I met a guy a few weeks ago. We kissed and had sex for a few nights. I really liked being with him. Now we just keep in touch via e-mail and occassional phone calls. But, I'm always the one initiating the commmunication. I can tell, he's just not that in to me anymore. I should just let go, but a part of me wants to hang on...and keep in touch. But, by keeping in touch, I know it will only lead to more heartache. I've been down this road before with other guys, so I'm familiar with the routine. I wish I knew how to just leave the moment we once had as a happy one, and move on from there...but a part of me still wants more. oh hum!
When I go to the movies with my friend he always does the same things that bother me. I don't mind if he talks during the movie, but I do mind if he says things that spoil the movie. He likes to predict what will happen next in a scene we are watching, and he will loudly announce his prediction. For example, if it is a scary movie, he will say out loudly "oh, I bet someone is hiding in that closet and is going to jump out!" And, wouldn't you know? Someone does jump out of the closet. And I do not feel scared or surprised by the movie, because my friend has ruined the scene. I have told him to stop doing that, but he doesn't listen to me. I need to remind myself next time that I shouldn't go see movies with him anymore. It isn't worth seeing movies with him.
My New Year's resolution is to do new and exciting things for this new year. So far, I've met some very nice people here on FFF...so I guess that was one new and exciting thing of done. I've also helped my mother take down her Christmas decorations, and I've spent time visiting family members. But those aren't new things, nor would I consider those to be extremely exciting things either. Perhaps I should be more specific in my goals, and I'll be able to work toward them better. Hmmmm... I don't want to make the goal difficult to attain, so keeping the goal vague provides some room for mistakes. I'm usually fel happiest when I feel as though I've brightened someone else's day. So, that will be my goal. To be much more friendlier and to smile at strangers. I'll start with you ... if you're reading this right now, this smile is for you!
My new year's resolution? I will find the love of my life! And it probably you, reading this post right now! Let me know if you're the one, and we can get together.
Here I am with my dog named Brodie and my cat named Evo. I'm not sure if they're as excited as I am about Christmas coming soon, but I'm glad I have them with me. Brodie is my little Pekingese dog and Evo is a black cat. I just got them this year from a friend of mine who could not longer take care of them. So this will be Brodie, Evo, and my first Christmas all together. I've had other pets many years ago. I don't know why, but I become so attached to them. They are like family to me. Yet, pets don't live as long as people do. Now that I think about it... I really do miss the pets I used to have long ago, and how I had them with me during Christmas's in the past. Now I feel sad. I'm not excited about Christmas anymore.
For no apparent reason, I decided to make a trip to where I was born in Minnesota in the United States. You see, I currently live in Florida, US, and I have too much idle time on my hands. So, I was feeling antsy, and wanted to see snow. When I flew into Minnesota, the temperature was at freezing and there was snow everywhere. I got a rental car and checked into a hotel. OK, I saw the snow ... now what do I do. I had made no plans. I don't really know anyone in Minnesota anymore because I was 7 years old when our family moved to Florida. But there was one person I knew that was there ... my Grandma. She died last year, and she's now buried at a cemetary. Once I got to her grave, I really didn't know what to do, other than shiver & shake from the cold. I only wish I could've given her a gift of flowers to lay on her grave. But I had no gift to bring (pa-rump-a-pum-pum). So, I made her an angel in the snow!
My new year's resolution? I will find the love of my life! And it probably you, reading this post right now! Let me know if you're the one, and we can get together. 
