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Anatomy of a broken heart "Hey stranger!", thats what i always said to friends or ex-bfs or merely an acquaintance, in response to texts, emails or even a nod when you chance upon them somewhere. People you hate or love or just a wallpaper of your past. Safest way to say that you missed them without exposing the jugular ha ha ha.. My first ever date, well, yeah from a dating site was a guy who cant be named, i called him "chef" anyway, for obvious reason, he loves to cook. We met once, in communication for a couple o' months. Along the way, I've grown fond of him to the point of getting in love. What can I do? The guy's lovable, so sweet and witty. I'm a very realistic but fatalist sort of gal. If its meant to be, it will be, that sort of thing. Eventually, we lost touch. I cried over him, somethings are not meant to be. Life goes on. Recently, we had a chance to chat for a while and then talking and texting for some days, decided to meet again. Its like we never lost track of each other. He still can excites me with his stories and corny jokes, its so nice being 16 again.Like those times when you're ready to fall in love. The heart is the only organ in the body that never grows old. That same day we supposed to meet, I went to Antipolo church and asked for guidance from the Our Lady of peace and good voyage. A sign if he's the one for me. While waiting for him in our meeting place, I texted him if he's coming, no reply. After an hour, I texted him again to say that i was beat and bushed, tired and i just wanted to go home and at the end of my message "thank you". Waiting for him to say something, at least, some sorry excuses, nada. He never texted me back. That last word was really for me. "Thank you" for the bungled meet up, for putting an end to my hopes, free for any "what ifs?." One good thing i realized is that, I'm a far stronger person now than I ever was. It would take so much than a mere lovelost for me to break down a barrier, unconsciously, i built upon myself. I needed a closure so I can move on, I've put an ending to this unfortunate love story. Goodbye B.! Goodluck. 
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6/4/2011 5:35 am |
be happy. your prayer was answered. he is not for you.  ... only a REAL diamond has flaws.
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Yes, all we can say is thank you for the good times we shared together. And truly the saying, "if he was meant for us he will stay". If not move on...and say next!!! Just expect that in the future there is that one man that God truly saved for you. Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...
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Nosiree...He never texted me again, not that it will make any difference. We're done. Its the 2nd time i had it from him. Now who's being fair? Thanks for the comment.
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6/6/2011 4:20 pm |
At least you gave it a go and you've good memories to remember I hope.   within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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