Keeping it Real!!
| ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
1/29/2006 5:25 amLast Read: |
This story is about me, how i survive the internet world. I'll go on my sabbatical soon; hope you people get something from this!!! When my realworld friends first introduced me to the chat world, i was hesitant to used it as a way to meet friends coz i can feel it oozing with mediocrity, with lies and with fraud. Its very difficult for me to accept it especially i am brought up to value TRUTH. But boredom have a way of making you do things you wont consider doing. I started initially in alachat, thumbing my way to the worldwideweb is not that difficult pala as long as you dont involve yourself to much, just play the game all played and hide the real you. Then i met an angel funny pero he's even using his real name. We to used other line of communication and eventually met in person. Through him i learn that you can found a gem amongst the rubbish; through him i met alot of friends who will be there for me through thick and thin, who always include me in their prayers, who dont let me down even distance do separate us right now. Three years ago i registered on this site, i think that time imc pa lang uso. Then i came here sa US of A, where if you wont find something to distract you, you'll need to take Prozac or Zoloft or Paxil hehehe. Kaya i became an fff addict, kaso im one of those faceless creature if you try to click my profile, maybe im afraid to reveal what i really look like, afraid that no one wont like what they see, although now im letting the inner me be noticed. But as time goes by i realized na its an injustice to myself and the people who regularly chat here. I realized that if they can accept the whole what the heck di ba?? Im known at that time as hotbeth kasi icebeth nga handle ko im raving hot when it comes to issues that i believe in. I earned respect at that time, i earned some friends too. They may be few but they're precious. Kaso come wintertime i always have this time of so called hibernation time to get ahold of myself so i took my leave sa ef ef ef for six months, other of my friend i lost at that time, when i came back i dont know anybody na, kasi iba na damit nila. Other i had their yahoo ID kaya i traced them back. Other acquaintance retain their handle. But the icebeth that came back is a mature one, someone ready to face the world. I post my pix, gave my real name to people and let the real me shine. It works!!! Now ive alot of friends, more mail on my inbox that you cant imagine and a respect of people sa room that i frequented and the groups that i belong. One time nga an acquaintance told me why i reveal the real me baka daw me mainggit and siraan ako. Yeah they can do that but i do believe in the adage that you can't keep good people down, at first maybe they will believe what they hear against you but eventually they will realized na you're not like that and still believe in you no matter what they hear. So this is my story!!! Piece of advise: "Just keep it real people, be a real deal!!! Let the people see the goodness in you that go beyond the physical. You may not be a raving beauty or a hunk but inner beauty blares. So let your inner beauty shine through!! God bless!! |
||
1/30/2006 3:23 am |
Welcome back into the blogging world sis...where've you been?  Missed yah..
| ||
1/30/2006 11:23 am |
Dat's a break story bethsy. I am glad you found the inner beauty and polish it up to shine like a diamond!  Thanks for chilling out w/ silly me sometimes!
| ||
1/30/2006 11:24 am |
Welcome back into the blogging world sis...where've you been? Missed yah..
| ||
1/30/2006 6:40 pm |
Welcome back into the blogging world sis...where've you been? Missed yah..
| ||
1/30/2006 7:09 pm |
Dat's a break story bethsy. I am glad you found the inner beauty and polish it up to shine like a diamond! Thanks for chilling out w/ silly me sometimes!
| ||
2/7/2006 11:54 pm |
I was pretty sure it was you and right now I can confirm that I was right... thanks for the wonderful chat yesterday afternoon!
| ||
2/9/2006 9:14 am |
I was pretty sure it was you and right now I can confirm that I was right... thanks for the wonderful chat yesterday afternoon!
|
 |
 |
 |
| Become a member to comment on this blog | ||
 |
|
