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_BBW_vixen 44F
8 posts
3/31/2014 11:56 pm
No Longer Undecided


I hate the way I could never hate you.
Time and time again, I forgave you.
I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for
And here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you.

One day, you'll look back and think
"Damn! That girl really did love me!"
From now on, when you think of me...
Just remember one thing..
That maybe, just maybe...
I could have been the best thing you ever had


sunshiny_f 70F
1221 posts
4/1/2014 5:43 am

find another good guy beh! Don't go voluntarily to situations that will inflict pain and hurt.

be happy and keep smiling!!

susan


ass_ungot 58M
53 posts
4/1/2014 12:38 pm

Thought you were referring to one of my fave tunes ...ever. And after reading your blog, it may have some connection to it after all. Let me share you the link.... http://filipinofriendfinder.com

It is never my intent to discontent the imminent...


ass_ungot 58M
53 posts
4/1/2014 10:41 pm

I guess the link I posted never got through....its by Lou Pardini :What might have been" ...

It is never my intent to discontent the imminent...


_BBW_vixen 44F
11 posts
4/1/2014 11:25 pm

    Quoting ass_ungot:
    I guess the link I posted never got through....its by Lou Pardini :What might have been" ...
I was actually listening to that song while typing my thoughts for the blog.


_BBW_vixen 44F
11 posts
4/1/2014 11:27 pm

    Quoting sunshiny_f:
    find another good guy beh! Don't go voluntarily to situations that will inflict pain and hurt.

    be happy and keep smiling!!

    susan
Right on, beh! I'm far better now and thank you for your comments here, Ate Susan *hugs*


_BBW_vixen 44F
11 posts
4/1/2014 11:35 pm

    Quoting  :

I couldn't thank you enough for your words of wisdom. I think I held on pretty much and kept my chin up all the way. I have no regrets, just lessons learned as I went on. It would always be easy to say to get a fresh start but some things are just hard to let go. In time, I will get there and embrace the change. No negative vibes from this time on. That's a promise


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
4/3/2014 2:25 pm

Wow, i know the feeling. Continuous forgiveness. The ugly truth is they will never see your worthiness. Some guys are really terrible...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...