3 blogs per month! Therefore, this is my product since i started blogging 5 years ago! But I am not only a writer! I am also a good reader! I spend a lot of time reading blogs of my friends and even some of the bloggers that i hardly know! What is most important to me, that this FFF site is the place where I mostly poured my soul, squeezed my heart, and often sailed beyond the limits of my mind! This may explain why i still a member of FFF far from the question of whether i am here to find a soul mate or not! It is true that FFF is the best forum to me where I say both how i feel and what I think and share the comments with my friends over those views! One more important factor that should be mentioned here! Since most of the members of this FFF site are Filipino people, and thus most of my readers are also Filipinos, I admit it that I have found out that the nation of the philippines, as one of the most educated and open minded people with whom I cant discuss and talk about any thing under the sun, without being scared of misunderstanding! Thanks God for giving me the power to continue! Thanks to my friends who supported my continuation! 49 Comments

May I Light My Candle Now Oct 21, 2009 5:10 am 752 Views May I "softly" change the rhythm May I gently leave a touch that makes a difference May I intentionally double the meaning to draw a smile amongst the tears exactly as if the sun rising amongst the cloud May I continue ask without a question mark 'cause the morning that caries the answers never seems to come yet and my candle remain never lit May I wish to burn this flesh in the burning fire of you love till I see heaven above cries for you and for me May the rain still fall to wash you your soul till the flood washes your memory and draw the path leading me to your loneliness showing me your naked sadness touching your trembling fingers frozen toes weary eyelashes and the broken heart that still beat though it is falling a part May I be the cloud that does not hide the light but shade your suffering heart May I gather the remaining that spread here and there put an end to your ultimate "no where" kiss your forehead till tomorrow brings back the smile on your lips again May I wash a way your sorrows May I wash a way your pain May I light my candle now tease the wind and laugh at the rain 22 Comments

Sing Your Song Oct 10, 2009 6:47 am 1152 Views be strong walk your road sing your song like walking on a edge of a sword! no matter how you bleed farm the last seed real men die standing what talk of them only their real deed! be strong and proceed it is worth it what you want is different from what you really need! 35 Comments

On Love And Lust Oct 8, 2009 4:24 am 1503 Views No man is an angel! And no woman is a devil! but that is the nature of life! It is not a sin to feel your desires burning! It is not a sin to feel lusting for a woman ur totally fond of her lips, specially when you see a slight fissure between her lips, predicting she is going to whisper something, or assuming she will moan in a second! And you desires start burning whether your in love or not! it is one of God's miracles in making our mankind unique of our complicated feelings between love and lust! So, Does love bring lust, or is it the opposite, that lust create love? I know it is hard to split between love and lust! Some of us would think love is the highest human feeling that join to human hearts together, in such a pure way! some others might argue, lust is just the fruit of love, and it is the expression of people on how much they love each other! I often read in some members profiles at FFF, that some girls say: guys, if you just looking for lust, then you are parking under the wrong tree! others say, in simple words, I am here for true love, not for lust! I presume some guys would run a way when they read such statements! and what if a guy says, I am here for true love! Does he mean he won't look or expect lust? I am just curious on how true those people to their concepts, and whether they mean what they say, and really wonder if they can split love from lust?! I wont elaborate further on the subjects, knowing most of you don't really like big blogs and also because I want to hear what you saying about it, then we can share and debate, through comments! 47 Comments

On Love And Adoration Oct 6, 2009 1:44 am 1056 Views When you surrender totally to The Almighty God, and feel you are thoroughly given to him, at that stage of spiritual love, you feel at ease, and you no more bother about the rest! human love to each other, is just a part of the human love to God, and adoration to His Almighty! Nothing can mend our hearts and gather them together again as much as our adoration to God! When we reach that stage of faith, we learn how to love truly and honestly! 20 Comments

Words You Need To Know Oct 5, 2009 4:44 pm 1065 Views To give, is to gain a lot more than what you gave! To forgive, means you have a noble heart and you are stronger than any other time! To forget, means you have a clear good memory! To regret, means you will have a bleeding tomorrows! To suffer, means you worth a lot as a human being! To say fare well, means you are a decision maker! To pretend, means you have many dump colors! To doubt your lover, means you are sick and need to be cured so that you don't hurt others! To challenge, means you are either brave, or crazy! To thank others, means you thank God for every thing! To love, means you are still alive! To cry, means you know how it feels when you really laugh! To hate, means you are capable of giving out some feelings, but only ugly ones! To be insane is very understood to me! 23 Comments

Heart or Pride Sep 18, 2009 6:40 pm 2077 Views As I was thinking of some girls with broken hearts, the following question came to my mind: Is it the heart, or the pride of a woman that she feels was broken after she break up with her husband or bf? and nevertheless which one she really feels broken, what could be more hurting, breaking a woman heart, or breaking her pride? in other words, is it really all the same for all women in such a situation feeling the pain, or it differes from someone to another, and what counts more to a woman, her heart or pride? The relevant qustion is, is it all the same for a married woman being cheated by her husband, and a girl who was cheated by her bf? I mean would it be different, heart or pride that was broken when it comes a married or unmarried woman, or married ones care more for their prides rather than their hearts? This blog is meant or expected to be commented on mostly by women, but guys are even welcomed if they have a say about it! 50 Comments

Pain That Brings Love Again Sep 6, 2009 5:54 pm 2524 Views I know that love often brings pain that pain, which makes you cry and cry again! I know you would go, and only your love remain like yesterday's dream of love the one I couldn't sustain! I know I couldn't breath throughout that lane walking talking to that vain and again, insulting my brain! I know I was lighting my candle against wild wind against the rain! I know you killed my butterflies blowing the sand on their eyes, till the river of love gone drain! But I still love you whether it is the pain that bring love, or the love that brings pain! (dedicated to all brokenhearted ones) 66 Comments

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