It is an attempt to explore, pour my soul, free my spirit and squeeze my heart, to highlight brotherhood of man, and to purify true love, the common human language for all! [/I]
Bear with me when words are meaningless my feelings are never been in such a highness bear with me till I find my lost proper words it is a guilt for a beautiful feelings to be put in such a misshapenness bear with me when I am speechless my eyes too far to be looked through and my thoughts are in such a vagueness help me gather the lines of beauty whether sun-lines, or rainbow ones or those on your lips wiping my sadness be with me step by step hand in hand and listen to my whispers in heavenly calmness I am not a hesitant though I seem careless but I learnd my lesson and believe in patience I know your chest cant bear with your heart exactly as my heart cant cope with your love If you suffer impatience, I am already in madness If things measured by their results, it worth waiting for a moment, when times is a priceless trust me, our dawn is so approaching just bear with me, for our love must be the core of uniqueness!
Come closer, a little bit more! I need to feel your breath filling my lung! let me touch your silky hair gently, smoothly, 'cause I know you are such a fragile! two of my fingers playing with your ear, the other three, either shy or in such a fear! like stealing a precious thing of a virgin girl my five fingers become active running down touching your velvet back whereas your naked body is trembling and i wonder why?! the Innocent child in me begging with some fear she is totally naked and the rude moon still looking spotting his silver light on her precious parts close your legs tight cover your erected breasts with your hair she is wet all over she cant resist or fight she is all sweating though the gentle breeze spanking her bathing with the early morning dew from head to toes she looks blue smiling at me as her mouth is full of snow and you slightly draw and drew only that summer cloud is covering both of you! naked in front of each other wondering why not?! the truth is always naked too and you lean on her knee as she cover your naked body by hers all through somehow you the lips of both you becomes red, soft, wet, and all the way let! in such situations lovers love to surrender! when the power of muscles become useless and love takes over you allow your eye to steal a look at my naked part you dreamed of that last night and every passing night and your eyelash frozen your sight is no more a sight slowly, gently, smoothly you spread your ten fingers high almost touching your own sky burning your melting body as a candle burns a butterfly in such cases, it is useless to ask why! and only in such, you never can say sigh! now taking you hand in hand drawing your feet print on the sand heading to no man land 'cause the dream is ended and I remain watching your foot print on the sand!
"thanks God it is friday" the weekend is approaching already let us set time for our hearts to beat differently let us tell the moon that we will share the night let us tell the darkness we will steal some light allow some space for love to fill the place allow some time to remember, recall, wish, smile, allow the gentle breeze to pass through your nose and even toes my kisses is carried by that breeze if just you know how much I am eager to kiss the tips of your little finger and ....... leave love, the way it love underneath or above let it linger!
Will you please sense or see? In all your belongings I am searching me! I will give you the North Pole I will grant you the earth and all If you set me free! I will bring heaven to earth Give you my word and what it worth if you send me back to me your heart never good for love seed It doesn't beat, it doesn't bleed I better plant it among the sea I will give what it take for my freedom sake if just you agree I will give you any cloud clearly I say it loud if you just let it be can you sense or comprehend this heart never kneel to his knee it belongs to somewhere of that, I am well-aware So, let it be.. and set me free!
I confess I was true when I said I love you like no one ever did I did not cheat for a single heart beat I didn't change the rainbow colors I borrowed more time and extend hours I did not make the sky for you cry I did not lie, but kept the try I profess You killed the joy in me You confiscated all my flowers You put off the smile on my face You even didn't bother to replace You "crossed" love in front of my eyes You drank its blood and the rest was shed You mixed it with mud You made the ground under my feet All looked red Now that I said what I said The sad story from A to Z My mistake I gave and gave Because in love You never wait to take
Ride the high wave it is a sunny lovely day See the birds happily flying I almost know what they say look the butterfly enjoying your presence and long stay and the moon approaching silver light insighting lovely night inspiring love doesn't die like a butterfly but always come back in a different way enjoy the golden night even the clouds are white don't regret the black it is gone and wont be back if just you have some faith and for HIM pray! Almighty God is the greatest love Knows when to take and when to give isn't it enough that u still live?! appreciation is a healthy sign take what is yours, and leave me mine fair enough, and really fine stretch your legs the way you want but don't forget the simple line! no matter how you cry what you frankly say or imply curse the moon or damn the sky grieve all day and all night sigh life is simpler than that if just you try!
Show me the fourth dimension, of your unique mind, since i have already known the third dimension of your smile all i have known so far, too much to mention incomparable, beyond comprehension you are all the women in one! yet, I never dreamed of making love with you because that is exactly the sin desiers never come from a heart of a man, but the mind is the one! and you seemed to me, pure mind with unlimited limits the smarter you appear, the more mysterious you become, not to me, but to so many of them now you blame it on him!! since you captivated his heart, you captured his thought and confiscated all his limited dimensions! again, you complain! and you suffer without feeling pain you suffer the huge love he surrounded you with the poor man used all his weapons and forgot to reserve the mercy shot! but.. with a smart woman, the rules of the game are always different... and the poor man, never were sufficient So, it is not a matter of regret! and not a mistake to forgive, or forget! now, you are paying back! not his high value your lose, when you neglected the wisdom! and it is your turn, to lose all your dimensions and trends in addition to some close friends whether you cry, or keeping the sigh, asking why, the answer is no answer! and you cant get the time to run back you will remain prisoned in your corner wishing to breath with all your lung all your colours became black and your candles are off for long! once upon a time, I loved your mind! I confess! I left every thing behind, but you were worthless! that is why, making love with you is a sin! not because the features of your body changed, but because the line between wisdom and insanity, is so thin! at the crucial moment, your smart mind, couldn't tell! now, I pity you, for not being able to tell "heaven from hell"
I think I will court Ms. B. she has a great body, sexy, nice fingers, beautiful lips, rounded erected breasts and such a sweet smile! But she is not that educated! well then, why not consider Ms. C.?! she is fun to be with, nice legs, simple, spontaneous, kind hearted and easy to be with! ohh I forgot to mention Ms. D. she is open minded, educated, smart, family oriented, well cultured? and for sure u wont be obliged to buy her a little of rice since it is given only for the sick now adays due to the crazy prices! neither she will ask you to drive her in your car since oil is will be served only during unique occasions!! but...she is very conservative!! may be i will suffer with her on a later stage of the relationship! ohh there must be something in between... Ms. F. she is financially stable, not educated but open minded and willing to travel and learn! she has nice butts, sexy, nice long black hair like a piece of your forever lasting night! and she accept anything and can easily be satisfied?!! but i remember Ms. S. oh yes Ms. S. she is romantic, high standard of qualifications as a lady, emotionally stable, physically attractive, not talkative, never complains, God fearing, very understanding and willing to accept what ever you offer! hmmm but..when i think of Ms. L. oh yes Ms. L. is very young, she might even be still virgin! oh yes, she must be! and young... too young that would make you feel 20 years younger, and might even be surprised by your performance with her to the extent that you would do it without any more need for any viagra! "laughing stupidly within self for the idea of making love with no need for a viagra!" yes!! she might be the one if i haven't remembered now Ms. (A-Z) and suddenly you feel your self wet as a result of remembering all these ladies, you got up from your bed to clean yourself, and thus, end your dream!
where are the lines of our freedom, when we are either committed or about to be?! and have you ever had the feeling that you hardy breathing sinking of love? would you reach the moment that you seek your freedom from the one you love, saying please give me the chance to miss you, long for you, think of you, wish your presence beside me? Would sinking in love be similar to sinking in a wild merciless ocean that might take a way your breath? would you reach a moment that you seek a break from your beloved one just to examine your feelings while you are totally free, and only then you can decide whether your decision of being committed to her/him is right or wrong? Do we think of all the consequences related to commitment when the fire of love is burning the core of our hearts? Do we tell the truth and nothing but the Truth while we court someone or react to someone courting us, so that we guarantee that there will not be any regrets at a later stage? simply, how transparent are we during the period of time we spend telling the other side how much we love her/him and that our love is an eternal one?! Do we really give the biggest role to our hearts during th courtship period of time, and as soon as we get what we want, we turn out to give the biggest role to our mind thinking of every bits and pieces,feeling even lazy to compromise? and, the big question is, do commitment and love walk along step by step all the way through? and if the answer is yes, what is the problem then???
sitting right in the corner! usually i hates corners! they simply make me feel that my chances of finding a suitable path, is very limited! watching TV as if there is an astonishing news coming to break the silence! opposite to the window! my favorite window where i can see the beautiful face of the moon, when ever it is full! that night the moon didn't appear! i felt bad about it! for a moment, i felt the moon didn't appear for two months or a bit longer! but of course not all we feel is true, specially when it is against the nature of things! still sitting in the same corner and wondering! wondering and waiting! and i hate to wait!! the worst of it when you wait without you knowing exactly what you are waiting for! all I conclude, that i no more love this pink colours of my walls! and i realized that I'm no more like comfortable in my cloths, and may be i should through a way all my shoes! how wonderful if i could walk on the soft sound without them! even if the sand is not soft, so what?! might be wounded? bleeding? also so what?! doesn't make a big difference in my life if my feet bleed a bit when my heart is bleeding ever since my eyes seen the light! so, let it be! however i feel the pain, without being wounded yet! and all of the sudden my moon appeared again! without thinking, I stood up. run to the window, as if i were going to hug my moon which was lost since my memory started working! But...strange feeling! the moon is no more the moon i waited for ever since i felt i am twinned with! this moon doesn't break the clouds into pieces making his way to show his beautiful face! this moon no more bright with his silver light! this moon is colourless! faceless! light less, fading as if he is shy to show his real face! this moon doesn't look like a moon any more! it is a ruin of cheap art that that attracts your attention but only to the bitter reality! and this reality is just another form of bubbles! this face is so strange! and I cant recognize it any more! all i can recall about it, is the real ugly face of this moon!
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well then, why not consider Ms. C.?! 
she is fun to be with, nice legs, simple, spontaneous, kind hearted and easy to be with! 
ohh I forgot to mention Ms. D. she is open minded, educated, smart, family oriented, well cultured? and for sure u wont be obliged to buy her a little of rice since it is given only for the sick now adays due to the crazy prices! neither she will ask you to drive her in your car since oil is will be served only during unique occasions
!! but...she is very conservative!! may be i will suffer with her on a later stage of the relationship! 
ohh there must be something in between... Ms. F. she is financially stable, not educated but open minded and willing to travel and learn! she has nice butts, sexy, nice long black hair like a piece of your forever lasting night! 
but i remember Ms. S. oh yes Ms. S. 
