"PAIN IN MY HEART" Nov 12, 2008 2:29 am Mood: disappointed, 76 Views First of all...i would like to "THANK YOU"...for taking time sending message here...i really appreciate it....thanks again About his situation...I DONT THINK...he is still emotionally married,maybe you are right when u said,he may not be able to come up yet how to divide the properties,orsome kind of child support...but for sure he has better income...and i knew,if ever he can support his kids. It was really surprising,how he was able to pretend to me being single...and i cant really figure it out ,how come i never knew for a 1 year relationship of ours,when almost 24hrs a day,we are on phone and computers....even when he is sleeping,im still watching him,and by the time he woke up,hell rang my phone...then we will start talking.Thats our routine for the whole year we had our relationship.So,its quite unbelievable for me...how come?for 1 year,i didnt even notice,that he was still married. It was then when he came to manila to meet me...someone kept calling him on the phone,everyday.I confronted him....but he refused to talk about it.i didnt insist..cuz i want his stay memorable...the whole time of his stay in manila....we really enjoyed every moment of it...Until the time he goes back home....that he told me...HE WAS STILL MARRIED.In this case..i dont want him to get a divorce,if i would be the reason for that...i cant afford to lose him...but id rather leave..than for him to lose his kids and family. 4 Comments

"WHAT A NIGHTMARE" Nov 10, 2008 2:29 am Mood: frustrated, 90 Views Once upon a time...not too long ago...i met this man,here at FFF.It was my earlier days in chatting...SO NAIVE.Of all people i talked with...he was the only one who catches my attention...i never expected everything were just dramas and story telling a lies.Inspite of it all...I FELT IN LOVE WITH HIM. There are too many LIES...but i always had the feeling that its part of getting to know each other day by day.every time we had a confrontations...i always discover,that things are not the way i expect it.I expected so much truthfulness,more honesty. It was almost a year...i dont know if it was all my stupidity,id been loving this man so much..."CLOSING MY DOORS TO ANYONE"GIVING HIM MY FULL ATTENTION...LOVING AND CARING FOR HIM...MORE THAN I EVER DID BEFORE...just to wake up ONE DAY...that i am loving .....A MARRIED MAN. 7 Comments

"There's no easy way to break somebody's heart" Nov 10, 2008 1:55 am Mood: disappointed, 81 Views I held her close to me Coz I know she breaks so easily And then I told her Though I knew no matter how I tried to console her Then she'd do the best she could But there are times the best is no damn good And no matter how you try to be kind There's always still a part of you you'll leave behind When they fall apart There's no easy way to break somebody's heart. I lied and told her she'll be fine Though we both knew it was just a lie I had to do it Coz I had said anything to help me get through it. And she reached out for my hand And her simple touch was more than I could stand And I had to turn away coz I knew All the hurt that she was feeling, I was feeling too When they fall apart There's no easy way to break somebody's heart. She could've gotten angry And made me feel like a guilty child But I realized that never was her style I wanted her to hurt me And not treat me like a friend I wanted her to say "there'd be someday I'd come crawling on my knees to ask her back again" But she acted like a lady till the end Oh, what a lady! I thought that she'd bring down But she smiled at me and never made a sound And I guess she understood in her way Coz her silence told me everything she could not say When they fall apart There's easy way to break There's just no easy way There's no easy way to break somebody's heart... 1 comment

"PAANO NA KAYA" Sep 14, 2008 9:22 pm 81 Views Bugoy Paano Na Kaya lyrics Paano nga ba napasukan ang gusot na ito 'Di naman akalaing magbabago ang pagtingin sa 'yo ohh wooh Mula nang makilala ka, umikot ang mundo ko 'Di na kayang ilhim at itago ang nararamdamang ito wooh... Paano na kaya, 'di sinasadya 'Di kayang magtapat ang puso ko Bakit sa dinami-rami ng kaibigan ko ikaw pa Paano na kaya 'di sinasadya Ba't nahihiya ang puso ko Hirap nang umibig sa isang kaibigang 'Di masabi ang nararamdaman Paano na kaya Kung malaman ang damdamin at 'di mo tanggapin 'Di ko yata matitiis mawala ka Kahit 'sang saglit man lang Paano na kaya 'di sinasadya 'Di kayang magtapat ang puso ko Bakit sa dinami-rami ng kaibigan ko ikaw pa Paano na kaya, 'di sinasadya Ba't nahihiya ang puso ko Hirap nang umibig sa isang kaibigang 'di masabi ang nararamdaman Paano na kaya At kung magkataong ito'y malaman mo Sana naman tanggapin mo ohh woohh Bakit sa dinami-rami ng kaibigan ko ikaw pa Paano na kaya' di sinasadya Ba't nahihiya ang puso ko Hirap nang umibig sa isang kaibigang At baka hindi maintindihan Paano na kaya 0 Comments

"KUNIN MO NA ANG LAHAT SA AKIN" Sep 12, 2008 7:45 am 142 Views May gusto ka saking mahal May balak kang agawin sya Itsura pa lang sakin lamang ka na Ligawan mo sya siguradong magwawagi ka Nakikiusap ako sayo, nagmamakaawa Kunin mo nang lahat sa akin Wag lang sya Kunin mo na ang lahat sa akin Wag lang ang aking mahal Alam kong kaya mong paibigin sya Sakin maagaw mo sya Pakiusap ko sayo magmahal ka na lang ng iba Kunin mo na ang lahat sa akin Wag lang ang aking mahal Ikamamatay ng puso ko Pag sa aki'y inagaw mo sya May pakikilala ako sayo Kasing ganda ng mahal ko Sya na lang ang ibigin mo Nakikiusap ako sayo nagmamakaawa Kunin mo nang lahat sa akin Wag lang sya...Wag lang sya Kunin mo na ang lahat sa akin Wag lang ang aking mahal Alam kong kaya mong paibigin sya Sakin maagaw mo sya Pakiusap ko sayo magmahal ka na lang ng iba Kunin mo na ang lahat sa akin Wag lang ang aking mahal Ikamamatay ng puso ko Pag sa aki'y inagaw mo sya Ikamamatay ng puso ko Pag sa aki'y inagaw mo sya 3 Comments

"ALWAYS BE MY BABY" Sep 10, 2008 5:25 pm 98 Views We were as one babe For a moment in time And it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine Now you want to be free So I'm letting you fly Cause I know in my heart babe Our love will never die No! You'll always be a part of me I'm a part of you indefinitely Girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby I ain't gonna cry no And I won't beg you to stay If you're determined to leave girl I will not stand in your way But inevitably you'll be back again Cause ya know in your heart babe Our love will never end no You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby I know that you'll be back girl When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh I know that, you'll be right back, babe Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby.... You'll always be a part of me (you will always be) I'm part of you indefinitely Girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on (we will linger on....) Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby Always be my baby 0 Comments

"THE PAST" Sep 10, 2008 5:18 pm 116 Views I was wrong when I hurt you But did you have to hurt me too Did you think revenge will make it better? I don`t care about the past I just want our love to last There`s a way to bring us back together Chorus: I must forgive you You must forgive me too If we wanna try to put things back the way they used to be `Cause there`s no sense in going over and over The same things as before So let`s not bring the past up anymore Out of all the good we had You only keep track of the bad Though you knew I never really loved her Didn`t anyone tell you yet That to forgive is to forget How can you be mad if you don`t remember Repeat Chorus: I must forgive you And you must forgive me too It`s the only thing that`s left that we haven`t try to do One thing that I`m sure will work That we haven`t tried before Let`s not bring the past back anymore 1 comment

"FOREVERMORE"(New Version) Aug 21, 2008 7:19 pm 111 Views INTRO: i may have run out of songs to sing i may have run out of words to say but all that i want you to know is what i feel for you: i love you as endless as forever our love will stay together you're all i need to be with forevermore there are times when i just want to look at your face with the stars in the night there are times when i just want to feel your embrace in the cold night i just cant believe that you are mine now chorus: you were just a dream that i once knew i never thought i would be right for you i just cant compare you with anything in this world you're all i need to be with forevermore all those years ive longed to hold you in my arms i've been dreaming of you every night, i've been watching all the stars that fall down wishing you would be mine i just cant believe that you are mine now chorus time and again there are these changes that we cannot end as sure as time keeps going on and on my love for you will be forevermore wishing you would be mine i just cant believe that you are mine now you were just a dream that i once knew i never thought i would be right for you i just cant compare you with anything in this world as endless as forever our love will stay together you're all i need to be with forever more (as endless as forever our love will stay together) you're all i need to be with forevermore... 0 Comments

"I'M MISSING YOU' Aug 19, 2008 4:36 am 110 Views I miss your love, since you've been gone I find it hard to go on The summer sky don't mean a thing I thought I'd always be strong I got a feeling inside and it's making my heart cry, cause I'm missing you and it's making me blue, yeah I'm missing you but what can I do Thousand miles away, from you So here I am, and everything's new I should be happy in love but all I know, I look deep in my eyes I've never felt so alone and this feeling inside it's making my heart cry, cause I'm missing you and it's making me blue, yeah I'm missing you but what can I do Thousand miles away, from you So what's the meaning of this to be living like this it ain't no fun at all I wonder where are you now (I wonder where are you now) I miss your love since you been gone I find it hard to go on and this feeling inside I just break down and cry 0 Comments

"KUNG AKO NA LANG SANA" Aug 12, 2008 12:45 am 110 Views Heto ka na naman Kumakatok saking pintuan Muli naghahanap ng makakausap At heto naman ako Nakikinig sa mga kwento mong paulit-ulit lang Nagtitiis kahit nasasaktan ... Ewan ko bakit ba hindi ka pa nadadala Hindi ba't kailan lang nang ika'y iwanan nya At ewan ko nga sa 'yo Parang balewala ang puso ko Ano nga bang meron siya Na sa akin ay di mo makita ... Refrain: Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal Di ka na muling mag-iisa Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal Di ka na muling luluha pa Di ka na mangangailangan pang humanap ng iba Narito ang puso ko Naghihintay lamang sa iyo, oh-oh-oh ... Heto pa rin ako Umaasang ang puso mo Baka sakali pang ito'y magbago Narito lang ako Kasama mo buong buhay mo Ang kulang na lang Mahalin mo rin akong lubusan ... (Repeat refrain) Kung ako na lang sana, oh-oh-oh.. (Repeat refrain) Kung ako na lang sana ... 0 Comments

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