It is an attempt to explore, pour my soul, free my spirit and squeeze my heart, to highlight brotherhood of man, and to purify true love, the common human language for all! [/I]
Faster than a ray feelings travel their way no need to think or find words to say no way to compromise or time to pray faster than anything, feelings find their way! count the stars you cant sleep or even lay merge with the clouds dream of the moon rising during your day squeeze a handful sand throw it to the wind the land is no more your land you cant bend you cant stand you can only melt like a candle unique of its kind don't even think when you fall in love you can't relate you can no longer wait you never feel it is late unless your desires carry you to your soul mate burn you like a candle burns to meet its fate! I love you no matter what! in love, there is no "what if" no matter you blind or deaf because feeling travel their own way!
It is 2:45 AM. I am sleepy but can't sleep! Tired, but can't rest! Reading blogs, but can't comprehend! Reading my friends comments, but can't find words to reply! leaving my screen behind! watching TV news! it is all wars! as if the smell of human blood filling the space! red blood running over the ground, more than water needed to put the thirst of people! dead bodies all over the place! if just there is something to cover the dead body of a young woman who had all her dreams still a head of her?! if just there is something to cover the face of a dead child! when you look at his face, you see how innocence is shoot so easily?! went to the garden to breath! even the moon changed "his" colour and looked sad! the sky of stars, but they are like all lights put off in the middle of darkness! trying to smell my roses... but still the smell of dead human bodies is stronger than any natural perfume!
Believe it or not, Njood (the name of the child) got married at the age of eight years old!! This happened newly in Yemen / Middle East! Her lawyer heard of a child of 8 years old coming to the court seeking a divorce! The lawyer, Mrs. Shatha Naser, did not hesitated to adopt her case, and file it at the nearest court, which eventually made the great decision of divorcing Njood from the husband who is in his late 20s. At the same time, the court decided that the divorced husband should be compensated by being paid the sum of US$ 250.00. Right after the decision of the court, the child Njood requested to live no more with her parents, but with her uncle, who is a father of 8 kids and still showed great interest in adopting Njood and sending her to her elementary school again!
with goggle-eyed, watching my wading bird bird of wisdom, gnostic bird lake dweller started journey before his kind took the risk, sailed against his reason sinned a lot his most and big one was riped before his season direction meant was south against his wind sailed north for ages sealed his mouth words were banned planted precious ones, no soil no sand gambled that coming after sunrise lost directions; no surprise foggy, misty complete vague neither white, nor black time passed all zones except for him hold his blood hold his breath until one day decided to give it a way for the first broken wings pass by but for his surprise the wading bird brought the sunrise the goggle-eyed suddenly moved their white for a day or two a week or two exactly he doesn't know but thought he owned the sun and kissed the moon! the past wont be tomorrow but remain a past just wonder, when you almost touch your heaven your remaining time goes so fast because sweet moment never last!
Anyone has known life in desert? anyone knows how hard it could be? or how does it look like?
The heat of the desert at day time is unbearable and indescribable! and the cold of the desert at night times, can go through your bones, leaving you trembling of every thing! Everything seems so wild! every thing is obviously so hard! it is where you feel isolated from anything related to modern civilization! and when you are alone in the heart of the desert, you got the feeling that you are alone with God on this realm! You talk to HIM directly! no need to whisper! you can shout, you can scream, you can calmly pray.. this desert makes you feel so calm, no matter how severely thunder can attack you, or wind can blow your remainings!
Every thing is open.. you can look as far as your eyes can see! you can do all things that are forbidden else where! no red lights.. no red lines.. you are totally free!!
Here, in the desert, like mining gold in most tough caves! you restore your spirit, but in the most rough environment! Here, you can celebrate the BIG RETURN OF YOU, in the least expected zone! no clouds to ban the sunbeam from warming your frozen heart! no clouds to cover the beautiful face of your moon that you wait all night to romance!
desert, if just you know what desert can mean to me, or do to me,, you can realize how much I enjoy the desert of my life... No matter how things can seem to appear behind,, because all precious things, are still a head!
She walk the difficult roads to take. she doesn't look backward! she does not look into eyes watching her! is it self-confidence, or hidden fear of her weak personality?! when you want to talk to her, she just leave you and walk! when is all alone, she start to talk! when she is among the crowd she laugh. yet appears careless, and behave tough! when she is within her loneliness she cry! can't stop her tears, no matter how often she try! She knows how much her beauty is desired. and she knows her desires long ago were fired! they were killed with no mercy! they were buried in the old forgotten cave, where memories were buried but never dead! She sits on the sand and draw with deaf words, she tries to bite the stones, she cries deep in her bones, she scream... try to redeem... bury her head in the sand, lift up her hand, her sky is just a black cloud, and her land is no more a land! how much a woman can suffer, live all her life just to offer, yet, no one seems to understand, No one may even try to understand!
The Egyptians are again struggling for a piece of bread! some are poor, some have money, but the government couldn't provide people with bread, even when used the army bakeries to produce more bread to Egyptian people! The sad story and worst example of it, when a man went to bring some bread for his kids, and after standing for hours waiting for his turn, he got nothing! Eventually the guy went to the nearest shop and bought some spaghetti and walked back home. he told his wife that spaghetti all what he could get for the kids! When his wife cooked the spaghetti and almost finished, he went secretly to the kitchen, and added some poison stuff to the meal! few minutes later, the mother and all kids were dead and the father was taken to the hospital with the rest of the family but was still alive! He was screaming at the doctors because they saved his life after all his family is gone to heaven!
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