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shout out I am ready to fall in love! If I have a/n FB account this would be my shout out but since I don’t have and the official definition of a shout – out is: A public expression of thanks or gratitude… let me extend mine to those who continuously patronizing my blog and tirelessly leaving comments so I can yada-yada-ya in return let it be in or out of topic. Created my account around 2005 it took another year for me to actually start blogging if not longer add to that my occasional disappearances without notice shows how insensitive I can be at times so all and all I am really not around that long in terms of blogging time. BUT__ no matter how long or short my stay here and doesn’t matter how crazy out of this world strange weird senseless my blabbering are… there are always people who surprisingly amazingly read my thoughts!!! For that I’m grateful. They follow my transition from nobody to understandable to B&W to slowly injecting colours from anonymous to mutilated pictures to now slowly revealing my true self and being vulnerable my God! It’s almost a marriage made in heaven! Joking!!! The bottom line is acceptance. Thank you for accepting me for what I am.  only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide |
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10/29/2010 5:58 am |
here's what i know. i, i'm not the easiest girl to love. i get as scattered as the clouds sometimes, and i like to change my mind, and i'll ask you what you're thinking like a hundred thousand times  you make me a little bit crazy and i make you a little crazy too so let's just call it even, this time na, na, na, na, na, na, na, ooh ooh oooh ooh i'd rather have an itch to scratch, than be all numb and bored and you would rather pick a fight, than live a life ignored we'd rather be ridiculous, than suck up and meticulous. so perfectly imperfect, aren't we  listening by ear......a thousand times haha And if you asked me I would smile We could sit and talk awhile But there's just too much to hide and I got nothin' left inside... only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/29/2010 9:31 am |
what can we say we love to blog no matter how much we try to go... we always come back  like home sweet home  love is the greatest gift of all 
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10/29/2010 3:45 pm |
what can we say we love to blog no matter how much we try to go... we always come back like home sweet home love the picture can see you wearing it in the night with nothing on to entice your honey  only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/29/2010 3:52 pm |
done sagada way back in 1997-1998? can't remember anymore exactly when palawan i've been around 2002 i guess bohol was 2004 surigao i never been yet my mother does her 18 km daily walking still she got a bit of trouble going uphill but for the rest... she's faster than i am and can do chores around the house afterwards while i lie dead in bed and to think that we thought she's a goner last year when she had her attack gosh a week in coma and 7 surgeons who can tell that she's still going to recover better than ever i thought she will be a semi-vegetable thank God for that only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/29/2010 5:11 pm |
at this very moment i wish there is someone singing to me i have to say i love you in a song by jim croche complete with acoustic guitar and then another someone who is serenading me with ordinary song by mark velasco (monday at one point did both for me but who is monday but a darn kid)and preferably i'm somewhere in the tropics where the night is soft and always young and heavy with anticipation and loaded with electric current and i sit there fooling myself that i'm falling for either or both and feeling light headed and all tingly because once in my life i made myself believe that i would easily fall for someone who could sing and strum and play basketball and can swim like a fish tall dark and a bit mysterious and of course alpha and this afternoon after work i decided to shop for an outfit for our corporate christmas-new year party because the stores are open till 21:00 on friday and i hate shopping for clothes for i know i have to make few trips to the fitting room and most of the time i try to avoid it sometimes i just try whatever i'm buying over my clothes and if it looks ok then i will buy it but i know this time it cannot be like that it really have to fit me so against my will i brought few pieces to the fitting room and oh my lord i don't know that looking for the one could be an ordeal fashion of today seems not made for my kind of body and since women here have bigger chest than i have it's always kind of blabby there with a lot of space and hernia you can get by trying an outfit i ended up with stiff neck and dislocated shoulder i came home with a purchase anyway: two bonnets a t-shirt to sleep and a leg warmer only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/29/2010 5:37 pm |
Princess i saw you the other day but you disappeared and i thought maybe you need space? time? busy? but i know sooner or later when you're ready you will be back and here you are... wish you tell more about your life lately only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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Bebs, You are a terrific writer!!! Bringing us into the erotic & scary world. Real life adventures in the cave and hills and forest. The carriage wedding. Who can ask for more. It's like we were there imagining. Thanks... Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...
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10/30/2010 12:57 am |
Bebs, You are a terrific writer!!! Bringing us into the erotic & scary world. Real life adventures in the cave and hills and forest. The carriage wedding. Who can ask for more. It's like we were there imagining. Thanks... first noticed you in the magz those were the good old days when we can really banter with interesting personalities i miss those times glad you are a part of my space your occasional visit bring balance to my tipped views in life thank you for that only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/30/2010 1:02 am |
and you my dear is one of the few intellectual people around whom i really appreciate your thoughts and input are always welcome you never struck me as a sort of easily get scared person i use L for bait but it is coated with thick crust of weirdness one can barely recognize what's inside only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/30/2010 1:09 am |
i tend to gravitate towards summer clothes which btw for most times of the year are hardly useable here unless you are fond of layering it's a common sight here to see people wearing summer frocks over a thick pullover and nordic boots whenever i see one i thought: poor women including me malls are not plenty here in fact i only know one and small!!! compare to ours no cinema no game arcade only two floors and the prices!!! yesterday i saw a pair of shoes for 265 euro and mind you it's not a designer label even just ordinary pair of footwear imagine what you can buy with those amount in the phil only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/30/2010 1:11 am |
why are you re-posting do you luv me that much or my bait really works this time i use grounded unknown meat rolled in coca only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/30/2010 1:16 am |
look up how much per kg to here maybe you will change your mind i need winter outfit darling somehow i don't think i can find it there and didn't you notice fashion in europe is very different from what's in in the US(we're behind) which in my experience are the source of must haves and trend in PI but summer outfits count me in i don't care if it's in fashion or not i will have them only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/30/2010 1:21 am |
talking about pictures... this recent profile photo of yours is waaayy better than the previous two (seriously) it's almost tickle my imagination and my fancy tweaking my interest at the same time  seriously again... it shows your muscular carriage in its best advantage oh steven post the pic here for easy access don't make me work too hard only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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tess, almost sure you are around longer than i am first noticed you in the magz those were the good old days when we can really banter with interesting personalities i miss those times glad you are a part of my space your occasional visit bring balance to my tipped views in life thank you for that Yeap, started way back in 2003. Would sneak in my son's room while he was still at school or work. Go on line. Then kick me out as soon as he gets in the door. I bought the computer for him to use for homework. Joined all the sister site, but this one is what i stayed with the longest. It all started w/ a question in the mags. So, ridiculously funny and the man answered w/ are we gonna be hearing body parts now. Then got hooked in the mags section. The blog extended a part of me that wanted to belt out the inner part of my soul. Loneliness and many heart broken. Wishing to meet my soulmate. But, what really made me feel good was reading your's and the many creative poetry of others and they too shared something extraordinary and amazing. And me wanting more to tune in. It was so lively back then in the mags. Missing all those folks before... Have a great weekend. Here pouring rain again. Was gonna walk for the breast cancer 5K here in San Jose. It's canceled for sure at the Guadalupe River. So, gonna attend a viewing for my co-worker's father whom i thought was 94, he was 91yrs old at the VA hospital in Palo Alto. Lived a full and happy life...  Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...
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10/30/2010 7:08 am |
Good morning Bebs!!! Yeap, started way back in 2003. Would sneak in my son's room while he was still at school or work. Go on line. Then kick me out as soon as he gets in the door. I bought the computer for him to use for homework. Joined all the sister site, but this one is what i stayed with the longest. It all started w/ a question in the mags. So, ridiculously funny and the man answered w/ are we gonna be hearing body parts now. Then got hooked in the mags section. The blog extended a part of me that wanted to belt out the inner part of my soul. Loneliness and many heart broken. Wishing to meet my soulmate. But, what really made me feel good was reading your's and the many creative poetry of others and they too shared something extraordinary and amazing. And me wanting more to tune in. It was so lively back then in the mags. Missing all those folks before... Have a great weekend. Here pouring rain again. Was gonna walk for the breast cancer 5K here in San Jose. It's canceled for sure at the Guadalupe River. So, gonna attend a viewing for my co-worker's father whom i thought was 94, he was 91yrs old at the VA hospital in Palo Alto. Lived a full and happy life... that time i don't even touch a computer and didn't know internet exist and wasn't interested either one time i caught him chatting with someone from the adult sister site and that was the start of the break up maybe God wanted me to find out i don't know then i created my old account to find out what keeps him online but apparently our interest differ so much for i wasn't interested in finding someone i don't believe in cyber romance the rain is non-stop here also i didn't sleep much coz this morning the real state guy came to value our house i want to know if all the works i did pay off and it looks good he even suggested to me to go proffesionally with design and his company is willing to embark the prospect is buying run down properties for fraction of the price renovate them and sell double it was a 4 hours talk but we still have to follow up hopefully i can go freelance early next year crossing my fingers here only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/30/2010 11:04 am |
i can see you find you sexy mask back and on time for halloween too love the picture can see you wearing it in the night with nothing on to entice your honey some people think i'm going to some nude halloween party in this mask i used deferent kind of mask with my honey black silky one love is the greatest gift of all
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10/30/2010 1:03 pm |
i can see you find you sexy mask back and on time for halloween too love the picture can see you wearing it in the night with nothing on to entice your honey but in this pix looks like i'm having a party but only me alone that time  love is the greatest gift of all
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10/30/2010 2:22 pm |
some people think i'm going to some nude halloween party in this mask i used deferent kind of mask with my honey black silky one you know no matter how hard i try accessories and toys are nowhere near my fantasy if i have one, then it would be a trio or double pleasure if you know what i mean oh my lord i got carried away again  repentingonly dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/30/2010 2:28 pm |
my God darling... i have never been! but the other day i thought... maybe it's about time i let myself go for once open my heart for the possibilities of falling totally head over heels for someone before i always see something wrong with the person and that's inable me to fully give myself over except once but it's more of an experiment than falling in L that time i got an idea in my head to try to ignore warning bells in my brain and see what happened... well, of course needless to say it's totally and absolutely the wrong choice! the only adventure i ever regretted so far only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/30/2010 2:32 pm |
i remember i was taking myself a picture in the mirror from my phone and send it to my yaho and good thing still there but in this pix looks like i'm having a party but only me alone that time i like the colour combination of the mask reminds me of birds of paradise flowers so exotic and colourful opposed to those venetian masks with usually muted yet dramatic colouring only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/30/2010 2:39 pm |
i have so many people steering me for years to pursue career in interior design but i thought okay they are only being polite but this real state guy who btw owns his international company who got a branch in bali indonesia and handling in design and buildings most of his life has totally no reason to placate me but the moment he came in he forgot about selling the house in fact he advice me not to do it and go earn my money doing what i do best he said monday i will go with him in some information session for starting a small business and he find that we have do it with personal training i'm over the moon really you can tell me anything you want to impart about your life what's keeing you busy anything it would be interesting my interest in people is the key material for all of my stories by listening you will learn a lot more only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/31/2010 1:39 am |
are you kidding me? no photo to be seen not even a corner i'm a man if i look at the pictures i see the carriage not what's inside (chuckles) maybe if tou tease your hair einstein fashion... no kidding you look... great can i borrow the shirt (with the body in it) nice design right colour i can see myself wearing it with my workman's boots only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/31/2010 1:47 am |
thanks for the tip jo it was years ago that i've been to rustan's before they are the only store you can buy good quality real life looking fake plants way back in the 1980s now it's almost everywhere you know that i've never been in mall of asia? and megamall only 3 times! i usually shop in sm outlets wherever i am you know that there is no branch of them in bicol region i don't know lately no usual mcdo or jollibee too they have others like graceland and another one i forgot the name prices are the real killers for buying clothes there hubby buy lots of jeans pants whenever he's the phil i hoard shorts and slippers only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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10/31/2010 11:38 am |
A whisper will do. B How's your Halloween? Fireworks are everywhere here.    within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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10/31/2010 12:19 pm |
A whisper will do. BHow's your Halloween? Fireworks are everywhere here. when? where? no hint no trace the time changed again gain an hour of sleep winter is really coming only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide
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