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TessRb 64F
2590 posts
1/18/2013 6:34 pm

Last Read:
2/10/2013 5:21 pm

Only one...



I got this from the other site in FB. Simple and yet so hard for me to grasp in my life. Been a couple of times that i was cheated on and left for another woman. Ask a dear friend it's me that's what the problem is all about!!! Honestly, tell me the truth. He said, "no positive outlook for yourself, give up too easy, and last but not least no confidence. Yes, issues that have to be face head on and not just try(abandon). Also, being a hoarder!!! I keep memories of clothes and things given to me. Having the hard time of disposing. The sentimental values left behind. Like a jade bracelate that he cracked so i won't think of my ex. Little things that meant a lot. The image deficts of wanting someone not perfect, but having one solely for me and not have to share with anyone...

Happy weekend

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/18/2013 6:41 pm

This is my first blog for the New Year. Still suffering from deep depression over my mom's death. The little happy pill is working. Instead of crying relentlessly. One more thing is staying awake all nite seeing the other girl in his life...

No one can really foretell the future. We live one day at a time. Next thing you know every thing changes. Move on is all we can do, one step at a time...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/18/2013 8:04 pm

FFF took out my pic??? Re-instated...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


Volcano_97 42M

1/19/2013 4:23 am

Sorry to hear sis.. mum's demise...Hearty condolence


eb1209

1/19/2013 4:32 am

Tess, with all honesty too, I really thought that NOT everyone is the same when it comes to dealing with the problems in life. I even discussed it with Bhabes, and asked her if you are being professionally helped. Indeed, the happy pill helps those who are not able to naturally cope...But please be very careful not to exceed the dose, or when you try to let go, just taper it first...Take care!

Just call me ELZ


eb1209

1/19/2013 4:37 am

And yes, that too, finding someone we LOVE, who'll treat us like we're the only ONE here on earth...If you find one, please ask if he has a twin brother!

Just call me ELZ


barbara72

1/19/2013 6:13 am

if your head and heart are packed full of old shit that’s not serving you, thats denying yourself to bloom again and allowing the people around you to fill the space void by pain.hmm , you also deny yourself the chance to meet the ONE .tes,before anything else i think you have to let go pa of something/someone eh.i know the letting go part is a process and there is no skipping through that, truly the process requires a lot of courage/steadfastenss and self love.sometimes, there’s no forgetting. but there is movement. there is letting go while holding on. letting go of the pain, holding onto the memories.dont rush yourself kasi its a process nga, and there is no wrong way, do it your way.and if you start doing that, you sweety is doing an ultimate kindness to yourself. hugzzz...


theta2011 53F
1917 posts
1/19/2013 6:55 am

'te Tess,

Glad you're bloggng again..

It's not you that's the reason behind failure of your relationship/s. It's a two way street, maybe you're not meant to be for each other. Be strong there's happiness ahead in someone else's eyes..

You have your family & friends who will help you thru rough times. I'm one of them.


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 7:44 am

    Quoting  :

QTpie,

I love this verse from Cinderella as a kid watching the old movie. Thank you so very much!!! Have a terrific weekend

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 7:50 am

    Quoting Volcano_97:
    Sorry to hear sis.. mum's demise...Hearty condolence
Kev,

Been wanting to write "mum's demise" in so many post. Thanks for the condolence. Just not ever the same anymore. Enjoy the weekend

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 7:55 am

    Quoting eb1209:
    Tess, with all honesty too, I really thought that NOT everyone is the same when it comes to dealing with the problems in life. I even discussed it with Bhabes, and asked her if you are being professionally helped. Indeed, the happy pill helps those who are not able to naturally cope...But please be very careful not to exceed the dose, or when you try to let go, just taper it first...Take care!
Elz,

The little blue pill is so tiny and cute. Kaya nga happy pills. Anyways, i'm going thru the process of grief little by little one day at a time. I thought when she died no more pains to bare on her fragile body. And whats get me after the burial was remembering each and every day sa hospital. Also, seeing the pics my kids put on their profile. The sweet smile and there goes this gush of tears. I'm on it for a limited months only. Trial for 30 days. I've miss some nites not taking it. Bitter memories of pain...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 7:58 am

    Quoting eb1209:
    And yes, that too, finding someone we LOVE, who'll treat us like we're the only ONE here on earth...If you find one, please ask if he has a twin brother!
Elz,

You know me if he has a twin, will let u know pronto!!! Have a terrific time there sa South Padres. Miss that beautiful place.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 8:03 am

    Quoting barbara72:
    if your head and heart are packed full of old shit that’s not serving you, thats denying yourself to bloom again and allowing the people around you to fill the space void by pain.hmm , you also deny yourself the chance to meet the ONE .tes,before anything else i think you have to let go pa of something/someone eh.i know the letting go part is a process and there is no skipping through that, truly the process requires a lot of courage/steadfastenss and self love.sometimes, there’s no forgetting. but there is movement. there is letting go while holding on. letting go of the pain, holding onto the memories.dont rush yourself kasi its a process nga, and there is no wrong way, do it your way.and if you start doing that, you sweety is doing an ultimate kindness to yourself. hugzzz...
Barbz,

It's gonna take a long process for me to deal with it. Coz i don't forget so easily, and some i do ironic!!! Old love and material things. When one put sentimental value, just can't help but keep in the memories. Love and pain goes hand in hand. Have a great weekend thanks...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 8:07 am

    Quoting theta2011:
    'te Tess,

    Glad you're bloggng again..

    It's not you that's the reason behind failure of your relationship/s. It's a two way street, maybe you're not meant to be for each other. Be strong there's happiness ahead in someone else's eyes..

    You have your family & friends who will help you thru rough times. I'm one of them.
Thet,

Sis, i just wish i have the same outlook as you. You'r so much stronger and wiser!!! Positive in seeing the best outcome. Heartaches and pain totally captivate me right now...

Enjoy the weekend...thanks for being one of the angels

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 1:33 pm

Tajane,

I know i was saved that it didn't last 18yrs like my marriage and only in a short period of time. But, to be duped and thinking he might love me was false hope. I was thinking i was a kabit. Far from it coz i was the one providing!!! As always one sided love. He never gave me material stuff only vegetables/rice/flour and fix my car. Which i paid. Until, i saw their pics, etc. Time for me to move on. Enjoy every bit. Just thankful and blessed saved again...
Have a beautiful weekend

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 4:06 pm

    Quoting  :

ABC,

I wish for you to finally find the perfect guy only for you. In this perfect world of disbelief and pain. Constantly changing one moment happy and suddenly turns bleak with sadness. Thanks for the condolences. Cherishing the sweet memory and trying to forget the sufferings she endured at the hospital.

Have a terrific weekend

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 4:11 pm

    Quoting  :

ABC,

Before whenever i felt heartache with the loss of a lover. Turn to blogging for comfort. But, the death of my mum it kinda made me turn away as a recluse. Not wanting to face and numb. But, all in all it's all a grief: divorce, death, etc. Separation from the ones you love leaves an impact. I'm fortunate, to have all the angels gather support whenever in need of reassurance every thing will be better...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


adventurer1000 49F

1/19/2013 4:42 pm

We all have deep longing in our hearts to be loved,desired and understood by someone who really cares and reciprocate our feelings.You deserves someone better.
By the way..I'm sorry to hear on what happen to your mom my sincere condolences..may she rest in peace with our Almighty.

I MAY NOT BE THE BEST BUT DEFINITELY
NOT LIKE THE REST!! ayyiieeeee ^_^ [COLOR purple]


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/19/2013 9:16 pm

    Quoting adventurer1000:
    We all have deep longing in our hearts to be loved,desired and understood by someone who really cares and reciprocate our feelings.You deserves someone better.
    By the way..I'm sorry to hear on what happen to your mom my sincere condolences..may she rest in peace with our Almighty.
Sis,

Thank you! Yes, agree completely we should all be loved.
Happy Sunday

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/20/2013 5:44 am

    Quoting  :

Bro,

He wasn't perfect, but I fell... Happy Sunday

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


mr_suave911 80M

1/20/2013 2:06 pm

comments reserved... just know I came by

***my most profound condolences on your mother's demise

"the wildest colts make THE BEST!!! horses."

_dimasalang_
[blog san_pedro]
mutatis_mutandis


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/20/2013 4:14 pm

    Quoting mr_suave911:
    comments reserved... just know I came by

    ***my most profound condolences on your mother's demise
Shin,

thanks for dropping by. Wonder what you were talking about in the message, now i know why "condition". Happy sunday

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


jane82 110F

1/20/2013 5:26 pm

Ate Tess, it's good to finally read you blogging again.

Let it all out. Vent it. Don't mind me as I won't judge. I want to see you happy. Be it by yourself or with someone. I wish it was some man with you, but not just any man. The man that is deserving of your goodness and love.

P.S. Hopefully you'll be able to cut down the pills.



within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/20/2013 6:47 pm

    Quoting jane82:
    Ate Tess, it's good to finally read you blogging again.

    Let it all out. Vent it. Don't mind me as I won't judge. I want to see you happy. Be it by yourself or with someone. I wish it was some man with you, but not just any man. The man that is deserving of your goodness and love.

    P.S. Hopefully you'll be able to cut down the pills.
Janey,

I have to heal first. The pill forget to take last nite. Just it always hurt...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
1/29/2013 1:18 pm

    Quoting  :

Merian,

In my case always one sided love. He loves another...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...