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TessRb 64F
2590 posts
6/23/2012 9:51 am

Last Read:
7/10/2012 4:14 am

Stages...

In life one goes through being happy or sad. Free and jailed. Anger and forgiveness. It's been 3 weeks trying to stay away from things i love doing commenting/posting here and the other site. Because fear has captivated my heart not to connect. Wanting to run away from it all. Losing the love that i for one thought was real. Unfortunately, it was false-fake. Time and again used and betrayed. The urge of wanting to help. Got my life endangered by the one person i thought i loved. All a lie. Love does not exist for me anymore. Luckily, from this experience i truly found out the real friends that would stand by me and pray. Thanks for all of them, God truly sent angels in my hour of darkness.



Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


oldkanaba 73M
2458 posts
6/23/2012 2:06 pm


There are lots of good guys, Tess. You'll see


I'm a senior citizen . Don't expect me to remember anything


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
6/23/2012 3:59 pm

    Quoting  :

Thanks so much, back at you too. I think i know who u are now. It's been the saddest moments and letting go. Just one of the process. Happy weekend 'te.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
6/23/2012 4:00 pm

    Quoting oldkanaba:

    There are lots of good guys, Tess. You'll see

Bert,

In all my life i've never met someone like him. It was hell...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
6/23/2012 4:02 pm

    Quoting  :

Jeff,

Why didn't i listen? All 3 of you knew what kind he was and yet something still drew me closer to danger...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


eb1209

6/23/2012 4:57 pm

Yeah, there are still good MEN out there, Tess...it's just a matter of them being into you (us) and you (us) being into them, and the rest can be managed..(I guess)

Just call me ELZ


jane82 110F

6/23/2012 6:18 pm

just remember what the kids are taught stranger danger, until the guy gives you a reason to trust, take time to get the know the guy and protect your heart until you know your loved is returned for real and not abused.

Good night thanks for your warm thoughts of everyone as always.



within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.


oldkanaba 73M
2458 posts
6/23/2012 8:53 pm

    Quoting jane82:
    just remember what the kids are taught stranger danger, until the guy gives you a reason to trust, take time to get the know the guy and protect your heart until you know your loved is returned for real and not abused.

    Good night thanks for your warm thoughts of everyone as always.

Great advice, Janey. Why didn't I think of that? I would not have fallen for the wrong girl.


I'm a senior citizen . Don't expect me to remember anything


oldkanaba 73M
2458 posts
6/23/2012 8:55 pm

    Quoting eb1209:
    Yeah, there are still good MEN out there, Tess...it's just a matter of them being into you (us) and you (us) being into them, and the rest can be managed..(I guess)

I'm glad you have that belief, Elz . He is just right there unnoticed.


I'm a senior citizen . Don't expect me to remember anything


ajaw430 54F

6/23/2012 8:55 pm

Tess,

Life is a learning process, no matter how old we are thanks for being a friend as well!


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
6/24/2012 8:37 am

    Quoting eb1209:
    Yeah, there are still good MEN out there, Tess...it's just a matter of them being into you (us) and you (us) being into them, and the rest can be managed..(I guess)
Elz,

I know there are still good men. But, why do i have to get all the ones that don't return their love. Ako lang ang nag love. I knew his sweet moments. That's why i fell hard. Just the anger of knowing his doing it to all the rest, kinda reacted in a negative way. Of warning that one girl. It made me contemplate na that's what makes him happy being a bolero, etc. Even though my life was at stake, i was gonna do away with all them scammers, but still a part of me thought his mind is sick. So, i forgave him...

Happy sunday...gonna walk to church such a lovely day. Will be praying for everyone here

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
6/24/2012 8:39 am

    Quoting jane82:
    just remember what the kids are taught stranger danger, until the guy gives you a reason to trust, take time to get the know the guy and protect your heart until you know your loved is returned for real and not abused.

    Good night thanks for your warm thoughts of everyone as always.
Janey,

I had know him for a short while. So sweet siya that's why i fell. The bad side came out and i didn't want to deal with that. Take good care and hope u had a wonderful birthday!!!

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
6/24/2012 8:41 am

    Quoting ajaw430:
    Tess,

    Life is a learning process, no matter how old we are thanks for being a friend as well!

Grace,

thanks for the prayers. that's my lesson now to keep the real friends and always pray for them.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


jane82 110F

6/24/2012 12:34 pm

    Quoting oldkanaba:

    Great advice, Janey. Why didn't I think of that? I would not have fallen for the wrong girl.

It's difficult not to fall for someone wrong kuya. I did it and many more people have, but part of living is making some kind of mistake whether it would be in love or otherwise.

It's also tricky to balance to be cautious, but not overly paranoid, so you don't miss out on life's great treasures.

You can only choose to enjoy the happy moments. The rest well are more unpredictable. People and circumstances are subject to change. There are no guarantees.



within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
6/26/2012 7:35 pm

    Quoting  :

Thank you. It was that magical feeling of love. But, his deceitfulness just not to me but to the rest. Which i tried to warn.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...