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TessRb 64F
2590 posts
5/26/2012 8:32 am

Last Read:
5/29/2012 1:45 pm

Desperate in the pursuit of love...

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There comes a time in ones life that he or she had finally found "the one". In my case always nada. Now, i am grateful for the love of my family and friends. And i should just stop at all the attempts to waiting or chasing that being. Each stages of love varies from one to another. The beauty is all too different. Believe me, each time i fall it's totally different from each and everyone. I cherish the smiles the action and caring of each love. They have given me so much. I wanna be angry that why did they all leave me. Useless, because each remembrance brings a smile to my face. As i bite into this Reeses pieces he bought me. Now, putting a morsel bit by bit into my mouth and remember his kisses. He definitely knew my weakness it's "food"!!! He would cook for me. Yet, he has alzheimer and forgets my favorite. If u love someone u never forget. Irony of it all. But, still "Priceless moments" to moi. So, as i get older into my twilight years. Finally, end all this pursuit. Because if it was really meant for me to have that one great love of my life. Surely, he would be next to me by now. And not merely just a figment of my imagination. Golly gee, the word "baliw sa pag-ibig" has finally set its motion on me. Sana, one of these days as a hopeless dreamer and romantically in love. That a blog will finally describe this "one" being am pursuing...

Happy Memorial day to everyone and blessings from God!!!


Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


ajaw430 53F

5/26/2012 1:29 pm

Tess,
You are one of the beautiful people I found here in fff, you have so much love in your hearts...and I won`t give up praying that may you find the love you deserve


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
5/26/2012 2:48 pm

    Quoting ajaw430:
    Tess,
    You are one of the beautiful people I found here in fff, you have so much love in your hearts...and I won`t give up praying that may you find the love you deserve

Grace,

You're one awesome friend here at FFF!!! Bright and kind with a beautiful heart. Thanks for praying for me, i really need it at this moment in time. Para ba i don't know what to do anymore, just lie still and reflect...

Happy weekend and praying for you too.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
5/26/2012 2:52 pm

    Quoting  :

Charlie,

You're one lucky man to find Tinks. And above all in God nothing is impossible. I'm just so happy for the both of you. Miracle in the making. Happy Memorial day and enjoy

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


jane82 110F

5/26/2012 3:24 pm

Beautiful rose 'te like you.

Even though the many loves in your life have gone, they remain in your heart. At some point you attracted them to you, so you've got what it takes to be love. It isn't your fault they left.



within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.


eb1209

5/26/2012 4:50 pm

With all that you shared with me, Tess, I can only seal my lips. No one has the right to stop you from doing things that'll make you happy, be it the right or wrong thing to do, for LOVE is just that, NOT MINDING ANY RULES..Lessons can be learned from each experience, but bottomline, most people keep making the same mistakes over and over again, because, there is this belief that S/HE CAN CHANGE SOMEONE. I beg to disagree. But, whatever makes you happy, enjoy the moments, but please, don't be bitter about the decisions that you made and are still making. I only have this advice to make.." PLEASE TRY TO SEPARATE FANTASY WHEN YOU ARE FACED WITH THE REALITY. THE LATTER ALWAYS HURT."

Just call me ELZ


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
5/26/2012 11:09 pm

    Quoting jane82:
    Beautiful rose 'te like you.

    Even though the many loves in your life have gone, they remain in your heart. At some point you attracted them to you, so you've got what it takes to be love. It isn't your fault they left.
Janey,

You are a beautiful rose too. I borrowed it from Jun in FB. Tried to make it bigger but it won't take. Coz wanted to have as my cover pic there.
Love is a fleeting wonder in my life.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
5/26/2012 11:11 pm

    Quoting  :

Sis,

Sana nga bumukol na. It's not that waiting so much, but for once di ba na tunay na sana. Puro vague. Happy sunday

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
5/26/2012 11:21 pm

    Quoting eb1209:
    With all that you shared with me, Tess, I can only seal my lips. No one has the right to stop you from doing things that'll make you happy, be it the right or wrong thing to do, for LOVE is just that, NOT MINDING ANY RULES..Lessons can be learned from each experience, but bottomline, most people keep making the same mistakes over and over again, because, there is this belief that S/HE CAN CHANGE SOMEONE. I beg to disagree. But, whatever makes you happy, enjoy the moments, but please, don't be bitter about the decisions that you made and are still making. I only have this advice to make.." PLEASE TRY TO SEPARATE FANTASY WHEN YOU ARE FACED WITH THE REALITY. THE LATTER ALWAYS HURT."
Elz,

You're a true friend. The one that cares so much and not afraid to tell it like it is. Well, the fantasy for me kasi is the happily ever after ending. And for sure reality not gonna happen. As u know was trying to avoid big time. And had prayed to God to send me someone. The pain is so hard to bare. In love we are not suppose to question what we can get out of it. But, to give whole heartedly and just give. Happy sunday

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
5/27/2012 9:16 am

    Quoting Dessiree:
    Awww Tita...

    Seek what God will for you and you will have the desires of your heart.. Believe that He has only the best for you, and listen to the faint whisperings of your heart, and keep the "fantasy", as what TIta Elz mentioned, on low volume.

    Sometimes, we encounter the same situation over and over again because we have not learned the most important lessons from it... What lessons? Only you know them and only you can discover them. Knowing the lesson and learning from it are 2 different things. I pray you will finally learn the lessons so the love of your life will finally arrive.

    Keep desiring, keep praying, keep hoping, keep reaching out, and keep improving yourself while waiting. The one meant for you is bound to arrive at the moments you least expect it. I know, cause it has happened to me. It is still happening now, and it has made me believe na it's true.. pag darating na, darating na talaga (hehehehe).. He arrived when I told myself rest muna ako and bakasyon from the dating stuff hehe. But my desire, hope and prayers never stopped tho.

    Have a blessed Pentecost Sunday and you are in my prayers! May your heart be on fire with the Holy Spirit!


Dess,

When he came into my life. Never gave a thought. Because was in love w/ someone else. I had prayed to God. He never stopped. So, figured he was the one. There is just so much drama. Kaya, rest muna ako is the best answer. Learning this lesson was not to hurt anyone around me. So, the best possible answer is to stay away...

Happy sunday and thanks for praying for tita.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
5/27/2012 9:21 am

    Quoting guenny:
    God has His own way of making us realize and be thankful for every opportunity that comes our way. Sometimes He allows us to meet few wrong people before we meet the right one. There is always the right person for everyone . . . let love finds you . . . it is a gift from God. Let us be grateful even in our most painful journey . . . becoz at the end of the road . . . you'll find the right love waiting for you!!
Quenny,

God does put someone in our life. The choices we make brings good or bad. He found me but always at the wrong circumstance...

God bless and have a great week

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
5/27/2012 10:04 am

    Quoting  :

Sis,

Miss u for the longest time!!! Kamusta na??? You have a beautiful apo. Just way to lost now, Sis. My heart is always open for love. This time just going for a rest. Have a wonderful sunday and week ahead.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
5/29/2012 1:45 pm

    Quoting Dessiree:
    Awwww Tita! Hmmm, I can relate cause I was in kinda a similar situation before.. Sige lang, when it gets darker, only then do the light draws near. God bless you and keep your heart alive in the Lord TIta!
Dess,

I will leave in in the hands of God. It's the only way to get thru this ordeal...

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...