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Something Personal When I was younger I thought only desperate, ugly losers joined friend finders, so what does that say about me now? Hmmm. I chose a name far from my own personality because I really want an alter that is my exact opposite. J Rabbit was beautiful, sexy and adored by her husband, I am not any of the above. For all the men who think I'm a rabbit, read my blog, I am nowhere near the procreating abilities of that mammal. I am actually too cerebral for my own good, too Catholic. Nuns, priest and the intellectuals high-jacked my brain when I was old enough to think. I have a small family, it's just me, my mom, two spinster aunts and my brother. We love and hate each other at the same time. No , that's my tragedy or luck. I have a job that only 1% of people in my profession every get to enjoy. This is also a deal breaker, men have asked me about my job. When I actually blurt out what I do for a living, there's stunned silence then awkward attempts to speak in English and try to impress me with medical knowledge. The thing is, I'm not complicated. I eat like a construction worker when I'm hungry. I can eat straight from a can, plate from the fridge, plastic or leaf. I sleep like a log, really, I am out in ten seconds when I lie down. A book and quiet time is all you need to keep me still. I love movies, I can go watch even when alone. I like to travel, sitting in a car without driving, talking or even thinking is already bliss. I sleep on weekends, watch tv, shop,play diablo or just surf. Right now I'm sitting on my favorite chair with Peggy my favorite of our nine dogs. My mom is yelling at my brother to hurry up and get the morning paper. The rest of the street is quiet because it's a Sunday. There's a gentle breeze but the sky looks like it can't make up it's mind whether to rain or shine. All these are happening around me as I take in that unmistakable Sunday air, the air of calm, carefree life which is the familiar, safe, haven for me. This is where I am and where I am always happy. Does this look like a rabbit's home or life? |
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5/27/2012 2:25 am |
You guys are right, I guess I could be happier, although I am destined for single blessedness and that should be ok, at least I think so. Still, if one believes in the psychology as i do, you do make-up for things you've never had, in some ways, since I never really had a dad, I think subconsciously I look for one...I don't miss having a dad just wondering what it would be like to have someone smarter, older, wiser by my side. Oh guys don't get me wrong- not looking for a father figure here. yeow.
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5/26/2012 11:03 pm |
Sex however is complicated for me, my mind thinks faster than my body can respond. Hope to be brave enough to post a picture.. maybe in ten more years.
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Looks like a good life to me. But are you content to be happy or do you want to be happier? I'm a senior citizen . Don't expect me to remember anything 
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