It is an attempt to explore, pour my soul, free my spirit and squeeze my heart, to highlight brotherhood of man, and to purify true love, the common human language for all! [/I]
For the last few days, I couldn't blog! it has nothing to do with my being busy! 'cause I can always find time for blogging! And it has nothing to do with topics and subjects to write about, I can suggest hundreds of subjects to blog about every day! But something deep in me is holding my hands blocking my minds, though my heart keeps urging me to blog! I don't exactly know what it is, and I hardly can diagnose it, and wonder if you know how it feels! I feel full of issues, full of emotions, full of thoughts, but nothing coming out! does it have to do with the capability of writing when you have certain feelings that you know you can't describe? or, is it a state of mind playing it on the safe side, as if you just trying to hide? I know that my heart is so eager to draw with words again his legends! and I know that I started for some days to wait and wait until wash my face with the early morning dew! I know many things that still I cant wrote, or blog about!
To all my beloved friends of the blogland, I would like to tell you that my poetic blog titled "Rusty Brain" is really becoming very beautiful with the enhancement and poetic comments participations of my poetic friends! therefore, I kindly urge all my gifted friends who comment in their to make their participations all in a poetic forms too! eventually we will have a beautiful poetic dialogue about love and for love in the month of love! thanks every body!
She can't come straight forward to you and say: "Can you please sleep with me"! Yet, you, as a male, would love to grab the chance if it were given to you! Even if she is sexually starving, she wont be the first to court you or approach you have sex with her! You, as a male have to do that! We have a saying traditionally said here, that if a man has one sexual desire, a woman has 7 sexual desires! Of course sexual desires can't be counted or measured that way, but it is meant to show how a woman loves sex if not more than a man, at least the same! and it is the same need, if you want to call it a need, or a must in life, comparing it to food, water, and oxygen..! In spite of all these facts, a woman wouldn't even approach a guy to tell him that she loves him! It is true that she might appear nice to him, make herself look charming, try to be romantic with him if he likes romantic women, might tell him she likes the music he listen to, or may tell him she likes the way he looks, or even she might go further than that to say, how I wish i can kiss you, if just you don't have that mustache! and so many little things like that....but basically, it is the man who should make the first step always! He is the one who should show admiration, he is the one to be first in showing his warmth and expressing his love! (See? that is why some guys are obliged to lie sometimes, because they are always required to create the act, and Ms. Eve is sitting there waiting just to react!!" Then it is the man again who should go to ask the lady hand! she wont bother to ask your hand, if you remain waiting for her all your life! not only this, but you are the one to pay all expenses! and if you tell her, "honey, things are so expensive and I have very little money, so let's start with the basic things to start our lives" she would immediately tell you, "no money, no honey" go to hell if you are so poor! don't tell me your rich in heart, what shall I do with your heart? eat heart and dress heart?" again! it is the man obligation! And the real question here is why? as long as you females screaming day and night for gender equality, and you got every thing you wanted or even more?!! I think it is pretty soon, that MEN will seek the gender equality!! except when it comes to sex....!! she becomes shy! she waits until you do all the hard jobs and she is their just enjoying the outcome, even with no reaction in some situations! and that is very true by the way! So, what is the sexual impact on both gender?! If a guy is being under a great sexual impact, and yet he is single and doesn't have a girlfriend, he would just go to prostitution place, and blow it there! But, would a woman go to a similar place and PAY to be blown?! I don't believe it could happen! So is it the gene in woman that make them only a react creature and we, guys have to make the act always?!
Nothing, but a dreamy moon, dreams to occupy all skies! To remain full, against nature's implies! to reach out against possibilities, to put the time still, if not for real, lives on what he fantasize! if just i can kill this dreamy devil, kiss the face of my moon, and make it utilize! a short story remaining, and s reality to recognize!
It is the hearts day! some are gonna go out with someone special! some others, gonna call or visit or invite some other friends and just make a sweet gathering! some of us might think of the widows who lost their beloved ones, and remained struggling to raise up their kids living on sweet memories! some of us might remember ill people and pay a visit to cheer them up and make them feel they are unforgotten! Some people might just spread love to all the outsiders or those who feel left out! every one can sing a love song today! and every one can have a red rose today! God himself is love! and human being are made as a result of making love! if u haven't got love today, don't forget to give it!! in the form that suits you! it cost nothing to make others that you love them! it makes a new person of you too! I am here to spread love to all my friends, wish you all were here my beloved people! happy heart's day to you all!
Fate can be crazy too! Death is the solely fact in our lives! all its faces are ugly, but the ugliest one, when he attack someone in the blooming roses age, when it is the least expected! She did not die yet, but she is dying! her cells can no more struggle the wild illness! few months ago, very very few months ago, she was a butterfly gathering all the rainbow colors, landing on each flower for a second, playing with the sun lines, teasing the eager guys, defending the truth, and fighting against the evil in all its colors and shapes! She was the singing bird of that branch of the tree next to your bed room, singing for you to wake u smoothly! She was the girl who has driven all guys crazy, because she is pretty, in fact, very pretty, but refused to flirt any special one, but was nice to every body! Those who hated her, they did that not because she was a bad one, but because she was the impossible possibility to the most!! So many guys and girls loved her! when she used to enter the chat room, her name was enough to make u feel the warmth of her presence! She was not even in a hurry to hook or be hooked! she always said am still young and my life is a head of me! and all of the sudden, she felt some pain, was checked up, and there was the bitter truth!! My friend, I know you wont read this blog, because you simply can read or even move your body now! I know you wont comment on my blogs any more....even if i wait impatiently to read your comments! If just it was possible to lend some of my remaining days or years, I would happily do that for you! and i am sure many others would be even more generous! Being so helpless, i can only pray for you! pray for your remaining days, and begging The Almighty Gods to increase them, but with no suffering to you or to your family or beloved ones! May God shower your soul with his mercy and bless your pure spirit and strengthen your body, faith and will! If God has chosen you you to be with him, they will all know now that you are taken, not a by a guy no matter how good he is, but by the Holly Spirit that knows what is best for us, better than we do! God bless you in every second of your hard times, I am thinking of you and praying for you!
There is a debate in FFF now a days! There is a cold war in ELR! Unfortunately, the heroes of this cold war are "ladies"! pure pinays! The worst of it, that these heroes were friends! very close friends! what can be worst than that?! Nothing! They know almost every thing about each other! the little details! the stories! the good things.. the bad things! the point of weakness of each! what can be worst than such a fight?! If that fight was physical, i think it would even be better! if one of them lost her leg, and the other lost her nose or eye! would be better! but their fight is on elr, and on blog page of FFF! means the victims are losing their reputations! ruining each other reputation! hurting each other feeling! what a good chance for those who enjoy fishing in the dirty water! when close friends fight, it is not any fight! it is like drying your wash on your neighbors ropes! what privacy left??? where is the respect of the old days? where is the love u talked about towards each other? damn it! you ladies are not better than any problematic guys! so please stop it! i am writing this blog because i am a friend of all the parties! and because I like you all! respect you all! but would u respect yourselves in the first place? then would u try to respect each other? believe me it is not hard! just try! it is a big shame what am reading in your blogs against each other! so please stop it and the real hero would be the first to delete her blog against the others!
Who do some people intend to have several handle names? been thinking of this and i don't pretend to understand or find a logic answer! I know some people do it with good intentions, because as soon as they have new names, the announce them, and they don't hide their personalities, because they might even use the same photo in all handles! I think they find themselves obliged to do that when they forget their password or got stuck with FFF for a reason or another! But, why do others, intend to have several names with no photo in most of them if not all?! In some situations, a guy would approach a girl, and if she refuse him for a reason or another, he starts to study carefully the rejection reasons and start work on their renewed personality adding to themselves new qualities that are needed to be persuasive ones! on cyberworld every thing is possible! all u need is a big imagination! on the other hand, some girls join FFF for several reasons, and finding a partner is not included in her intentions at least! therefore she has to have many names in order to hook many guys for increasingly benefits! in some other situations, i think some members are sick by birth, by genes! naturally sick ones! so they create a good profile to appear nice at times, and create a devilish profiles to be cruel devils in some other situations! they just enjoy to ruin your mood and create a problem for a happy couple, or spread rumors against innocent people! what ever the reason behind the multiple names and eventually multiple personalities, I hope and pray to God to keep all the good people with good intentions in life a way from the sick ones! and I just wonder what self satisfaction can a multiple personality guy or girl can achieve at the end of the day when they see what evils they were and what ruins they have left behind!
Kiss me, a wild kiss that I need Kiss me, put off my thirst for ages, it lived within me!
Kiss me, a kiss of a very young breed! I'm tired of someone chewing my lips like a virgin land but no seed!
Kiss me wildly, moan, scream, shout, break whatever.. you wont be blamed for a good deed!
My desert was born thirsty only your lips can rain! only your tongue can touch the human pain only your teeth can bite deep in the brain you wont be blamed you wont be ashamed flame it and get flamed this body is burning pour your soul over it blow the ashes it feels in heaven to be blown!
kiss me... it never was a sin! kiss me, we both would win to live or not to live, the difference is so thin kiss me let's start and then begin and each time we can't breath, invite the rest of you to join in!
kiss me endlessly blissed the souls that burns bodies to make them lively
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But something deep in me is holding my hands blocking my minds, though my heart keeps urging me to blog!
and wonder if you know how it feels!
I feel full of issues, full of emotions, full of thoughts, but nothing coming out! does it have to do with the capability of writing when you have certain feelings that you know you can't describe?
or, is it a state of mind playing it on the safe side, as if you just trying to hide?
Then it is the man again who should go to ask the lady hand! she wont bother to ask your hand, if you remain waiting for her all your life! 
so please stop it! i am writing this blog because i am a friend of all the parties! and because I like you all! respect you all! but would u respect yourselves in the first place? then would u try to respect each other? believe me it is not hard! just try! it is a big shame what am reading in your blogs against each other!
