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This is the small bits of stories all about the thriving for happiness, life and love of an average, everyday, sane, psycho, half engage, supergoddess Maria Celeste Cale. Welcome to my little sanctuary.
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auf weidersehen
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Jan 24, 2006 10:41 am
Mood: cynical,
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-is grey winter feeling
-is time standing still
eyes meet in wondering, mutely revealing,
thoughts without words;
heart with out will
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mga bato sa paa ko
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Jan 24, 2006 8:33 am
Mood: confused,
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Isa sa pinakamagandang gagawin ko sa panahon ng lungkot ay tumakbo sa kabatuhan ng Batanggas. Andun ang walang kamuwang muwang na kaibigan kong si Rachael. Namimiss ko na rin ang inaanak ko at saka yung malamig na simoy ng hangin kapag gabi at yung sunset na humahalik sa horizon ng anilao at syempre ang pinaka gusto ko sa lahat ang maraming bato sa lugar na iyon.
Marami akong ikwekwento sa kaibigan ko, at siya naman gaya ng dati walang kaopiopinyong nakikinig lamang. Kahit papaano nakakaramdam ako ng peace of mind sa kanya 
Mag uusap kami tungkol sa aksidenteng lab layp ko, sa future ng inaanak kong si Kyla, at sa darating niyang kasal ka Louie. Parang kalian lang gusto kong ampunin si Kyla at sobrang namumrublema kami kung paano itatago si Kyla sa mga magulang niya, o di kaya ang walang pirmihan niyang trabaho (kasi minsan ang tanga tanga niya gaya ko)
Sana kagaya ni Rachael maging ok na lahat sa akin. Para makita ko ang sarili kong masaya at malaya habang nakayapak sa batuhan.Wahhhhhhhh!!!
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tatooed n my mind
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Jan 24, 2006 8:06 am
Mood: crushed,
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Oh, yesterday I was feeling safe
All I do today is trying to be brave
And no melody can seem to soothe my mind
And now I curse you for being so sweet and so kind.
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M-------->e 2dei
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Jan 23, 2006 5:11 am
Mood: numb,
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A face that takes no stand.
Without conflict.
Without loss.
A conquering tribe.
eleven inches tall.
subject.
object.
not a verb.
acted upon.
finite.
A body without holes.
No way in. No way out.
not angry, not wild,
not laughing, not sad,
not crazy, not loud,
not horny, not mean,
not smart, not witty,
not sarcastic, not old,
not alive, not moving,
not still, not brave,
not scared, not worried,
not strong, not talking,
not smiling, not frowning,
not scarred, not healing.
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Unwritten Letter #1
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Jan 23, 2006 4:51 am
Mood: gloomy,
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nightfall we're brushing past your town
destination not you my one
the driver doesn't know way down
how deep these bright-eyed feelings run
i've no intention of confessing today
i need to make distance a while
but miles don't make your image fade
they don't erase this secret smile
everything reminds me
wet grey gold-lit streets
shop displays near-lovers meet
i feel the grasp of your hand still
this your face now in the glass
breathing whisper what is this
bent so close we nearly kiss
although we never will
strange that there's no hurtful need
used to be my only sign
on my mind would make me bleed
why is it that i'm feeling fine
why is it this warmth within
no candlelight that causes burn
memories of you begin
well welcome friends
glad you've returned
everything reminds me
music surging bedroom dance
crazy spinning sultry glance
i inhale your presence still
these your arms of daring grace
encircle me, what pact is made
desire is your masquerade
want me you never will
you gave me truth
i chose illusion
now we are used to this confusion
but i know
yes i know
this story has to end
never groped for a connection
never hoped for more affection
for i know
i know i am your friend
only your friend
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CRACKER
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Jan 20, 2006 4:22 am
Mood: restless,
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My being wackonomania was paid off today. I cant take off my thought about upgrading a certain program (gessssh!!! for years I’ve been using the same PC program long before Einstein was not yet born)
I found the old program CD that my officemate gave me few months ago. Actually I’ve installed it before but the heck program was asking for some activation code which I have no idea where to get. For few more minutes of thinking, I remember what our hacked editor told before. He never installed the program through installation wizard way. Instead he open all the folder content and manually installed. It pops out my mind that there must be some crack code in each folder.
VIOLA! I found a crack folder! Bust heck as I open it there’s no cracking code but a so called DAT unknown file. What am I supposed to do with this?! It took me few more minutes to figure it out I check the installed program file and I saw the same DAT file which somehow makes me feel “there’s something familiar about you” perhaps this is a soulmate familiar thing with the DAT files at crack folder. For one last hopeless attempt, I drag those DAT file in installed program file replaced the old familiar DAT file, open the program again and see if I can used it and don’t ask activation code anymore (program must be my ex, very demanding! ) DADANNNNNN! No more activation was asked! I can perfectly used it now! YEHEY! Now I proved again that persistence pays off. And wow I never thought there’s a silly adventure just within my seat. I like it  feeling like Neo girl in Matrix! Lols!
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===0 ----* -bEsS!nG- *--- 0===
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Jan 20, 2006 4:15 am
Mood: giggly,
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B: Jan kb haws nyu..? Tawagan kta bukas.
C: Oo nand2 ako bu#%$ na b#^& at lubog na lubog sa tsunaming likha ko.
B: Tsk! Ac0 din nga. Bukas mghahanap buhay kbA? Kc aAnyayahan sna kita. Kun dman mgkta tau ng hating gbi kgaya ng nkagawian pgusapan nten an tsunami mo. Nga pla hhahanap ka ng tiyahin co.
C: Blessi musta ka na? miss na kita! Kung ako tatanungin mo pareho na tayong dagang namamahay nagresign na ako!
B: Anak ng tal0ng! BinaBaTi kta! Kelangan yan ng selebrasy0n! Bukas an simula ng kasiyaHan!!! Antayin mu an pakikipanayam co sau sa telep0n0.. At dahil jan karapat dapat kang tUmangGap ng regal0 ..
C: Heheheh Pinakamagandang reglo na ibbigay mo ay idasal mo na lang ako na maging masipag. 
B: Oo naman talentado ka kaya hindi ka mababakante.
C: Cge aghan mo twag mo kasi ktatawag lang my coverage daw kami bukas. Tapos kitakits tayo linggo magpapaklunod tayo sa tuwa at pareho na tayong mga dagang namamahay na masaya!
B: O sya, sya. Sbe co sau endE mabAbakante byuTi mu. Hehe
C: Yikes! low batt na off n naman cel!! Grrrrrrr
Miss na talaga kita Matti wala na akong mapagtawanan kahit yung corning txt messeges ng kapatid ko di parin ako makangiti 
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Learn to Fly
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Jan 19, 2006 6:38 am
Mood: hopeful,
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Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me
Get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
Cos this one is a lie
We sat around laughing
And watch the last one die
I’m looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something help me burn out bright
I’m looking for complications
Looking cos I’m tired of lying
Make my way back home
When I learn to fly
Think I’m done nursing the patience
I can wait one night
I’d give it all away
If you give me one last try
We live happily ever trapped
If you just save my life
Run and tell the angels
That everything is all right
Fly along with me
I can’t quite make it alone
Try to make this life my own
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Wandering In Rain
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Jan 18, 2006 10:33 pm
Mood: cold,
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It’s raining again.
I guess I’ll be hunting things again
A sanctuary to forget
A concealing laugh
A carefree attitude
And another mantra of being positive
Just like my usual dreams
Of keeping my self running away
Not scared
Just running away endlessly
Keep searching for temporary
D e s t i n a t i o n
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another dragon ball caught
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Jan 16, 2006 10:04 pm
Mood: happy,
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YEHEY!!!
I submit my work and Im paid!
Another dragonball collected!
Hapi Hap Time! Who wants to go with me? My treat! 
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!
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