I am going to give the moderator position of the Men Seeking Men Group over to someone else. But, I'm letting the members of the group decide who that person will be.
I feel I have been moderator long enough, and now is the time to pass along the responsibility to someone else.
So, if you're member of the MSM group, and you haven't voted yet in the election poll, please click this link --> Elect Your New Moderator! and cast your vote.
.......... If you're a member of the MSM Group, then ... Click this link below > Elect Your New Moderator! < and please vote for the new Men Seeking Men Group Moderator yuri88.................... Election results will be announced on December 31, 2008.
And when I feel happy... I always break into a song:
Now Think of the happiest things It's the same as having wings Let's all try it just once more Look we're rising off the floor Jiminy Oh my We can fly You can fly We can fly
Think of a wonderful thought Any merry little thought Think of Christmas, think of snow Think of sleighbells off you go Like reindeers in the sky You can fly You can fly You can fly
Think of the happiest things That's the same as having wings Think of paths that moonbeams make If the moon is still awake You'll see him wink his eye You can fly You can fly You can fly
Off you go with a hi and ho To the stars beyond the moon There's a Neverland waiting for you Where all your happy dreams come true Every dream that you dream will come true
When there's a smile in your heart There's no better time to start Think of all the joy you'll find When you leave the world behind And bid your cares goodbye You can fly You can fly You can fly You can fly You can fly
I'm waitering in a restaurant, and I come home so tired every day now. I don't get to spend as much time on FFF as I used to anymore
Yesterday, I had rough day. One customer left me no tip, and I don't know why. And I had another customer whose credit card was denied and she couldn't pay her bill.
Maybe this is a sign of the times here in the USA. Our current president has made our economy take a nose-dive, and people are now feeling the pinch.
It's a big celebration day in the USA today. And what am I going to do? I have no idea yet. Maybe I'll see the fireworks display in the evening. I do know I will visit some of my family members. I guess this day has a lot of significant history to it, but I never did well in History class in school. So, I can't really tell you much. I'm sure you can Google search if you are really that interested. People just light a lot of fireworks, and have barbeques with family on this day. And everyone has the day off from work.
This weekend my town is having their annual gay pride parade & celebration. I'm looking forward to it. Do they have this every year where you live? What is gay pride, you may ask?
Gay pride or LGBT pride refers to a world wide movement and philosophy asserting that lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender individuals should be proud of their sexual orientation and gender identity. Gay pride advocates work for equal "rights and benefits" for LGBT people. The movement has three main premises: that people should be proud of their sexual orientation and gender identity, that sexual diversity is a gift, and that sexual orientation and gender identity are inherent and cannot be intentionally altered. Marches celebrating Pride (pride parades) are celebrated worldwide. Symbols of LGBT pride include the rainbow flag, the Greek lambda symbol, and the pink as well as black triangles reclaimed from their past use.
Although I had never met a Filipino in real life, I will never forget the first time I saw Paolo Montalban on television. It was 1997 and he was in a made-for-tv movie called "Cinderella." When he sings the song "Do I Love You Because You're Beautiful?" I feel like he's singing it to me. He makes my heart melt like buttah ! I could watch this movie over & over again. And thus, my love for Filipinos began all because of my crush on Paolo Montalban.
. I am what I am I am my own special creation. So come take a look, Give me the hook or the ovation. It's my world that I want to take a little pride in, My world, and it's not a place I have to hide in. Life's not worth a damn, 'Til you can say, "Hey world, I am what I am."
I am what I am, I don't want praise, I don't want pity. I bang my own drum, Some think it's noise, I think it's pretty. And so what, if I love each feather and each spangle, Why not try to see things from a diff'rent angle? Your life is a sham 'til you can shout out loud I am what I am!
I am what I am And what I am needs no excuses. I deal my own deck Sometimes the ace, sometimes the deuces. There's one life, and there's no return and no deposit; One life, so it's time to open up your closet. Life's not worth a damn 'til you can say, "Hey world, I am what I am!"
ARTIST: Jerry Herman TITLE: I Am What I Am "La Cage Aux Folles" 1984 Tony Award for Best Musical 1984 Tony Award for Best Original Score by Jerry Herman 1984 Tony Award for Best Book of a Musical by Harvey Fierstein 2005 Tony Award for Best Revival of a Musical
Well... I don't know how to explain this. I won't say any names, but I got a nasty e-mail from someone here on FFF because they were upset about my previous post. I was reprimanded for having sex! And I was even asked what my dead lover from 2001 must be thinking about all this. All I can say to this FFF man is "I'm sorry i'm not the virgin you expected me to be." I'm 44 years old, I've been gay my whole life, so of course, I've had and do have sex from time to time. Not as often as I'd like to have, but it does happen! I'm also sorry to inform you that I'm not saving myself for you. I'm not saving myself for anyone. If I'm horney, and I want to get my rocks off, I'm going to do it. Perhaps you would live a better life as a Catholic priest, but I am not a priest. I'm not an angel, I'm not a saint, ... I'm just me. What you see is what you get. I appreciate having FFF friends. I enjoy engaging in meaningful conversations and learning so much about people on the opposite side of the Earth from me. But to reprimand me for being who I am, or place unreasonable expectations on me,... well, that hurts my feelings.
I met a guy a few weeks ago. We kissed and had sex for a few nights. I really liked being with him. Now we just keep in touch via e-mail and occassional phone calls. But, I'm always the one initiating the commmunication. I can tell, he's just not that in to me anymore. I should just let go, but a part of me wants to hang on...and keep in touch. But, by keeping in touch, I know it will only lead to more heartache. I've been down this road before with other guys, so I'm familiar with the routine. I wish I knew how to just leave the moment we once had as a happy one, and move on from there...but a part of me still wants more. oh hum!