Wireless Feelings! Aug 3, 2007 5:24 am 983 Views technology has served us! it has made the world somehow smaller, made our feelings spread all over the world, made someone who is thousands of miles is approachable, gave us a unique opportunities to find the best quality of people! Yet, since there is a tax on every thing, we are paying the tax of our feelings, falling for someone who is in the other part of the world! and we fell under the mercy of these wires in front of us, because they are the mean of communication that link us with our beloved one! No wire, no heart beat! No wire, no opportunity to see the sweet smile drawn on ur sweetheart's face! No wire, you wouldn't even be able to feel you belong to this world! My wish...if i may have a wish...is, to develop means of communications, that carry my feelings with no more need for these wires, wherever my sweetheart is! I am dreaming of Wireless feelings of love! 2 Comments

The Thread That Made All My Group Members Mad! Jul 20, 2007 9:08 am 1328 Views Some days ago, I wrote a thread that was titled "FFF blogs are no more Fun" The main idea of that thread was to express my feelings and thoughts and even wishes, to have more creative blogs, and readers can benefit from! I know that blogging is not that specialized art of writing, and mostly bloggers are not even professional ones, but at the same time, i believe that there must be a limit to how law a blog can be, and an open ceiling for its quality! Writers have lead nations to all sort of prosperous civilizations! and a good writer can be "positively" more effective than politicians, world leaders or even decision makers that affect our daily life with their decisions! As I told one good friends of mine, that I even at my group, "FreeSpirits" group expected and aimed at intellectual people who can attract others by their quality not by their stories of flirtation! It is true that FFF is a dating site, but it is also true that there are members of all kind of human beings according to their cultures and different way of thinking, beside mentality differences! Being a member of FFF for more than 6 years now, allowed me to see some successful love stories, but thousands of other sad stories that ended up with broken hearts! And I do believe that the nature of relationships created over the net, faced so many problems and obstacles as a result of misunderstanding, or misinterpreting people to each other! What is the role of bloggers in such cases? Isn't it to lead the others who only read and advise them to the best way of mutual understanding? Instead of that, we find bloggers who either looking for a shoulder to cry on because their lovers appeared to be fake ones, bloggers who write on anything and every thing just to keep the record a bit advanced space wise, bloggers who flirt online just to gain more readers and can compete to appear of the top ten list of the main blogging page, and even some ladies who write on any thing just to have a wider space of FFF to show their legs or lips, so that they appear on the most seen list! And I must admit here, that I don't generalize the issue! There are some very good writers in FFF. very creative ones and very intellectual people, whom you wait to read for! I was astonished for the reaction of some of my group members, who felt that they were meant by my thread! and they fired back, without being pointed at! It is true that a reader has the choice what to read and what not to read, but it is also very true that a writer must NOT insult our intelligence as readers by wasting our time on reading how much they miss each other when they are alone in bed and how cold their beds are without their partners, or how they wish to have their partners while they shower....etc! As a reader, I did not allow myself to inter your bedroom, so why would u bring your bedroom or your beloved girl bra and panties to my thoughts when am just looking for a piece of art to enjoy reading?! I am sorry for all those who felt bad because of my thread! sorry for them not because i have written something wrong, but because they couldn't get my point when i was only emphasizing on the importance of quality! God bless you all 13 Comments

FreeSpirits Group! Mar 7, 2007 4:19 pm 1356 Views I haven't written any blog for so long in here. which made some of the people who used to read for me, send me some remark and inquiring why i stopped bloging! and the answer is simple! Some of my friends, and me, have created a special group, at the FFF groups. We named it "FreeSpirits" . I know am not being inspired as much as before, but i still write from time to time. but all my blogs became new threads at the FreeSpirits group. I must say that I am very proud of of my group family members who are very decent, intellectual, creative, responsibl and fun, at the same time. I have no doubt that we will be the best example of the creative groups soon! thanks for reading this short blog, and don't hesitate to have a look at the FreeSpirits! 12 Comments

McDonald and Muslems! Feb 4, 2007 2:40 pm 1352 Views I hate to write about any topic that might distinguish between human beings or creates a sensitive reactions between people! On the contrary, any one knows me well, or have read any of my blogs, would find out easily, that I am always after the equality of people and brotherhood of man, as sold principals in my life! In spite of that, some people who were chatting in the ELR, have asked me if i had read the post of McDonald titled: "The Inhuman Treatment Of All Women By Islam Men", and urged me to read it, if I haven't done so yet! Having read this topic, I would like to use my right as an FFF member to comment on it: 1. The whole issue reflects a clear ignorance at mcdonald of the real Islam. 2. Not only Ignorance, but misunderstanding of the Islam teaching to human beings. 3. mcdonald was referring to a TV program that raised the issue in the USA, and I am wondering, why he did not reply to that program, and why would he involve a site like Filipino Friend Finder, in such a pure American problem?! 4. Mcdonald allowed himself, to be the godfather of all Filipinos, to warn them from Muslim people, as if the filipinos were ignorant people and needed his explanations! 5. mcdonald lied to the fact by saying there is only 1 verse of the Koran that mentioned women. and the truth is that the Koran is consisting of 114 "sora" which each of them is a separate holly book and each of them is named separately. one of them is named "WOMEN" to emphasize on the importance of women in Islam, which even men did not have the same equality to have a separate "sora" like women! In spite of that, women mentioned in all the 114 "sora" that the Koran is consisting of! 6. mcdonald mentioned an organization raising fund to some Muslim women. That is a pure american issue! whether you raise money or you don't, who obliged you to do so?! 7. Many Muslim countries specially of the Middle East, also volunteer for needy people all over the world, and American people also are benefiting from the financial aids payed by Middle Eastern countries! "Remember the Qatar's financial aid to the victims of 9/11"! 8. Mcdonald appeared to be a man that is full of hatred towards Muslims, regardless whether they are innocents or criminals. This hatred made him generalize his judgments over the nearly 2 billion Muslims all over the world, including filipino Muslims! 9. There are 2 different things when talking about Middle Eastern Societies; A- Islam Religion and its impact over people; B- Traditions which is even older than Islam itself, and their greater impact over people! That is to the extent that if traditions contradict with Islam teaching, the majority of people still consider traditions rather than Islam teaching! therefore you might find very civilized Muslims, and you might find people acting like 200 years ago still! What I want to conclude from stating this, that Islam should not be blamed for all actions by someone who just were born by Muslim parents! 10. Mcdonald by writing his blog, reflected the face of some ignorant people, who really need to be educated before they dare write about something that they don't know and they don't understand! The problem of such people, that they are treating themselves badly without knowing what they are doing! If you just attack some innocent people who committed no crime, means you are urging such innocent people to hate you and fire back! So, such people are creating their enemies, and then they come back to shout and yield blaming the Islam for their own faults! 11. I am writing this blog, just to make things clear, and advise some members of the FFF not to be driven by such blogs of McDonald just to laugh and make fun of the other nations! 12. We as Muslims, respect all other nations, and respect all other religions, not only this but we strongly believe that human beings are free to warship whatever they think is right and correct and at the same time answers to the human brain thoughts. 12. We also don't hate the American people! On the contrary, we believe the Americans are a great nation that lead the world to so many success towards human prosperity! And at the same time, we may not agree for all the American Administration's conclusions and decisions, but we never make that as a reason to hate the American people themselves! 7 Comments

Again....Running Deep Inside! Nov 19, 2006 4:02 pm 1454 Views I was thinking of a definition for nowadays realism. I thought it was clear to me, to the extent that i thought i were so much linked to it! But I found out that sometimes you need Reaumer thermometer to measure the reality of nowadays realism! I am not a recalcitrant, but I think I understood now , how ridiculous life can be! And instead of trying to touch this vagueness as a riddle, and because i am not ready to follow this vane, I think I just need to repatriate my soul and renovate it! It is not a repentance, but just a try to redeem it if it is redeemable! Sorry if this means nothing to you, but I assure you that it means something to someone somewhere in the globe! 9 Comments

Images Not To BE Explored 2 (ARDASH)! Nov 12, 2006 4:41 pm 1464 Views Ardash is not a new disease like birds flue, and it is not is not the name of the pain in the \bass\b, it is much worse! it is a chatter with that handle name, saw him in the ELR threatening a filipina girl who works in Lebanon that he will chase her name and location thru the immigration because he works there as he claimed.... just because he wanted to meet her , and the poor girl has got a b/f and is loyal to her love! how ugly the picture! how sore the taste! how cruel life can be, when u beg such a dirt not to hurt u just because u r being loyal to the person u love! For all the girls who chat in the ELR... if u meet ARDASH, avoid him! he is not a dirt but worse! he is not without a dignity , but never heard of a dignity at all... he is not a man or related to manhood! ARDASH is something u can't describe! may be there are many other Ardashs in FFF, but he is just the worst example of all! God bless all the ladies who are feeling homesick and still face such circumstances in order to provide a piece of bread of a kid they left behind, or a helpless lover somewhere! 7 Comments

Late Night Heat! Oct 19, 2006 3:22 pm 1471 Views I have forgotten about the time. Not sure how long it is going to take before dawn comes! But I know it is late! Darkness has been surrounding me for hours and hours! Felt like ages here in the dark! Nothing but darkness broken by the light of my PC screen and the light of my cigarettes burning and filling the space of smoke! Turn around.. look left side... right side... look behind... nothing, but the silent walls squeezing my existence! Go to bed? Not bad idea! that is where people normally normally end, whether their nights are long or short! that is where all tired people wait to be, in order to rest! that is where ill people ask to be, in order to eliminate their pains! that is where all lovers whisper to each other pointing at, when the precious moments comes! that is where you ease your head and release it from all sort of thoughts that occupying your whole life! that is where you can be with yourself, or with someone you never were obliged to have! So! what is wrong in in going to your bed, when you see the white lines of the dawn breaking the darkness of you black night? something calling within you! something whispering into your desires! something exploding all around! the sleeping feelings are awake! the punished organs are punishing you! the neglected feelings are no more fake! the decency covering your face all the day, has a break! looking at your cold bed.. looks ugly being without a warmth of a lady, no matter how costly that bed was! looking at your velvet pillow, looks frozen without the warmth of a woman breath! woman breath?? can you imagine how does it sound to think of a woman breath, at the late night, when your loneliness is all you got in your entire existence? hit the wall with you tiny hand! smash the face of sky if you can reach it! shout loud if any hears you! dig the floor with both feet to make sure your limbs still move! even your fingers at the wall.. come down slowly ... spreading in an exhausted move... drawing a shadow of a female! your eyes looking every movement of the the trees outside...thinking it is a dancing female! you almost lost your reason, thinking could it be that your screen would sympathy with you and give a birth of a female! can you imagine when nothing in the entire world occupy your head and heart except a female? that is your the case... that is the case, when you experience late night heat! 12 Comments

Blogs Chat Room! Oct 15, 2006 4:08 am 1476 Views I was thinking,as I was reading some blogs, and having my coffee.. Where are these nice people who keep on blogging? why we don't see them in regular chat rooms? and if we see some of them, why do we talk differently? The idea is, there are real creative nice people, members of FFF and regular bloggers! they are very gifted and talented! But there is no forum for them to meet and chat! Why there isn't a room like the Gallery, for example, for those creative people to meet, and discuss issues, experiences, thoughts, own problems, seek an advice, talk serious in all aspects! It is pity that we only see their pics and hardly meet them! how i wish, we can make this more creative! 6 Comments

Images Not To Be Explored! (1) Oct 13, 2006 5:38 am 1507 Views She comes frequently to the ELR! but mainly after midnight at her place time! She keeps chasing guys, one after to the other, spreading her YM ID. In particular, she concentrate on those who are younger than her! How desperate! How pitiful! I tried to find her an excuse! tried to understand! tried to imagine how life can be cruel for some normal people, and how cruel some people can be, to themselves! why would one needs to under-estimate him/herself?! why would one put him/herself in such a cheap situation! The image is very clear, and there is nothing to explore! 11 Comments

The Hopeless Love! Oct 8, 2006 2:22 pm 1525 Views This time it is short.. shorter than just a note! I love you endlessly.. knowing that i am in a different boat! sailing the opposite direction.. with words that not leaving my throat! i hate to say goodbye.. or even ask ...why! will sing for the birds.. rather than being misery and cry! will kiss the face of the moon.. rather than keeping say "sigh"! will touch the top of highness.. rather than living on a lie! will gather all the colors of roses.. and recolor face of my sky! will write for all the lovers.. rather than keeping asking why! will spread my kiss over the hopeless children.. no reason to reason or justify! I love you, I admit... more than you could take in, i don't deny! the hopeless love is a chapter... in a legend, I tell, without feeling shy! 8 Comments

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