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MALDITA 46F
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4/24/2010 6:55 am
How To Trust Again.....
Its been 10 days ago.......
I met the man which I beleived to be the half of my iife but it was a big mistake. Until now I am crying for justice. This was the first time I ever felt rejected, the first moment I felt so insecure and like a melted ice.
It was 2 months ago, we had special moments and great conversation thru the net. We learned to trust and respect each other although there are moments of misunderstanding, we can easily resolved it. Sometimes, I felt unsure of him but despite of this feelings, I continued loving him and until now I am stilll hurt but still loving him.
I am a smart and reserve lady, God-fearing and family oriented girl. All my friends laughs whenever I am with them and they love me so much coz I am with them whenever they need my advises and words of encouragement.I never ask for advise when it comes to love since Man is not my weakness. But I cant beleive it, its seems that He is my weakness.. Now it so hard for me to move on although I know what to do but the more I want to forget him the more I am remembering him.
Sometimes I ask myself, why God allowed me to meet such kind of dishonest man. A man who took all my rights to live like the old days.
My friends advise me to forget him.............................
Let him live the life he wanted. Its funny that I acted like a .Its amazing, a girl like me , a graduate of chemical engineering beleive without a facts... It very hard to convince myself to move on. Oh God, please help me to accept that not all we wanted is right and let your will be done on me.
Help me to trust again coz now I dont know how to trust again..

"Lord when i lose hope because my plans have come to nothing, help me to remember that your love is always greater than my disappointments and your plans for my life are always better than my dreams."


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