I have been several places around the world and I have experience much more than the majority of people in the this world will experience or will have the chance to experience. I have done a lot and have a lot more experience to go through I am sure. I think I have a good handle on who I am and what my particular role is as I relate to others in the world. So when someone ask me what do you think about fff, I usually have good comments. Until I got this huge reality check!
I am very often in the chat rooms and I am usually blogging on a pretty consistant basis. Even without this knowledge, lets just say that I know when someone is cool(like I am), and corny like this guy that I am going to compair to me. I realize that maybe this site is either corny(which it really is) or I am that kid that doesn't get invited by the cool people to the party! Well I guess I should expect that but no, I am Big Poppi the world must be crazy. So I went to this guys profile to see what the deal was and check out the numbers.
I have 4 winks now un dos tres quadro, 4. I have 182 friends in my friends network and maybe 50 or so are not active. Lastly I have a blog that averages about a 100 views and maybe 5 to 10 respnses. Yes these numbers are sad and I am still proud to say I am the man(I got the pride of a Spanard). This other guy, has over 100 winks , has 909 people in his friends network, of which I didn't notice one that was not active. and his blog shall go unmentioned. Wow, this is crazy.
I guess I know why all those girls that I sent invites too that niether accept or deny them but accepted this clowns invite, I know why, i guess I need a new group of friends. Thanks for reading take care and God bless Biggs
Despite all the controversey and all the doughters and haters, read the score; Los Lakers 100 Spurs 92 Western Conference Champions!!! Yeah Baby. Now its time to go on to the finals and show why Kobe Bryant is the mvp, Go lakers!!! take care all and God bless, your friend, Biggs
Hello guys and dolls, ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, muchachos y muchachas, amigos y amigas, kaibigans, guest neighbors, friends and associates, Welcome to the blog of Big_Poppi, thank you, thank you, thank you, you are far too kind!!! Lets not waste any more time being formal but get right to the percedings this evening.
I write blogs. Some short, some not so short. I write some for me and some for the attention of others and still others to keep ideas fresh in my mind and to hear others thoughts about subjects that I know about or am curious about. I have been doing this for sometime when I decided to give it a quites before, maybe two years ago. I changed my mind and so I blog.
It has occured to me that a lot of people on this and many other sites would like for bloggers to think that they are intellegent, or wise, something else? why is that, I mean besides the obvious flirty guy who respondes to the air head girl and tells her she's so smart comments, why are we responding so offen to others bloggs, we are all smart? i don't think so.
You see I could say just about anything in this blog and most of you would never know anything about it. I guess if I want to share a great idea or thought with you all acully i better get some really sexy pis n post them all over and stop sll heads from turning!!! So this site is a blog for popularity, but I am popular enough already, I guess I will just continue to be reading others blogs and posting to their and doing my test and see who's reading. take care and God bless, your boy Biggs
May 22, 2008 7:08 am Mood: disappointed, 249 Views
I often think of anyone that I talk to and we get along as a friend. More times than not we chat and usually talk with the same circle of friends.
I also just happened to be checking some profiles of the profiles that came to mine and to my blog. I blog often and enjoy commenting on the blogs of others so also nothing exceptionally new.
I have a few of the so called friends, that I have known almost as long as I have been on fff, that I have sent invites to and they never accepted. I have often wondered why this was and since I am not shy about anything I have often asked these individuals why they didn't either accept or decline. Some I have actually deleted myself. but then I send lots of invites to people i see that I am supposedly compatable with.
I know that not every friendly person is a friend, but sometimes when you and someone are so friendly and you have known each other for so long, you consider them friends even if they aren't in your friends network but especially if they are in your ym or something like that.
Imagine my surprise when a friend, someone I thought was really cool, a nice person, had in their profile a person I had invited for a few times, a person I thought was a friend, and a person I definately know better.
To shorten this just a bit, I now realize the truth, we don't have alot of real friends here. I think that my friends care about me, but most of them could care less. If I was sexy or good enough looking or from the right area then I am not worthy of their great and mighty friendship. That sucks, but at least I won't waste another invite!!! take care and God bless, Biggs
I was listening to the radio the other day and heard this song, "This is why I'm hot, This is why I'm hot" I thought, hmmm, maybe someone should give him some cool water are maybe even a towel so he won't be so hot? and turn on the air con!!! just kidding but he didn't mean in that sense and I think it was a black artist so it maded me think more, I am so Cool. I wake up in the morning and get a fresh cup of nescafe, I am so cool, when I goto sing in the shower and I usually sing(personna Ideal) I am still so cool. I am the coolest person we(you and know, but why am I so cool? Then it hit me like a ton of bricks
I am Dominicano, latino and dog gone it people like me. I can dance to bachata, hell I can dance to a tv commercial or no music at all. I am just cool like that.
By nature Latino's are more cool and though history even our jerks are not so good but oh so famous latino' are cool. Check it out. Columbus, cool dude, Magellan, cool dude, Ponce de leon, nyek frenchie Now that The RD has re elected Presidente Fernandez i thought you all should share some of our culture!!!! Bachata dance is cool to watch, check it out some time! Merengue, another cool dance, Salsa is just sexy, but who's the best Salsa dancer here? Raise your hand Poppi,
Now I know I should maybe be a little more humble, but I am still even cool about that so if you want to know what cool is, how the dictionary should define it and what it means when someone says your cool? Just look at my pics and you already know take care all and God bless, your friend, the cool one! Biggs Nos Vemos
If you have heard this very old expression then you know that there must be something to it, it goes like this, "you love this girl, but she loves this other guy, and the other guy loves someone else?" I sat, and I sat, and I sat and thought about this statement, but it seems so true?
I got it!
Love, just like all other emotions, can be dictated by moods and other factors. I see people talk all the time about soul mates, but I know of no one, who's "soul mate" was completly and totally against everything that they were either believing in or looking for or both(don't even bother posting about your friend who married a guy she hated at first or how your soul mate was not what you were looking for, cause I've heard it all before).
You set your mind to view certain things as attractive and though you may be friendly to people that don't posses those traits. you are more friendly to the ones that do. I know beacause we see before anything else and even on fff a site where hundreds post false and no pics the case is still true of see you then decide if I want to be your friend or more. So now that we have seen our attractive one, now we go in for being courted or appealed to.
Senario, three people enter a room, none have pics in this chat room, two guys one girl. who of the two guys will the girl "really" chat with? Some of you are saying it depends. and true it does, when she ask a couple of question and gets an mental image of the two guys, the one closer to her attractive view in her mind will get the real conversation while she may aat the same time still remain friendly to the other guy as well. so Now guy number two thinks hmmm she is so friendly and sweet and I want to be the one for her, She is already eliminating guy 2 to "we can be friends" status but hopeful of Guy one.
Guy one now see's that the girl is more friendly to him and he really just takes that for grated after all, she doesn't even have a pic. So now a stunning beautiful girl comes into the room and wow, guys are visual animals. He now turns all of his conversation to her and Now you know why that statement is so true. He likes her, but she likes him, and him likes someone else, take care and God bless, your friend, Biggs
Hello Ladies and Gentlemen! Boys and Girls, come one, come all, here it is at last, the moment you have all been waiting for, with out farther ado, the list of list, the top5 of top 5's, Poppi's Top 5 nationalities of women !!!!! please, please, please, hold your applause till we get to the end, thank you. first lets have our honorable mentions, cause we have two!!! HM number one is Vietmanese!! Yes I have several friends from Vietnam and they are great people, but this list is the very very best based on the women Poppi has dated, and several other factors, which we will detail in our next chapter. Our other Honarable mention, Korean! Yes very very lovely ladies of South Korea, of course has anyone been to North Korea? but didn't quite make our top 5. ok, now to the list
Numero Cinco(number 5)Columbian!!!! Yes My best friend is Columbian, and so is Shakira! Enough said but, Columbia is a great country and beautiful people everywhere. Numero Cinco!
Numero Cuatro(number 4)Filipino!!! Yes there are lots of great, amazing, sexy, beautiful pinay out there, just about all of them are just wonderful women and the men can be very cool too, and they also have Katrina Halili enough said, Numero Cuatro!
Numero Tres(number 3) Japanese!!!! Beautiful women, very friendly, great country and to date the wildest parties I have ever been to. a little bit on the shorter side tradionally that is but great great women and no more to say on that for now. Numero Tres!!!
Numero Dos(number 2) Baricua(Puerto Rican)!!! I never dated her but two words, Jennifer Lopez!!! sexy hot and these women can also dance to bachata? stop your guessing its hot!!!! Numero Dos!!!!
Drumroll s and now the sexiest of the sexy, the top of the line, the group that all others fall short to, and Poppi calls the Sexiest of them all, Sexy beautiful, and oh so wonderful, is, . . . . . . .
this is so exciting huh?
Dominicano!!!! Que soy Dominicano!!! didn't you know. Well Dominicano's are without a dought the coolest latino's there are and the sexiest ladies of all cause wow, just hug a dominican today!!!! and as always take care and thanks for reading, God bless you all, your friend, Biggs
I wanted to post a pic at the very start of this blog and maybe even tell a story like one of those cheese romance novels.
I met this amazing girl, she was sweet and beautiful and friendly, we talked and talked for days for weeks for months till we lost track of time. I fell for her, and she, well she thinks I am a nice guy and a good friend. That is the story the blog, the footnotes of my life. So once more I exposed my sweet young heart to abuse and once more love seems to have trampeled me down on the groung of the life's love freeway. I gave up on love, cause love has long since given up on me. I need love but you don't have to be in love to feel loved. I know this pain oh so well, and yet it is oh so fresh on the fabric of my soul. To the lady, I still call friend, and who doesn't read my blog anyway, I say there is no gift greater than love and I once had a mind to give my sweet young heart to you, but move alast is no more, take care and thanks for reading, God bless, you all, your friend, Biggs
I think or guess it is a bad thing to be refered to as a Mama's boy, but why is that? I could write you a book about all the reasons and ways that Mom is worthy of our praise, affection, adorenment, and focus. Instead I think a Happy Mother's day to all will do for that and for now.
My mother and father seperated when I was very little and I spent most of my childhood with my Mom alone. I have always been very close to my mom because of all the things that we went through during the early years of my life and My Mother taught me all that I am. As a kid I was joked a lot as being a Mama's boy, and you know what I am. I am proud to be my mothers son and i hope that we are all proud to be our Mothers children. Thank you Mom, happy Mother's day and to all take care and God bless, your friend, Biggs
"So in love are we two no one else just me and you
so in love in a world of our own"
I alerted my Comannd that I intended to marry the love of my life. I started the process of brining my bride to be to the United States on what we call a Fiancee Visa. The Marines had several classes we had to attend, she needed to take a physical, and the homeland Security didn't exist at this time but I.N.S. still had strick restrictions on Philippinas.
I proposed at her job and it was like crazy the celebration that we had that night. Yes that night we did make love . I had to go to the field for 2 months almost three months and I left her before she was going to go the Medical. Three weeks in swab and I was contacted by red cross. Message; "Your finacee is sick. Give this notice to your command and they will return you immediatly. This situation is very serious and this is not a joke." this was the most urgent message I had recieved until this day. I rushed to the C.O. and they got a humvee to take me back to swab and after about 5 hours, I was headed to the hospital outside of Kadena Air Base. For those of you, who are not fully aware of how Okinawa is made up. Swab is completly to the north of the island and Kadena is just north of Naha to the islands south. I must have fell asleep on the drive but waken just as we got to the base.
it was to late. . . . .
A Doctor told me as I entered the hospital, she died a little less than an hour ago, the doc. continued, "she had an cyst on one of her ovaries and we couldn't stop the interal bleeding."
Most of you will never know my pain, I pray you never go through the sadness of not being able to hold your love one as they need you most!!! Some say that time heals all wounds. that is a lie. Some will say, cheer up Poppi, it wasn't meant to be or there is still someone out there for you. To all of the cheer ups and well wishers I say. the words of this song are meant for love in this life, but I will focus on the life to come
"Because she lives I can face tomorrow Because she lives all fear is gone
Because I know who holds the future my life is worth the living just Because she lives"
I will see you again some day Leah, my heart will always hold the memory that will never be our lives. I live each day for you now.
Yes, I once believed in soul mates, I don't anymore. Thanks for reading this sad chapter in my life, take care and live life with no regrets, take care and God bless, your friend, Biggs