i love my platonic friend!
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Antonio [8:55 AM]: hmm dont do that again, unless it just us. i miss u ) Tan [8:56 AM]: i got your stuff in my car. thanks so much for taking care of me. was very much appreciated it. Antonio [8:59 AM]: dont put me in that situation again. next time i may not be able to help myself and i may take advantage of u Tan [8:59 AM]: i know you wont. you're a good man. Antonio [8:59 AM]: i think i will the next time. but i had a great time. thanks Tan [9:02 AM]: i love you my friend you're a true friend Antonio [9:02 AM]: but i love you more than a friend. i just cant help myself loving you for being a part of my life now for 7 years Tan [10:27 AM]: i went out again on saturday night wth muey. the muey in mod4. it was her birthday celebration and i had a lot to drink. i didn't get as drunk but i was messed up. today i'm really paying for it. the other two managers are not in and i'm really tired. have not eaten much lately. i need to get some soup. do you want to walk across at around 11:30? Antonio [10:28 AM]: definitely would love 2 i am glad u had a great time last friday nite. i was hapy 4 u Tan [10:29 AM]: did you know that i had 2 shots of patron before i completely went out last fri? Antonio [10:29 AM]: no i did not. but i really took care of u and thanks for staying with me or choosing me to stay with you were u aware that i caress your face and your lips ) Tan [10:30 AM]: what?? Antonio [10:31 AM]: yeah. i touched your face and lips but it was in a caring manner. was that a violation? Antonio [10:31 AM]: you were in my lap for a long time Tan [10:31 AM]: how long? Antonio [10:32 AM]: very long. Tan [10:32 AM]: an hour? Antonio [10:32 AM]: more than that Tan [10:32 AM]: wow....i don't remember Antonio [10:32 AM]: honestly it cross my mind to kiss u Tan [10:33 AM]: you're a good friend. thansk Antonio [10:33 AM]: instead i touched ur lips with my fingers instead careersing it. but i hold your hands too for a long time Tan [10:35 AM]: you're a good friend. i knew you'd be safe with. glad that i didn't leave with anyone. someone asked if he could take me home. i'm thinking it was john. i'm glad you changed your mind and came out with us. Antonio [10:37 AM]: yeah. they made an attempt to take you away from me Tan [10:37 AM]: what changed your mind. i thought you were adament you were not coming in. i meant coming out on fri nite Antonio [10:37 AM]: its also been you my dear. i just happy to be with you Tan [10:38 AM]: i knew you'd take care of me. that was why i got wasted. if you were not there, i would've left after an hour or so. Antonio [10:39 AM]: thanks for trusting. but its just hard not to be tempted not to kiss you. i really do care for you. you were happy with me too, you sort of took my arm around the bar Tan [10:39 AM]: that's what friends are for. I'd do the same for you. Antonio [10:40 AM]: okay treat me as a friend, but let me just me feel my feelings for u Tan [10:40 AM]: you learned your lesson already. you know better. Antonio [10:40 AM]: i have been around with your for 8 years now. somehow its not that easy to feel something for u yeah. but learning my lesson meant i can love you differently than with natasha you do take away my emptiness and provide me interaction with women that i do miss a lot i will miss you once i decided to be happy somewhere Tan [10:45 AM]: i'll come visit you. you're my friend for life.... Antonio [10:46 AM]: if i have a choice, i will rather be with you even if i am just your second husband or a part time husband Tan [10:46 AM]: lol.. Antonio [10:47 AM]: i think that the best situation for us anyway. we wont be on each other throat. we just appreciate being togehter whenever we can seriously, the day i walked away from you and then i came back is because i have feelings for u. just cant let you be not a part of my life Tan [10:50 AM]: it's only natural.... i let you share with me the intimate experiences you have with other women and you're just naturally bond to me. that's all. trust me, you're just a little lost. Antonio [10:52 AM]: i share it with you to not feel bad about me not having intimate sex. but i dont. i will trade those escapade with a kiss from you. gosh its been awhile since i kiss someone. kiss is much better than sex with someone you have no feelings for i felt how much i love you last friday night because i caress your lips, your hair, your face and hold your hands. it was magical for me Tan [10:54 AM]: lol...get over it my friend. Antonio [10:55 AM]: no i wont get over with me. you know it then when i tried to walk away from you. you are not naive not to feel that i have feelings for u Tan [11:22 AM]: we still going across at 1130? i need some soup. Antonio [11:25 AM]: yeah Tan [11:27 AM]: okay see you downstairs. Antonio [11:27 AM]: ok |
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11/2/2009 1:31 pm |
hmmm sweet conversation...
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11/2/2009 1:44 pm |
see Antonio atleast you have a dear platonic friend. both you and she care for each other...
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 11/2/2009 3:52 pm |
Antonio [8:11 AM]: good to see u here Bina [8:12 AM]: yeah! i have no choice : ( thank you for everything. i feel so bad ! Antonio [8:12 AM]: no. dont worry about it. i had a great time sorry i was not able to take care of you. tan was drunk too Bina [8:14 AM]: i did too! i know, i heard. so, it was all bad for both of us. i shouldn't have done those straight up that she made me do! it all went down too fast! Antonio [8:15 AM]: dont worry about it. we are just having a great time. i wish we can do it again, but only us. i really love it getting tipsy. ) havent had that for a long time Bina [8:44 AM]: i know. it's better when there is no one to judge us but ourselves. we are close enough friends and know each other for long time. (tan, you and  Bina [9:31 AM]: Antonio, can you call me at 2503? Antonio [9:37 AM]: i did Bina [10:00 AM]: okay, i missed it. when you see me here then, please call me. i wanted to ask you something about friday
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11/2/2009 10:01 pm |
hmmm sweet conversation...
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11/2/2009 10:13 pm |
see Antonio atleast you have a dear platonic friend. both you and she care for each other... almost 8 years is a long time to be her friend. she was 25 when we started our friendship. i will really going to miss her when i finally decided to find my happiness with someone. and i hope that someone will understand that Tan is special to me. she takes care of me a lot in many ways. we go out a lot for lunch and even dinner and even get tipsy over a pitcher of beer and pizza. you see everyday Tess, i have meaningful interaction with women. they do appreciate the qualities i shared not seen or felt by most everyone here in FFF. but i know since the beginning you have sensed that i am really a nice guy. thanks Tess.
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11/3/2009 12:34 am |
antonio... ... did u really... ??? .... ... should i be... ??? ....  ... yeah, right... !!! ....take care  ...
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11/3/2009 3:10 am |
It's SHOW TIME!...Poor thing! She doesn't know you're exposing her here, just for you to show off...    
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11/3/2009 3:11 am |
But, in fairnerss ha? It takes a whole lot for Antonio to be happy, so just let him be...
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11/3/2009 3:12 am |
Okay, I already posted in your blogs..I kept my word...
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