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"KABOG" We search for someone to love, someone we can enjoy life with, discover new things together, going through the motion of loving, rediscovering ourselves, to be happy.... It may take a short time, a long time or even a lifetime of searching. Most were successes, others searched all their lives still empty handed in the end. The solitary life. Are we looking for something physical? Money-wise, power-wise? Popularity, perhaps. Admittedly, we either get impressed or depressed by appearances, hooked or unhooked as we get to know the person better. There could be a 'tic', when nurtured can turn to love, to fondness, hate or animosity or plain friendship. The imaginary line between 'amour et amitie' (love and friendship). It took me 2years to nourished the 'tic' to 'kabog' to my 'X'..but a lot of years for that 'kabog' to vanish. It's not easy for me to fall in love. I can't tell definitely what will it take for me to be, hence, trial and experiences. One thing's for sure, I'm just waiting for the loud 'kabog' and everything will be immaterial. It's even harder for me to fall out of love, but thats another story. 
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Been away for some days rediscovering the Cordillera region, in a way, rediscovering myself. I'm so glad to be back here in Blogworld. Hello!!
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Sis, It's great to get away and just be in complete solitude to mull things over. Next plan, or whatever come what may. Love comes unexpectedly i know that for sure. Without even expecting... Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...
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2/5/2012 10:31 am |
First of all, WELCOME BACK, THET!  you sure were missed  ...Neways, Ahhh, that "search" can be "active" or "passive", from hot, to warm, to lukewarm, to cold, and eventually become FROZEN cold.. Just call me ELZ 
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2/5/2012 1:26 pm |
Welcome back sis Theta. So good to read your writing again.  Hope you're refreshed.    within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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2/5/2012 2:21 pm |
Theta welcome back nice to see you again sissy ""Are we looking for something physical? Money-wise, power-wise? Popularity, perhaps. Admittedly, we either get impressed or depressed by appearances, hooked or unhooked as we get to know the person better."" My expectation in this site is to find real friends, to have fun and unwind from my ol`days and I`m slowly but surely coming to that zeal, when love knocks than that`s already a big plus  .
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Tajane, As I've said, rediscovered myself. What i really want, what I really feel..It's so true that I've moved on, in fact so many miles away from the heartbreak line, my heart's mended and healed. Empty now, I'm waiting for that familiar 'kabog..' When it comes, everything will fall into places, even my doubts about second happiness. And surely, I will give it my best shot. Thats the thing, it will take a lot for me to fall in love again..Choosy and cautious, thats what we are now, di ba 'te? good sign of aging gracefully.. Pag walang 'kabog' till the end, I'll get by with the help of friends  True friends
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Missed you too my sis Vamp, parang 2hours lang naman tayong nag chat noh.. I will not try mastering the art of love, I will prefer being the slave of love  and my man will be the master of my heart and my life. Hayz, he'll be fine too, with me.
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What meat Charlie? Ok ok, beef's good with their violet rice (kintoman), like ube..To top it all, I had the sweetest kamote and the freshiest carrots. I could have stay longer, but they want me to try tapuy, which is the limit! Its bad for my legs
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You wished to go back to the Cordillera mountains, right Charlie? You have to, one day sooner..and you can wave and say hello to some friends along the way..I'm along the way
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Sis, It's great to get away and just be in complete solitude to mull things over. Next plan, or whatever come what may. Love comes unexpectedly i know that for sure. Without even expecting...
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First of all, WELCOME BACK, THET! you sure were missed ...Neways, Ahhh, that "search" can be "active" or "passive", from hot, to warm, to lukewarm, to cold, and eventually become FROZEN cold..Thank you for missing. I sure missed my spot here. Can searching be actually frozen Ah ah, I should cradle mine with passionate thoughts and very active imagination, so when that 'one' I'm looking for came by, I shall be all hot kisses and warm embraces.
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Welcome back sis Theta. So good to read your writing again. Hope you're refreshed. Hope you're having your share of R & R. We all deserved some time off. Thanks sis.
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Theta welcome back nice to see you again sissy""Are we looking for something physical? Money-wise, power-wise? Popularity, perhaps. Admittedly, we either get impressed or depressed by appearances, hooked or unhooked as we get to know the person better."" My expectation in this site is to find real friends, to have fun and unwind from my ol`days and I`m slowly but surely coming to that zeal, when love knocks than that`s already a big plus .You're right, if we come across some LOVE here, thats a big bonus. If by some quirk of fate, trials lead to nothing, its worth knowing we tried and failed than shied and washed away by the tide without a fight. Thanks sister..I'm glad to be back
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I'm sure glad to be back refreshed and rejuvenated. Yap, confident too, that I'm choosing the right direction and the wisest decision. I cant say for sure, if it's gonna be the rightest thing to do but I'll make this the most enjoyable thing to do. Thanks 'te Pam. Just enjoy life and ingatz....
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Welcome back Theta! So glad you are safe and sound and had the lovely opportunity to reflect in Sagada may the wisdom you found continually guide you!We all need sometime for ourselves, and the mountains were surely the perfect place for rediscovering. Thanks for the nicest words sis
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Hey Sis, sorry i've missed to see you. We just passed Baguio never stayed for more than 2hrs waiting for the bus to sagada. There's always 2nd time or third time Ay naku, my mom missed me so much I had to cut my vacation short of a day (baby ba? ) Next time perhaps, the Etag and also Panagbenga. Yep its always a good thing to know what we're after in life, to plan and strategize moves in obtaining and achieving them. The hard part? That someone we've wanted to be with, that someone might have other plans contrary to ours..  Thanks sis. Ingatz.
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Charlie, Don't just wave, stop by and have a cup of coffee..Doska!
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Welcome back Theta, miss you mwahhhh  If you're looking I'm here nyahahahaha. Send me a text if you and mindy decide to meet I'm a senior citizen . Don't expect me to remember anything
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While you're there, better have some coffee na rin, pam pakabog
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Tajane, You should..Baka di lang kabog, kumakalabog pa Right now, I let things be, testing the waters, who knows, might create ripples in my heart.
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Welcome back Theta, miss you mwahhhh If you're looking I'm here nyahahahaha. Send me a text if you and mindy decide to meet Menage a Trois na naman.. Ok ok wait for the text..You need not just one but two beautiful ladies pa to hold your hands huh?and to drink coffee and eat breakfast with you. Di ka pa nadala  Thanks Ka Bert..Miss you too.....
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Tajane, ang layo ko kasi to have coffee with you but I'll try to share one good round before the month ends..Dont be, Mr. A's coming next month, right? Sama ko dyan..
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Like ko sana 'to but wala pala ako sa FB
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Lets toast to that Charlie. You know, one good thing I love about coffee, it makes me sane. Arabica makes me sanest. Then I'll remember my boundaries, the imminent 'kabog''s gone in mid air.. Doska
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Creep Shades, Right!! However hard, winding and twisting whats left of life, for I believe, there's no straight path to it, life goes on (whether I'm on it or not).. Thanks for the visit..
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