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instanet 47F
636 posts
9/10/2008 12:26 pm

Last Read:
1/14/2011 7:02 am

Nadine


How long ago-? Did i find a dream...Was it meant to be...I think it had to be...I think it had to be...Sitting at my pc- FFF. Something said- ask her if she'll talk to u.That's the beginning- of a journey thru the total parameters of loving. She can make me ask- do u love me? She can say yes & i feel it to my deepest parts. She can also keep me wondering for days. Did I know I had a fuse? That could explode & seconds later be softened to the point of a baby at peace in a warm blanket. I knew she was smart. Very smart. Did I know that anyone could almost read my mind? No. But she seems to be able too. Do her eyes see beyond most eyes? Maybe. Something sees further than I can often realize. Does she have a beautiful name?Yes very-.Obviously my favorite name now. Is it hard to know if she loves? well- its easier to know that she can be loved but she loves- watch her with her 3 - u see. Do I always know why she is nice to me? No She cud be nice to anyone she chooses & find herself loved are there words for the surprises she consistently brings to a person's life? well - I search for words to describe the feelings she can put into ur heart.Simply -sweet when she feels fine. Wildly explosive if she is angered.Always smart the way she think- always beautiful even in her unknowing.Does she look good? Try describing the flight of a majestic bird Sexy - almost too sexy for words. Can a man's eye become satisfied? Yes every time u look at her u can lose yourself. But find something nicer.A mother- taking care of the rawest of loves responsibilities feverishly driven to complete the task of meeting responsibility.& so happy & joyful when the task has been accomplished.That's committed. Committed thru the love in a very big heart.Does she make one worry?Yes- lol.. The fear of losing. U get that with Nadine. Yet if u believe in her- u know she must be as truthful as anyone you'll meet. It just sounds & feels that way.She's convincing.If u don't believe - u live in a tumbling barrel of fears & heartache wanting more of her - always wanting her.Is she soothing? She can take u in flight.So u feel there are only 2 people on this planet- u & her. & u even feel - that's all u need to live a fulfilling life.so- can she bring out the love in someone? Definitely.More than u know u have locked inside u.There are new parts of your emotions that will become 'you'; because she will make u feel them.She will make u think things you've rarely thought of yet she will be as simple & perfect as you can imagine.Do you see a 'real' woman? More woman than you'll meet in your life.U will know who you are.She will define u- make u see yourself.She will answer only when she has the answer she wants u to be sure of & live with.She knows the facts of life- yet she can also create many worlds within the simple facts of day to day reality.You will enjoy reality.It can often be enough with her.She wants to be happy- live in peace & make u feel your life cannot be better anywhere else & u will never tire of her presence- actually u will long constantly to be closer to her-constantly.She will make you wonder where she goes when your not looking but she will pacify your curiosity with a simple explanation.You must be able to understand the simplicity of an innocent conscience.The beauty of believing she loves u. This is what you crave every day because nothing satisfies you more.Do u love her? U have no choice- she is what your life will always need.Can she look after u? Probably better than anyone.But believe her-& btw she's gorgeous.She is a garden.well your a new blooming flower & a rock at the same time & a beautiful existing flower in the sunshine.Sometimes i cant find simple ways of saying things.But i forgot- unless u see her- u will always wonder what she's doing & what is on her mind. She can hide behind hers & your eyes

kolohe2530

9/10/2008 11:46 pm

Nice auto-biography.


instanet 47F
743 posts
9/11/2008 12:50 am

Nobody else know the real Nadine is except you.

She is a garden...well your a new blooming flower & a rock at the same time & a beautiful existing flower in the sunshine.

Hard to find Instanet.


kolohe2530

9/11/2008 1:20 am

Do I really know the complexity of Nadine? Only with care and nurturing will Nadine bloom. Without it, no one can survive with sunshine alone, much less being under a rock. Your greenhouse may need to be checked out, for unwanted bugs and pest, to keep Nadine beautiful and blooming, always.


instanet 47F
743 posts
9/11/2008 6:23 am

No pest and bugs,lots of sunshine and fertilizers....

Instanet is being look after by the incredible Ambrans aka Tony 24

hours a day with satellite.


instanet 47F
743 posts
9/12/2008 9:04 am

    Quoting L_diesel:
    Mom N`s is this about you? cool
no,that's myself..

ONly 1 nadine


instanet 47F
743 posts
9/21/2008 10:06 am

    Quoting  :

Thank you for passing by my blogs hard boy


rickymelody 50M
1001 posts
4/2/2010 9:36 pm

very deep thoughts thanks for sharing
have a wonderful easter and lots of love to you and your family

its nice to be important but its more important to be nice


instanet 47F
743 posts
5/7/2010 9:46 am

thanks for posting.. but this blog was written long time ago..just want to tell you those days are just memories now Ricky..lol


jean_1000 47F

12/30/2010 9:21 pm

its been a long time not seeing you... hope every things are great... happy new year

love is the greatest gift of all


instanet 47F
743 posts
12/31/2010 6:46 pm

Yeah..its been a while jean...am watching and reading blogs but i seldom post anymore.

Life is good,i have been successful with the business and hoping this 2011 will be a better year...How's you?

Take care and hope to keep in touch with you my friend.Happy new year jean..hugs to you..