It is an attempt to explore, pour my soul, free my spirit and squeeze my heart, to highlight brotherhood of man, and to purify true love, the common human language for all! [/I]
Be my love,, and don't ask for explanation! love goes through straight line with no hesitation.. Be my heart, and beat loud! let all the loving ones, dance and enjoy the sound! Light my candle.. heat the flame! our dawn approaching it never taste the same! spice my life,, fulfill my dreams be my rainbow colour my life for years lived on black and white it is time to hug you tight! it is time to hold you still whether its the moment, or it will! took me years to decide finally your my best pride! I feel in heaven,, somewhere where there is no name! no one would realize unless felt the same!
dedicated to all lovers of FilipinoFriendFinder on Valentine's Day!
It has been a sort of a debate lately! Whether a member girl of the FFF should show her beauty using her uploaded picture attached to her profile or not! To be clear from the beginning, I am not against it! not because I encourage it and accept it, but because I believe it is their freedom! As long as no harm is done, who cares?! Some of such girls with pics showing their butts, breasts, upper parts of their legs or even their under wears, come to the chat rooms sometimes! and I see how they drive guys crazy! And I was wondering, is it the way they chat, or their naked parts that drive these guys crazy?! The other question is, are these guys only after naked girls parts? how can u tell who is serious and who is not when it comes to their real intentions?! The main issue remains; THESE PASAWAY GIRLS SURELY HAVE SOME DEPTH, SOME QUALITIES, SOME UNIQUE ASPECTS OF THEIR PERSONALITIES! But the naked pics attract all the attention of the viewer! which is not fair at all to these young girls! At the same time, there are girls who upload their pics, but just an ordinary pics showing what can be showed in a decent way! and yet, they are beautiful! very beautiful indeed! but they approach a guy with their brains, attitude, kindness, gentleness, smart way of talk, education and logic! Leaving to us, guys, the mission of exploring what is hidden and not for use in showrooms! how many of us, guys, pay any attention to these ladies with both outer and inner beauty? I know that every body has his/her own way of approach, but can't we reach a compromise? or we will continue being driven crazy by naked meat?!
When my blog friend "SunSHineMadz" wrote her blog "Promises", I made a comment on that, saying that it is not only men who don't fulfill their promises or give fake promises or promise what they can't make true, but women too! So, SunSHineMadz, asked me why I don't blog about it! and here you go! I wrote a blog a year or more ago, titled priorities, and mentioned the way girls fall in love according to their priorities! meaning, there is no such a love for love in FFF!! but there are people seeking possibilities and that is according to their priorities in life! for example; if a girl is planning to go to the United States, she on pay attention to guys living in the States! I know girls who chat only at night time of the phil, so tat they meet guys from the USA when it is daytime in the US. There are girls who astonish you by calling you "hun" even before they know your real name! the next day, they forget you totally! some girls are already taken, but they never amend their profiles to say that they are taken, and still keep approaching guys, for a better opportunity! it is true, that no one any more knows who is taken and who is not! therefore, it is hard for a girl to fulfill her promises because that depends on what her fishing might bring her day by day! unless she comes to u with a broken heart and u keep healing her heart until she is totally healthy emotionally , then immediately look for a bigger or better fish! of course I don't generalize here! there are still very good examples that i am proud of them!
When I woke up, I was astonished!! the earth all around is white!! my green trees looked like a pride wearing her white dress in her greatest night! I kept looking....imagining...recalling...remembering....thinking....and wishing just if you were here!! this white space reminds me of how white your heart is....this dark pregnant sky remind me of you dark eyes! my red roses full of white snow, reminds me of your sweet lips, with a charming smile drawn over them....and this cold night, also reminded me, that i am still alone!
I came back home this early morning! the trip back home took almost 17 hours! I only could make it to China, Thailand and Hong Kong, but not to Pinas! the visa remained my obstacle! This trip to China was my first! I thought i always could manage wherever I go with the Little bit of different few languages that i gatherd here and there, until I arrived at Guangzhou/Canton Airport in China! It is no doubt that chinese nation is a great one, and this country is the coming Super Power in few years, therefore, many Chinese people believe that they are the center of the world, and others must learn their language!! therefore they didn't bother to learn English or any other language! I wanted to mention some critical and funny situations I passed through during this trip to China, and most of them happened because of the language!*** In a fancy restaurant in a city called Shannen, It took me about 14 minutes explaining to the girl taking orders, what food we prefer to have. and each time I tell her we want this dish but without any pork included, she says: sorry sir, we only have food that listed here! at last we made it and made a compromise that we take whatever sea food they have, and by doing so, there will be no pork!! before the girl leaves our table, I asked her if i could have an ashtray! she acted so nervous and said: I told you we have dishes that only listed here! *** When you go down the train station of shenzen, you find many little shops selling different stuff! I thought they were may be selling some kind of things related to chinese culture, but i was wrong! in fact, they have all sort of chinese viagra in different shapes and different names! some young beautiful girls catch any foreigner wandering there, urging guys to buy their viagra! and they emphasize and keep reassuring you, that u can be erected within 5 minutes without any need for a foreplay! trying to avoid the pressure of buying the Chinese viagra, I told the girl, that i am alone and have no woman, so what am I to do with this viagra! but the girl, without any hesitation said: No problem Sir! I go with you and you can try how good our viagra is! *** We were five people at night, at a good restaurant wanting to have our dinner! we asked about the sea food they had, and after a long discussion, we decided to go to the kitchen and see what they had to offer! as we looked, we saw only 3 fish in the fridge, so, we said ok, can we have these 3 fish and any other food they had? the girl astonishingly looked at us with an open mouth and said: you want to eat all our food?! I can add a lot to that, but i just don't want it to be so boring!
In less than 24 hours, I will be leaving the country! Will arrive at Guangzhou on Tuesday the 15th for some work and on the 20th will start my winter holidays in Thailand! It is too bad that I couldn't get a visa to the Philippines from here in Jordan, due to shortage of time, and I still can't understand why a visa to China takes only 24 hours, and a visa to Thailand takes only 10 minutes, whereas a visa to The Philippines consume 14 days?!! in spite of that, i wont give up and will fight for it from Bangkok! If i can get it in Bangkok, will announce my arrival to Manila in another blog! Take care every body, God bless you all!
My friend Lisa "Luv_a_fair" has written a blog titled "WANTED...SOULMATE" I wanted to comment on her blog, but then found my comment too big to fit as a comment, therefore here it is as a new blog in my garden! dunno how serious you were when you wrote this about finding a soulmate! actually people use this term "soulmate" not intending to find the real soulmate, but a person that they can get the utmost of a relationship with, as if he "were" a soulmate! meaning, it is not necessarily that you only love and/or marry your soulmate, but anyone qualifies with your requirements! so many people in this world even got married to people who met with, only few days before marriage, which means, they even married without love! but yet they created love as they lived for years together! Now, a soulmate, is a completely another thing! Your soulmate for example, is the person who feels real "physically" pain, if u r sick, regardless of the distance between both of you! he can't sleep if you are at the other end of the world facing a problem that doesn't allow you to sleep! without him knowing about it, and yet he would call you at the middle of the night, to ask if you are ok or not! he/she is a person that understand what you want to say even without you saying anything! reads ur mind by looking at your eyes! a person who would choose death in order to give you longer life! a person who see all the women on earth in one person, that is you! a person who can't hate you no matter what you have done to him simply because you will never do him a bad thing whatever the circumstances are! He is always your priority in life, and you are always his priority too! together you enjoy the very little things in life and appreciate them, because you always feel in heaven when you are with him, and this feeling lasts lifelong! with him you are always secure and safe even if he is the weakest creature on earth! if he smiles to you, your heart dances for him! you simply feel he is your past, present and all your future! and if he is gone for in heaven, you live just to remember him, and wait to be with him! That is a soulmate!! and i don't know if you got any chatmate who can be your soulmate! it is possible, but only you will feel that in the core of your heart, the moment he looks into your eyes! Wish you, Lisa, and all my friends, a good possibility of finding your real soulmates!
You are the the first I see every time i wake up you are the last I wish you a goodnight when I head to my bed! you are the one accompany my in all my travels! you are the one I keep looking at in mind states! you are the one that warmth my frozen heart! you are the one that reminds my of her eye black you are the one that listen to all my whispers! how trustworthy you are because you know all my breaths you keep counting my heart beats you are the only one the see my tear burning my innocent soul! you are the only one knows how long I wait.. I wait and and wait, until I lose my sense of time! when all others are gone, you still with me remain!
How do you call it when a guy at the end of the world and his girl at the other end, yet they never seen each other physically, but they both do feel real love to each other, as if they were kissing, romancing and touching each other every minute in their life? I know that some people will not admit it as real love, but kind of a admiration until the moment they meet physically and only then they would see if they click to each other or not! They would argue, that there is body language; to see whether u like the other party voice, accent, smile, movement, winks .. etc! and they want to explore whether their desires are fulfilled in bed or not?! whether this girl can handle the guy's sexual madness and/or extraordinary sexual behavior or not! and whether any/both of them snore loudly while sleeping or not! and whether the girl is an expert or not! There is a thin line between love and sex! to some of us it doesn't mean anything! love without sex is a game you play in your free time when you are bored; some would argue! others might say, no! sex is only the fruit of love; and thus, its process is called "making love" and hate to call it having sex intercourse, because that would make them feel as if they were sex machines, and that is it! It is hard for some of us to accept the principal of being in love for the sake of love, because we love the idea of being in love! and would add to it, this is just a romantic dream that would be gone as soon as you wake up! But then, again, how would you consider the love story of the famous poet and writer Gebran Khalil Gebran "An American of a Lebanese origin who filled in love with the famous writer May Ziada " A writer lady also of a Lebanese origin" when they spent their lives in love for more than 20 years until Gebran died in 1931 in New York without having the possibility to meet even for once!! Not only that old example, but what do u call what we are doing now on this site in particular, the (LDR) long distance relationship, if it is not a spiritual love? who do would you pretend missing someone and longing for him/her without having seen him/her yet, if it is not a spiritual love?! I don't feel keen on making this blog too long and boring to the readers, otherwise i could prove it more and stronger, that what we are doing on here is a pure spiritual love! and i do wish and pray that it is real love! otherwise, it wont ever be even called love!
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and I see how they drive guys crazy!
The other question is, are these guys only after naked girls parts? how can u tell who is serious and who is not when it comes to their real intentions?!
the next day, they forget you totally!
the visa remained my obstacle!
